It wasn't my intention to write this blog, or any blog today, really, but I just wanted to give props to a couple of members who have made me feel like a fucking rock star when in reality I'm the furthest thing from.

I don't know how to do this without coming off as self indulgent so I'll keep it brief...
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leighgabriel:
@gpryme Photomanipulation is so much easier than it looks. If you ever want any tips and I can help, do not hesitate to ask.
gpryme:
I appreciate the offer, @leighgabriel, and may have to take you up on it!

I was nominated by @arroezze

1) Do you eat cheese – I try not to, but it IS delicious.

2) Do you drink pop – Nah, dog.

3) Do you listen to Nickelback – Not on purpose, and I almost got into fisticuffs this very week with a coworker who claimed EVERYONE likes Nickelback. Not true. Although they have sold a metric assload of albums, so clearly I...
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nanette:
You’re not old.... 🤫
kungfury:
Thanks for the nomination my dude. Posting mine by the time you read this! 😊👍🏻

I’ve got

One black shirt

One busted red phone

Zero beards.

Happy three day weekend fellow Canuckleheads.

(From my Insta. New profile pic?)

(My wife will probably say I’ve created this post for attention. She’s probably right 🤷♂️)

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wizard0:
I don't shave in winter.  I trim, but beard warms the face.
maddiedee:
Looks good on you

Down since day one ish

@rambo @missy


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kungfury:
Congratulations on getting Front Page my dude!! 👍🏻
gpryme:
@kungfury Thanks, guy! 😊

Mood: just power through it.

xheartswornx:
Root of Evil is badass. Being a hardcore kid from youth to adulthood I'm surprised it took Aleister to introduce me to  Incendiary which is a great band.

I've been thinking a lot about suicide lately.

Buckle up, sunshines, and bring a torch. Shit's about to get dark (with a silver lining, you know how I do. No worries!)

I've been open, honest and free when it comes to my struggles with treatment resistant depression, high functioning social anxiety and everything that comes along with those particular mental illnesses. I
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lillynoize:
I think speaking about it could help you overcame the situation you are in. Don't mind your doctor and go on! Your words could help and save someone, go on!
soiledsuicide:
My dude, ❤️❤️❤️ And that’s about all I can muster right now. Just love. For you, your openness, and raw fucking outpouring of yourself.

Listen to music for the mood you want to be in, not the one you're stuck in.

My current go tos:

Take care of yourselves and each other.

Have a great weekend for me.

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gpryme:
@leighgabriel The Man’s theme is a good call too! I’ve had Johnny Takeover’s theme stuck in my head for the last week 😂
venomousvixen:
I am obsessed with Dance Macabre. 😍

40

Originally I was to have 39 and 40 back to back. Anxiety, depression and missing this place took hold and I jumped the gun on 39. Kind of glad I did, I think this entry will benefit from the breathing room. I wanted to juxtapose just how bad the last year of my life had been and dedicate the next year to improvement, being better...
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chef:
Happy late birthday.   Kinda crazy that you and @chefdaddy have the same birthday !
gpryme:
Thank you @chef! This just made my day.

39

39 was a fight. A struggle. From the jump right up to the end.

39 was more bitter defeats than sweet victories.

39 was more new enemies and fewer friends.

39 was hurting more people than I helped.

39 was extinguishing the flames of old relationships and not igniting the sparks of new.

39 was more pity and less pride.

39 was a fight.

But
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tattooedkitty:
Also, stop punching shit!!
gpryme:
@tattooedkitty I doubt 40 will bring a miraculous upswing, but thanks for giving me something to look forward to! Also, you’re not my boss.
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Hey guys.

Tonight I came very close to taking my own life.

I’ve spend a great deal of my life hurting and disappointing those around me. Sometimes intentionally, most times not. I push people away and unintentionally seek self destructive behaviour.

I can’t live with being a disappointment, failure and generally horrible person. I can’t live with myself anymore.

I’ve decided...
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tattooedkitty:
@gpryme come back 😫😫😫😫 miss your witty comments!!
leighgabriel:
I wish I'd known about this sooner, dude. Just know that while you get the help you need, you are fuckin' missed dude, particularly by this dude.