rin

my hair isn't ugly anymore.

it was dyed on tuesday, so really i have just not felt like updating. but really i've been doing nothing. i got back to work on the 24th though. i SHOULD BE going to victoria, but the whole 'broke' thing caught up to me pretty quickly. i've been having really intense, richly detailed dreams. today i dreamed that cordy and i went on a greyhound bus trip and ended up in wisconsin and it was absolutely beautiful. there was a corn field where no ears of corn had ripened yet so everything was green and the whole world around it was green and july-looking.

my apartment has no hot water this morning. it's ok, as i wasn't planning on showering or anything, but still. it sucks to know it's not there.

i wrote another song last night. i feel like i'm really coming into my own as a musician and i'm finding both my literal and written voices. i'm itching to perform. i want someone other than my neighbours to hear my songs. i'm still selling cds so buy one or 4!! OR ELSE!! but really i wouldn't mind playing live somewhere either, even if it was only for a few friends. i also wish that i had somewhere i could play my electric guitar and not worry about the neighbours.

i think i might phone my friend leona and ask her to come out dancing tonight. that or i'll get shy and just end up playing nintendo all day.

right now there are a lot of things i miss. but whatever, i'm going to pretend i don't. GRRR! I'M TOO TOUGH TO LOVE ANYTHING!!!! GRRRRRR! SO HOW COULD I MISS IT! I'M SO HARDCORE I WANT TO CURB STOMP EVERYTHING BUT MY CAT!!!! GRRRRR

you know what this mood needs? a re-reading of dangerous angels.