rin

i have been pretty sick lately. i missed work on thursday, went on friday, got sent home on saturday and didn't go again today. i lost my voice, which is kind of lame. i need to not get sent home from work tomorrow cause things like paying rent and being able to buy a few christmas presents would be nice.

i absolutely love the snow. winter makes me happy.

last night i went to meanwhilethecat's christmas party. it was super rad. he looked really hot (i dressed up too. fishnets and high heels! yum!) and i could not wait to get him home and take advantage of him.

i've come to realize that regretting things here and there is part of growing up. maybe not real regret, but wishing things had turned out a little different, or that i'd known what someone was really like when i first met them. it's nothing huge though. if i hadn't done everything i have done, then i might not be where i am now, and that'd be a pity. meanwhilethecat and i just realized that we had passed a small anniversary and i'm really happy to have fallen for him. he makes me feel amazing--happier and more fufilled than i have ever felt. he is really sweet and makes me giggle. he lays in bed with me all day, gives me shower mohawks when we shower together, dyes my hair, etc, etc, etc and really, he is just frigging perfect. i love him tremendously and it makes the feelings i have had for other people, before him, seem less in comparison.
/end mushy lovey talk.

i've decided that i am going to start a half-sleeve on my left arm sometime in the next year. i want it to be of koi and cherry blossoms.

also, my 3 closest girl friends all have names that start with c.