why is my mom so fucking retarded? my cellphone is fucking broken, and my fucking name isn't on the verizon account, so i can't get a new phone without my mom being there. 
and instead of fucking going to the verizon for 2 minutes to remedy that, she calls them (which probably took longer), had them fucking MAIL her a form to fill out, and instead of BRINGING it to the store, she MAILS it BACK, meaning it's been over 2 weeks, my phone is still broken, and the paperwork isn't processed. of course no one fucking listens to me ever. i only go to music school, so i'm not fucking smart (mom's words). no one in my fucking family takes 2 minutes out of their fucking day to do anything to help me, but when my sister gets tired of her $400 cellphone she's had for 3 months and wants a new one, of course my mom will drop everything to take her even though my mom doesn't need to be there because my sister was allowed to open her own account.
i am so pissed i am trying not to fucking cry. my phone hung up on me 3 times yesterday and once today already because the battery is broken and won't stay in the phone. the thing has been duct-taped together for months now, and my mom can't fucking help me in getting a new phone.
what's it like to have a family who cares about you? someone please fucking tell me. i can't stand mine anymore. i'm getting to the point where i'm totally gonna cut off all communication with them when i'm done with school. i'm tired of these assholes ruining and controlling every fucking aspect of my life.
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Sid
and instead of fucking going to the verizon for 2 minutes to remedy that, she calls them (which probably took longer), had them fucking MAIL her a form to fill out, and instead of BRINGING it to the store, she MAILS it BACK, meaning it's been over 2 weeks, my phone is still broken, and the paperwork isn't processed. of course no one fucking listens to me ever. i only go to music school, so i'm not fucking smart (mom's words). no one in my fucking family takes 2 minutes out of their fucking day to do anything to help me, but when my sister gets tired of her $400 cellphone she's had for 3 months and wants a new one, of course my mom will drop everything to take her even though my mom doesn't need to be there because my sister was allowed to open her own account.
i am so pissed i am trying not to fucking cry. my phone hung up on me 3 times yesterday and once today already because the battery is broken and won't stay in the phone. the thing has been duct-taped together for months now, and my mom can't fucking help me in getting a new phone.
what's it like to have a family who cares about you? someone please fucking tell me. i can't stand mine anymore. i'm getting to the point where i'm totally gonna cut off all communication with them when i'm done with school. i'm tired of these assholes ruining and controlling every fucking aspect of my life.
x0x0,
Sid VIEW 21 of 21 COMMENTS
Um... being at the best music school in the country says something different.
I think the better question is "what's it like to have a family that supports your decisions and dreams, no matter how crazy they may seem?" Because we all have the out-there-in-the-sky hopes that we drop our life to attempt.