Sunday Feb 08, 2004

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i'm waiting for my broccoli to cool, so i thought i'd pop in and see what's going on. i worked today, 10 hours, and have 9 hours tomorrow. 9 and a half. but ten 3 days off!! and they're packed. somewhere i have to squeeze in house work. hope it happens, lol.
mistersatan:
What what days off?

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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today was my day off. and i'm soooooo tired. just tired tired tired. didn't really have to be anywhere or do anything, but jeez. i was lazy most of the day, and i'm still tired.

bear's sick, though. and she does not like the cough syrup i'm having her take. i don't like it either. but i'm not the one coughing. that'll teach her! ha! tongue
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mistersatan:
I figured you would be.
hammersmith:
SLOTH RULES!

Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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today was better, tomorrow better yet.

my brother, who neither of us will fess up as to who adopted who first, is down this weekend after my car took a shit on itself yesterday. i called him in a panic and as always, he's here to save the day. he may not ride into town on a white steed, but his saturn is a pretty...
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null:
Yesterday was the only moment I've ever felt alone. I'm watching a few people and seeing them start to bond. Part of me knows that one or two of them will find romance there. Someone will gain something to care about. And for a second, I actually felt a stab of jealousy and thought that maybe I'm wrong to give up.

However, I can still see the badness in most people's hearts--like I've always been able to. That's all I need to know that I'm not wrong.
mistersatan:
Yeah, I know. The part I don't know is how to get them to see it.

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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crap crap crap.

vancouver was ok. except he had lied to me before, and i don't know if he fessed up or if it slipped. i already had an idea, but....crap crap crap.

OH THE HUMANITY OF IT ALL!!!

so, he's married. yep. to help a girl get a green card. doesn't talk to her or anything, but that's still married. i don't care. and...
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mistersatan:
I wouldn't even consider this guy a "friend"- he was fucking dishonest with you. Tell him to piss off.
scylla:
"there is no rose without a thorn..."

That TOTALLY reminds me of that scene in Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey when Death recites "Every Rose Has Its Thorn" to St Peter...

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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ladeedadummdididumm.....

i did 2 tarot readings for friends yesterday, and they both were exactly where they should be. now, if my friends would listen and do what's being needed, maybe they'd get new cards once in a while.

one friend is still very angry over wasting 12 years with a man who could never love her enough. he's selfish and mean. and in order for...
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elan:
Hmm.. I don't think that works because I am evil as well
null:
I'm not grampa! *shakes cane*

Hope things work out okay downstate.

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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i feel like i'm going through the same thing elan is. i'm gonna call my little sis today to see if she can come over and work on my back. my nerves in my neck are messed up and i've been having a lot more trouble the past few months, just not saying anything(i'm like that)...but i'm tired of my arms going numb. this goes...
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elan:
I'm telling you.. we need to just hang out wink

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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i'm really really tired.

i had to get up earlier than usual to get ready and go to work today from my mom and dad's, i was watching their house and it's 15 miles south of my house, so an extra bit of a drive, as well as dropping my daughter off at my house for my babysitter.

and the babysitter is on my shit...
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null:
From experience, I know there are men that can do all that you list. I hope you find one someday.
null:
Thanks for your concern, but I'll be fine tomorrow or the next day. Today was just really crappy and frustrating, and when my day is bad, I seem to want to make everyone else miserable. I've kept on my toes all day, so I've been pretty good.

Friday Jan 23, 2004

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had a good night tonight.

i know in a recent journal entry, i was all about hating people and not letting people in anymore, but tonight threw it back into perspective for me. i think the reason i'm in this world sometimes is to remind the bitter or the hurting people that there is someone who is capable of caring about them. i guess i...
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vikprez:
I think we can work something out, don't worrysmile
mistersatan:
I think I know you well enough by now, and you know me, to take your advice to heart.
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