sid

Songs often sum up how I feel better than I could:

*"and you're, you're not here
and i can't stop pretending
that you're forever mine...and i
i can't dream anymore since you left
i miss you singing me to sleep
i can't wake anymore in your arms
i miss you singing me to sleep
cheer up my friends all say
you're better alone anyway"

*"i'm sick of smiling
and so is my jaw
can't you see my front is crumbling down
i'm sick of being someone i'm not
please get me out of this slump
i'm sick of clapping
when i know i can do it better for myself
i'm sick of waiting
sick of all these words that will never matter"

*"she drives away
she's feeling worthless
used again but nothing's different
she'd stay the night
but knows he doesn't care "

*"I have worked out every small detail
In the plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail
I dare myself to do this one thing.
You can have my car
Go and take everything.
All that's good is gone.
(-its gone.)
I have tried too long."

*"What's the use in sighing?
What's the use in crying
If he's wondered off the track
'Cuz if your kisses won't hold the man you love
Then your tears won't bring him back, no"

x0x0,
Sid