i am seriously doubting my sanity.
i have bruises on my elbows from climbing in a window i shouldn't have been. ripped a button off my coat, too.
i'll be moving this week for the fifth time in 6 months. if i find my own place this week, it will be the last time for quite a while. if not...6 moves in 6.5 months. not that i am not taking responsibility for having to move so much...if i had made a few different choices i would be -1 move. i'm just tired of living out of boxes.
cordy: man, i miss you.
my friend cheri (aka lady i have been modelling for) is going to use me as a model to get her accreditation. we have to do 10 different looks in one day (with one model). then she will take the best of these and she will send them in to try and become an accredited photographer. she was just going to try for the portrait selection, but she told me about the 10 looks idea today and i'm down for it if she is...the only thing that makes my stomach grumbly is that in this category, my ability to be a good model gets judged just as much as her photography skills.
but if she thinks i can do it...
and weetzie i miss you too. like woah.
618am edit:
i can't sleep. my eyes are burning. i was hoping darcy would be up. now i don't know what to do to make myself tired. i was laying in bed tossing and turning and i don't want to wake the boy up...
an old friend just came on msn. i am pouncing on the chance to have someone to talk to. perhaps i will finish covering the bathroom walls in scribbling.
i have bruises on my elbows from climbing in a window i shouldn't have been. ripped a button off my coat, too.
i'll be moving this week for the fifth time in 6 months. if i find my own place this week, it will be the last time for quite a while. if not...6 moves in 6.5 months. not that i am not taking responsibility for having to move so much...if i had made a few different choices i would be -1 move. i'm just tired of living out of boxes.
cordy: man, i miss you.
my friend cheri (aka lady i have been modelling for) is going to use me as a model to get her accreditation. we have to do 10 different looks in one day (with one model). then she will take the best of these and she will send them in to try and become an accredited photographer. she was just going to try for the portrait selection, but she told me about the 10 looks idea today and i'm down for it if she is...the only thing that makes my stomach grumbly is that in this category, my ability to be a good model gets judged just as much as her photography skills.
but if she thinks i can do it...
and weetzie i miss you too. like woah.
618am edit:
i can't sleep. my eyes are burning. i was hoping darcy would be up. now i don't know what to do to make myself tired. i was laying in bed tossing and turning and i don't want to wake the boy up...
an old friend just came on msn. i am pouncing on the chance to have someone to talk to. perhaps i will finish covering the bathroom walls in scribbling.
cirdt:
i miss you too. and i'm pretty sure weetzie does as well. i know what loneliness feels like and you have my virtual hugs. maybe you need some realy people hugs too. when do you have some time off?