piracy

i've been dreaming of prom.

it's not right - one might htink that i've begun to have expectations.

things aren't so balanced - but they are working.

i think that i don't know how i'm going to make it, but i thin k that i am - i think that this is how it rolls, i think that i'll be sane in the morning.


on...
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mebe it was all the happy tree friends that set me off.

animated violence once was a source of unimpeded joy for me, and now i am conflicted.



talking to my second oldest friend, the other one, the other one's who's insane.

the other second oldest friend who's insane.

cuz i called my whole fuckedup phonebook tonight, because i didn't want to be me, freaking...
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whoadamn.

i guess aiki and eli just got archived...



SORTA cool - people who have no fav sgs are sorta cool - esp since you can't unselect after you've selected...

otoh, it's always so hard to get a nice composition there at the top of the page -

uh. yeah.

minor tribulations in daily life, here at sg.



EDIT TO SAY: okay wtvr - eli...
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i'm forced to do a 15 minute presentation on spirituality for school - fucking hippies...

here's my outline so far:

5 min history + assumptions -
5 min discobject
5 min ethics


historic:

i was into big ideas from very very early - i was obsessed with the absolute and such, i thought i was brilliant, but i didn't have it all figured out yet...
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report from death from above 1979.

for a broken man, i was pretty busy rocking -

the scene here could be written on for ages - what a trip it would be to hang out and study sf hipsters foor academia, on school money, or writing a book...

they're the heart of the passive resistance. the nonviolent pseudo-enlightened, the cultural elite in the fall of...
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i truly dont know what to do with people.

its so absurd that i have everything figured out, like really, except how to not be a complete mess of a person.

but that's natural.

it's absurd that the whole world would be better off if i could make them want to be like me, if i could become a celebrity.

but i dont know what...
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i just dont even know what to do with you people.

mad skillz, whats the deal.


get home at 845, lost from downtown, the tenderloin, i don't even know where i went...

the tenderloin causes me anxiety, claustrophobia - it's like europe with more hostility. semi spiral stairs and wire elevators, crevasse-like roads. arroyo washouts. unpredictable speed + speedheads.

drugs in tiny bags. try to hang out in a place where, from the bathroom, there is...
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fuck relative truth.

fuck my point of view, and double fuck yours.

i am the arbiter of right and wrong.

fucking lamebrain self-crippling lefties who are offended by the idea of being offensive - well i'm offended that they're offended.

i have every right to hostility, to opnions, and to voicing them at volume. i never let anyone doubt it.


fuck people who think that...
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*piracy searches for something worth saying*


*piracy goes to find something to eat*