rin

today's been ok. there was a rough start to the day but it has gotten better. i had an elevator race with my friend matt and he kicked my ass. he bought me ice cream and we were asked by a youth group ( ) to read these lame-ass lyrics while looking into a video camera. the lyrics were about trying new things as long as you're alive.

lavonne is so fucking rad. today i was practicing my scowl face on the ride home from work and she met me at the bus stop with a boquet of flowers, i've said before that i hate getting flowers but it turns out i actually don't. that girl is fab and a half.

she took some photos of me to make me feel better yesterday. i went out and bought some stockings and a garter belt so i had to show off.



you should check out the other 4 in my modeling folder. they are super rad. in one i am giving the devil horns, because they are so awesome. in another i'm wearing the cape cod shirt i chatted about in the last entry. i got miss l. to take a photo of it cause i felt like a pasty, hairy-legged, cross-dressing man, wearing a garter belt, thigh high stockings, hot shoes and a tshirt.

last night i had terrible dreams. i'm hoping hoping hoping that tonight i won't dream at all. missing someone is hard.