How the fuck do you tell someone you fucking miss them and wish nothing but to be around them again? Especially since your last interaction with them wasn't so pleasant?
Despite all the bullshit, despite all the pain I felt, I still want you around me. I want things back to how they used to be. I want to feel safe again. I want to do my best to make him happy... And everyone says I should ignore this feeling, but I can't. I still cry over him. I wake up every morning in an empty bed and crave his body next to mine...
You probably won't read this... but if you do, Jaymz... I fucking miss you so much.
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Sid
Despite all the bullshit, despite all the pain I felt, I still want you around me. I want things back to how they used to be. I want to feel safe again. I want to do my best to make him happy... And everyone says I should ignore this feeling, but I can't. I still cry over him. I wake up every morning in an empty bed and crave his body next to mine...
You probably won't read this... but if you do, Jaymz... I fucking miss you so much.
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x0x0,
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l7rules:
*hug* 
abarat:
Oh, this sucks! You hate him, you love him, you miss him, but he's a prick. I think he is anyway for what happened. It blows, but it will get better. i feel bad.