I'm so tired of feeling sad. I'm so tired of not feeling motivated enough to get out of bed.
I'm currently sitting here watching some show called "Most Haunted". It's like ghost hunters only British and with "psychics". They always find something, which ends up pissing me off, because it's insanely dramatic, and I have a sneaking suspicion that the "psychic" guy is just a stark mad lunitic who talks to himself to cause dramatic effect. I also think the main woman is reaching way too hard for things. I dunno. Just in my experience doing the Paranormal Investigation thing, not every time you go to a haunted place, will something happen. So either these people are extremely insane, faking it, or damn lucky ghost magnets.
I'm just trying to keep my mind off of silly rumors being spread about me. I've put up with this bullshit for a year, and it's not letting up. Some bitches just need to grow the fuck up. My life is not worth ruining for your own gain. My life was messed up far before you got there. I just wish people would leave me be as I'm finally starting to accept the forcable changes I've been through the past few years (ie. deaths in my family and other hardships). Maybe this is my plea saying I've been through enough, and I'm tired of other things piling on. Any other human being would have compassion and lay off. There real is no need for this sort of drama.
Anyhow, enjoy your lazy Sunday. I'm just trying to bring my head above the water again. I would appriciate any ideas for pick-me-ups any of you will have in mind. Thank you.
I also want to say I really value you SGers. Without this community, I would never get out of slumps. I never feel alone when I have you all! That goes for both the Girls and the members. Thank you for all your kind words. I promise that none of your comments go unnoticed. I may not respond to every comment or e-mail I get, but I promise you, I read them all and value them all as well. So, again, Thank you. You guys are so great!
x0x0,
Sid
I'm currently sitting here watching some show called "Most Haunted". It's like ghost hunters only British and with "psychics". They always find something, which ends up pissing me off, because it's insanely dramatic, and I have a sneaking suspicion that the "psychic" guy is just a stark mad lunitic who talks to himself to cause dramatic effect. I also think the main woman is reaching way too hard for things. I dunno. Just in my experience doing the Paranormal Investigation thing, not every time you go to a haunted place, will something happen. So either these people are extremely insane, faking it, or damn lucky ghost magnets.
I'm just trying to keep my mind off of silly rumors being spread about me. I've put up with this bullshit for a year, and it's not letting up. Some bitches just need to grow the fuck up. My life is not worth ruining for your own gain. My life was messed up far before you got there. I just wish people would leave me be as I'm finally starting to accept the forcable changes I've been through the past few years (ie. deaths in my family and other hardships). Maybe this is my plea saying I've been through enough, and I'm tired of other things piling on. Any other human being would have compassion and lay off. There real is no need for this sort of drama.
Anyhow, enjoy your lazy Sunday. I'm just trying to bring my head above the water again. I would appriciate any ideas for pick-me-ups any of you will have in mind. Thank you.
I also want to say I really value you SGers. Without this community, I would never get out of slumps. I never feel alone when I have you all! That goes for both the Girls and the members. Thank you for all your kind words. I promise that none of your comments go unnoticed. I may not respond to every comment or e-mail I get, but I promise you, I read them all and value them all as well. So, again, Thank you. You guys are so great!
x0x0,
Sid VIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
and, what was the BEST rumour you heard about yourself?
just stick to that one and forget the bad rumours you heard in the past. talk is talk. and usually is done by envy people.
ciao!