i'm really really tired.
i had to get up earlier than usual to get ready and go to work today from my mom and dad's, i was watching their house and it's 15 miles south of my house, so an extra bit of a drive, as well as dropping my daughter off at my house for my babysitter.
and the babysitter is on my shit list. i have expected very little of her, asking only that she picks up after my daughter, and she's not really doing so well. i am not happy.
so, after 10 hours of work, i stopped by my folk's house, got my stuff, picked up a bit, then came home to clean for 3 more hours, only to sit down to eat for 10 minutes until now. that it took me 3 hours is crazy. but my house needed vacuumed, mopped, cat box cleaned, dishes done, tables cleaned, the litttle one's room picked up and vacuumed, and the bathroom cleaned. and one of her care bears needed to be cleaned. and now i am super tired, just typing that all out.
on top of which, i think i am finally, finally toying with the thought of coming out of my semen sabbatical. i have no one in mind, and interest in anyone that i know, but i guess if i just give up and relent to maybe enjoying a relationship... i don't know. i'm so picky now, i don't know. all i do is take care of people, i'd sure like to think there's guy out there strong enough to stand toe-to-toe with me, not let me take care of him, be his mommy, his maid and his accountant.
eh....being celebate has its perks.
i had to get up earlier than usual to get ready and go to work today from my mom and dad's, i was watching their house and it's 15 miles south of my house, so an extra bit of a drive, as well as dropping my daughter off at my house for my babysitter.
and the babysitter is on my shit list. i have expected very little of her, asking only that she picks up after my daughter, and she's not really doing so well. i am not happy.
so, after 10 hours of work, i stopped by my folk's house, got my stuff, picked up a bit, then came home to clean for 3 more hours, only to sit down to eat for 10 minutes until now. that it took me 3 hours is crazy. but my house needed vacuumed, mopped, cat box cleaned, dishes done, tables cleaned, the litttle one's room picked up and vacuumed, and the bathroom cleaned. and one of her care bears needed to be cleaned. and now i am super tired, just typing that all out.
on top of which, i think i am finally, finally toying with the thought of coming out of my semen sabbatical. i have no one in mind, and interest in anyone that i know, but i guess if i just give up and relent to maybe enjoying a relationship... i don't know. i'm so picky now, i don't know. all i do is take care of people, i'd sure like to think there's guy out there strong enough to stand toe-to-toe with me, not let me take care of him, be his mommy, his maid and his accountant.
eh....being celebate has its perks.
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From experience, I know there are men that can do all that you list. I hope you find one someday.
null:
Thanks for your concern, but I'll be fine tomorrow or the next day. Today was just really crappy and frustrating, and when my day is bad, I seem to want to make everyone else miserable. I've kept on my toes all day, so I've been pretty good.