samling

i feel like i'm going through the same thing elan is. i'm gonna call my little sis today to see if she can come over and work on my back. my nerves in my neck are messed up and i've been having a lot more trouble the past few months, just not saying anything(i'm like that)...but i'm tired of my arms going numb. this goes back about 2 years, and it's never been better. it frustrates me. it hasn't been this bad, mind you, in a long time, but i'm a strong person i'm not used to having difficulites lifting or sitting at the puter.

and i NEED to go out and be amongst adults. i just don't have the money. because if i wanna go do anything cool or fun, it's at least an hour from here, i live in a pretty dead place. that and other problems.....

i think i'm just whining. forgive me, but at least a lot of y'all understand.