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Please know there is nothing "wrong with you" You must know as an SG for a very long time that this market is very over-saturated. There are THOUSANDS of gorgeous girls here NOT getting recognition. As a model (of any kind) you must have confidence and be proud of your beauty and your talent. And as this is a business SG wants you to be a spitting image of what they represent- a confident, bad ass alternative chick. (Which you are) I understand and sympathize with the pains you're going through both physically and emotionally during this rough time, but to get stronger you have to stay positive. Sharing positivity will attract positivity. That's not to say it's not safe or not okay for you to share your hardships, we all need to be there to support one another and we all go through hard times, but every post doesn't have to be filled with sorrow. You're a beautiful woman with what sounds like an amazing husband who you've found through this bad ass community. There are so many things to stil be grateful for. Don't give up on what makes you happy. If this site is making you feel less about yourself, then take a break. Find a new outlet, maybe starting a Patreon and Etsy, ect. And let yourself create some stuff you can truly be happy about and not just trying to make SG happy. Your happiness matters, love. I am very sorry you're going through a hard time, I have faith you'll pull through this, just keep trying and use the resources you have. You have an amazing following, who loves and supports you. Don't forget that. And as hard as it may be sometimes, just try to find a little bit of positivity. Remember you are a representation of this community and this bussiness. You are loved. Sending you my love and well wishes during this rough time. Maybe we can work together in the future if that's in the cards. ❤️❤️ Xoxo, Ashley