I haven't updated in months. Does anyone miss me? Let me know so I know if I should bother to keep posting or not.

cersei:
looks good! :)

So an older black gentleman made my day at the grocery store. And I only mentioned his color because how he said it, couldn't picture a boring white guy saying anything like this.

So I had just finished checking out and was punching my cart down that aisle way between the Baggers and the exit usually with customer service. Nathan was being well being...
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matoushka:
cute af

Just doing a little photo dump because I really haven't updated in a while

EctoCooler motherfuckers

Mommy wasn't home so Nathan and I took some selfies whether he liked it or not

My son loves outdoors so we went walking in the creek.

I love when I'm at work and get pictures of my beautiful family. I really am lucky

My Father
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Yesterday I was asked on Instagram by the beautiful @chef what my Suicidegirls name was so she could properly make the connection between that me and the me on here. I had explained that I use my xjwigluszx name on just about every other source of social media, username, etc. But with this site I want to be different and the ensuing blog will be...
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chef:
Also, I like that my husband is not here.   I don't keep any of this a secret exactly, but I like it to be mine.  
user8992:
I hear you on the username and ability to vent without repercussion. Sorry to hear about the wife penalizing you. I'm guessing she feels insecure or inadequate at times hence why it hurt her to find out you felt that way. Funny thing you would think she'd try to make it better and not worse. My dad sucked and still sucks too. Took a long time to embrace and move forward but it's hard and I didn't have any male role model. My exhusband I guess assumed the role. Not intentionally. We were together for 14 years. I'm grateful for the relationship even though it didn't work out. I'm sorry as well about the in-laws. Hopefully one day they will appreciate him. Sounds like he is wonderful,  your son doesn't need blood relation nor do you to be part of the family. My best family have been a select few not related but there for me and have loved me more fierce than my own. Happy you have somewhere to vent. Wishing you a wonderful day. Big hugs. 

So yeah like it says, I've been slacking like a motherfucker on here lately. Don't think I'm any busier than any other time, just kind of slacked off. Oh well, let me see if I can do a couple of recaps of recent things starting with most recent.

This past weekend a friend of mine played in our first two day disc...
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chef:
I'm game ;)
venenumliscens:
And this is why you're one of my favorite people on here @chefbeth

I fucked with a condom on the other night. Definitely a strange feeling when you aren't used to it anymore. The good news is this won't last long because I will be going back to my urologist for my 6 month follow up... More like 9 months. When it's confirmed that I'm still shooting blanks and now the wife is off...
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I have a little over two month until one of my best friends gets married. Unfortunately, the wedding party is quite small so I didn't make the cut as a groomsman. So I jokingly offered to get ordained and officiate the wedding and to my surprise they agreed. Now with just two months to go, I have started writing the ceremony. So hard to...
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chef:
You'll do great!