polyhistor

sounds interesting

yeah we want to visit texas eventually on our way back home to louisiana. Im doing travel nursing and we are gonna stay out in california for another year maybe 2 then we will try to start traveling back home.

i am alot like you, in the way that i never fit in. I have a really hard time making friends, lucky for me my husband is the social one who makes the friends. But you should definitly find some friends on here, It is a really cool place. Just try to watch what you say at first some people can be really mean to new people.... How far is monteray from los angeles?

Ive never used that message thing its new, I mostly just use this thing here... :o)

so thats cool you sent me my first message

In reflection one particular area has been sensitive to me, women and erotica. Its a grey area and much like a mine field in terms of respect and seperation from lusting after the womans body as a piece of meat rather then her whole enitiy.

It is entirely possible to view a naked , erotic woman; ie strip clubs and the like and still respect her as who she is and what she looks like. More effect on the viewers part must be given to remember that she is a human being with her own mind, fears and desires. Educating yourself on her art and who she is makes respecting her easier and enjoying what she is doing better.

I am an avid erotica and strip club visitor; voyuer. At the same time i appreciate what the girls do and hold them to high esteem for doing so, also understanding some of the girls dont respect themselves and fall prey to nefarious men. ( and women ) These girls i care for and given the oppurturnity try to understand what makes them feel so little of themselves. I dont try to save them no, but give them insight on someone who does respect what they do.

I remember there was this one strip club in nashville i frequented; and began to be recognizable to the girls and management staff, and i earned a well place among them. Free door fees, halved admission prices when appropriate, free drinks and discounted lap dances i began to enjoy due to how i treated the staff, the girls and how i presented myself.

There were three girls in particular that -really- got to know and like me, its amusing to see their face light up when i came and they recognized me. I cant wait until i can find another strip club to settle down and and make a name for myself.

-Torie Patterson

Yeah i know it sounds like a load of horseshit, but its worth a try to actually try to find attraction to the opposite of what our mainstream soceity deems "attractive". Hell this means i cant really talk to anyone on this board.

Odd.

It was the font i wrote it in , came out as all caps, not sure how to revert it back to normal text. Maybe you can help me covert it to more "normal" conversational text? Im not trying to come off as some boheiman nazi