What is it with certain women not wanting you to succeed because they don't want you to be better then them? I'm amazed I find this trait in grown women. Even my teacher displayed this today ....just.... weird.

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psyria_delight:
I get what @yogi64 is saying, i think maybe its a bit of jealousy mixed with maybe seeing what youre made of. I just dont get why anyone has to be like that towards someone else though. No matter how you truly feel (jealous or not) you should be happy for everyone whos succeeding
osiruss:
No I'm talking like down right wrong shit. Like purposely holding me back in the salon because she knows I have ADD and uses my weekness against me. So like she taught everyone else highlights a month before she taught me. Instead of teaching me. Then when I started losing weight after working my ass off and eating better she says " It seems to me like you should be eating more then you are" I'm very creative and strong and smart, but when I'm learning something new I just need it shown to me. So instead of doing that she just didn't show me let me fall behind and be embarrassed. She likes to have power so she play these dumb ass games instead of being a teacher.. And made me ten times more insecure because everyone else had learned exept mefor over a month....then he would use my nervous ess as an exuse as to why she hadn't taught me. Bullshit she was being lazy and likes being better then people for a short while
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mendel82:
Add gorgeous to the facts of the day. Puts a smile on my face every time I see something new from you. :P
osiruss:
No I'm happy to share things here @louisthescoot I just mean I'm embracing a part of myself, the shy part, instead of trying to cover it up with my loud voice and talking toouch . Like in every day Life. It's a good thing louis

I grew up riding horses. I had an ex race horse. A huge thoroughbred. He was gorgeous! ( I actually had my first orgasm on my horse on accident!!! Lol)

But I love big cats as well. And wolves. I feel like a wolf at times, at night, and I feel like a hungry lioness during the day. I'm big on animal spirits. Shamanism. That...
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mendel82:
I’m a gorilla fan. Always been my favorite animal growing up.
mendel82:
Looking ever so much more beautiful every time you upload more pics. Oh my. Beautiful 😍

Hey guys. I haven't done this for too long! I'm in cosmetology school right now and I'm doing great but I'm so tired when I get home.

Something I've been dying to do and has been effecting the amount of photos I have been posting is getting my leg tattoos finished. I feel so broken and frustrated with this half...
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littlejohn22:
so, are you going to ask this girl out on a date? and I am loving that art so much
osiruss:
@littlejohn22 I want to go on a date with her so bad. I think she said she wanted to pleasure me but her boss would get mad. But then all went blank and I literally have no idea now if I made it up or not. Because I'm so shocked someone like her would say that to me...so now I'm super curious....I've never dated a girl but this time around  it is what I'm looking for so....