samling

crap crap crap.

vancouver was ok. except he had lied to me before, and i don't know if he fessed up or if it slipped. i already had an idea, but....crap crap crap.

OH THE HUMANITY OF IT ALL!!!

so, he's married. yep. to help a girl get a green card. doesn't talk to her or anything, but that's still married. i don't care. and anyone who knows me knows i won't touch anyone who's married or got a girlfriend, hooker, or favorite barnyard animal. i just can't.

and what blows it out of the water more, not that there was ever a chance in hell anyway, but-- he hates the idea of having kids. i've asked him a couple times, i won't anymore. i guess i don't understand why someone as cool as him wouldn't want kids. but he won't even own a pet because it's too much responsibility.

file this one in "just a friend" file. it sucks, because we get along well enough that i'd like to see how it goes but...crap crap crap.