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Colorado, Boston, Rhode Island

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Wednesday Dec 07, 2005

Dec 7, 2005
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Lately me going out to the places I've once enjoyed is making me more and more depressed. Suddenly it's like no one even cares I'm there. I'll be talking ro someone and all it will take is some "pretty girl" to come by and I lose their attention. I guess I don't really matter so much to the people I thought I mattered to. I don't think I'll be going out for a while. It's okay, I have finals anyway.

I think I just need to meet someone new... If only I could.

Another night for my theme song to play softly in the background as I try to fall asleep:

She'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare.
And she wants to be a model,
She wants to hear she's beautiful.
She's beautiful.


[...]

And she wants someone to see her,
She needs to hear she's beautiful.
She's beautiful.


Sometimes it seems this song were written about me. Only I didn't meet its author till well after it had been written.

x0x0,
skull Sid skull
VIEW 25 of 36 COMMENTS
william_miller:
Allow me to retort!:

can you sleep
as the sound hits your ears one at a time?
an unspoken balance here,
unabridged for so many years
that i should stare at receivers
to receive her
isn't fair
don't worry i'll catch you


Said For: Everyone
By: Me
With Special Thanks To: The Get Up Kids

Ignore the silly boys. They're just like scattered McDonald's bags, polluting your life for the sake of their empty cravings. (<-- W. T. F does that mean?)
Dec 9, 2005
scott:
don't be so down on yourself. although i don't know you well at all, you seem super sweet, drop-dead gorgeous, and tougher than you think, don't let a bunch of yahoos bring you down.
Dec 9, 2005

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