Saturday, when i walked into the door from a long day of work, i was met with news that a good friends step mother ( whom also took me in as a step son 6 years ago with the lunacy between my own mother and myself) passed away in her sleep that afternoon. I quickly collected my friend and drove her to her fathers house in...
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user8992:
So sorry for your loss sweetheart. That's not good. She sounded amazing. 
medusaw:
I'm sorry to read that ... and I can't give you any advice :/ the only thing that comes to my mind is that you can let her be with you forever in your memories <3 I send you a hug :*

I broke a cardnal rule for myself. I reconnected with my mother after 5 years because of my health. To be completely honest, i did it because i was ready to die from my stomach ordeals and wanted her to know that i didnt hate her and still loved her. She came full throttle back into my life and convinced me that florida was where...
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just_blake:
That's pretty intense. Alcoholism kills. 
medusaw:
I feel your pain, really deep down, somewhere, where it's locked behind thick and heavy chains, in a box I buried. Be proud of yourself. You are amazingly strong: you took so much pain and still wanted to show your mother your love, feelings and that you care for her. Your action was, what I call humanity! Addiction starts as a decision and it's not your fault, if someone wants to walk that path. You did everything you could and more than others that gave up on your mother earlier. You were honest, even if it included suffering for both of you! I really want to hug you and tell you everything will be alright ... and things can be alright, when you find the balance between loving her and setting her free ... I think you're already on the way to do this! If I can support you in any way, let me know <3