Lost an old family friend. I was out boozin' it up with dollface, and I got a call from my ex-wife in Spain, letting me know that Chris passed.
Chris was a true gem. He was one of the warmest and most friendly people I've ever met. My wife and I used to go to his house on Christmas Eve every year just to hang...
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Chris was a true gem. He was one of the warmest and most friendly people I've ever met. My wife and I used to go to his house on Christmas Eve every year just to hang...
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As far as I'm concerned, it's now the beginning of the weekend, and I'm going out drinking. So, in other words .... fuck all you dummies, it's time to get drunk.
And I've got a head start already.
And I've got a head start already.
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alexcuervo:
sweet!
the group got approved (finally) there's a link on my page.
the group got approved (finally) there's a link on my page.
thebleak:
when are we going out drinking you fuck??? me: 773.577.3294
What a couple of days
Between work (both jobs) and school, I pulled a 20 hour day yesterday. After all of 4 hours of sleep in between, I worked at the country club for 14+ hours today, with no break. Hell, I didn't even have a bite to eat until after 8pm, aside from some bacon I ganked off the breakfast line early this morning....
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Between work (both jobs) and school, I pulled a 20 hour day yesterday. After all of 4 hours of sleep in between, I worked at the country club for 14+ hours today, with no break. Hell, I didn't even have a bite to eat until after 8pm, aside from some bacon I ganked off the breakfast line early this morning....
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magni:
hahahahaha!
magni:
I'm totally with you on the "how fucked up am I?" revelations. I am also realizing how fucked up I am , at 34 no less, and it isn't pretty.
But at least I fucking know. I was fucked up and I didn't know, and that's worse.Now I know. Even though I had go through a divorce (I'm not the petitioner) after a season of swinging in a really busy condominium building w/out ever getting laid, in order to realize it.
Why? Cuz I was fucking looking for something that didn't exist, something I was wasting my time looking for all my life... love, not just regular love..that maternal love that that bitch mom didn't give me (she ditched me and dad instead) when I was young. Fucking talk about insane! Maternal love in a swinger party?
I swear, if I didn't hate people who killed themselves so much, I might have considered it at times. But then I would have had to hate myself from the grave.
EDIT: left an incomplete sentence there.
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But at least I fucking know. I was fucked up and I didn't know, and that's worse.Now I know. Even though I had go through a divorce (I'm not the petitioner) after a season of swinging in a really busy condominium building w/out ever getting laid, in order to realize it.
Why? Cuz I was fucking looking for something that didn't exist, something I was wasting my time looking for all my life... love, not just regular love..that maternal love that that bitch mom didn't give me (she ditched me and dad instead) when I was young. Fucking talk about insane! Maternal love in a swinger party?
I swear, if I didn't hate people who killed themselves so much, I might have considered it at times. But then I would have had to hate myself from the grave.
EDIT: left an incomplete sentence there.
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Ah, fuck it.
That's the way, right? RIse up the anger to cover up the disappointment -- tell yourself that it's someone else's failure to live up to your standards that causes all the problems. They just can't hack it. So few people are capable of dealing with my way of doing things -- but that's their fault, not mine. They should realize how...
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That's the way, right? RIse up the anger to cover up the disappointment -- tell yourself that it's someone else's failure to live up to your standards that causes all the problems. They just can't hack it. So few people are capable of dealing with my way of doing things -- but that's their fault, not mine. They should realize how...
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nopantsdave:
There is never a perfect time to read Ulysses....I wish I could have those hours of my life back. The only thing that finally got me through it was that when I say it sucks and people counter with, "you probably haven't even read it", I can say "yes, I have, and it sucked."
How was the birthday?
How was the birthday?
indigoboy:
Happy belated Birthday man!
I wish I would have been able to hang out with you.
How was it?
I wish I would have been able to hang out with you.
How was it?
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sweetavenue:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I hope you have fun! 
illbillzillbub:
Happy Birthday Mate.
Tomorrow's my birthday ... but today, I have the whole day off.
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_sarah_:
Happy Birthday!
I'm with NoPants. We've been discussing this idea for a while. We really need to get SGChicago, SGDetroit, and SGKazoo together for a Cubs game.
I'm with NoPants. We've been discussing this idea for a while. We really need to get SGChicago, SGDetroit, and SGKazoo together for a Cubs game.
navin:
happy fucking birthday, grandpa!
here's to hoping your day off was full of rad.... radful, if you will....
here's to hoping your day off was full of rad.... radful, if you will....
What a weekend.
I gotta drop my gig at the bar; what with the new job and all. I can't take the disparity in hours I've got between the two. I feel like I haven't slept in a week, and that's not far off from the truth.
I also damn near sliced off the side and tip of my left index finger last night ......
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I gotta drop my gig at the bar; what with the new job and all. I can't take the disparity in hours I've got between the two. I feel like I haven't slept in a week, and that's not far off from the truth.
I also damn near sliced off the side and tip of my left index finger last night ......
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I'm sooooooooooo tired
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ilovemikehunt:
god, me too.
i think i'm going to go back to sleep.
i think i'm going to go back to sleep.
magni:
Man! After reading your schedule I got a burst of energy! Thanks Oak!
Rocked a pretty decent cookout at my old roommate's place today. Kind of a small affair; normally I'd have invited you all, but A) it wasn't my cookout, and B) they wanted to keep it small.
Next time, I'll just ask him to host a cookout and I'll invite everyone I want.
Was still pretty chill, though -- an old buddy of ours recently moved...
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Next time, I'll just ask him to host a cookout and I'll invite everyone I want.
Was still pretty chill, though -- an old buddy of ours recently moved...
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ilovemikehunt:
werd.
i was thinking about that whole job thing... luckily for me, i can always throw on a wig
i was thinking about that whole job thing... luckily for me, i can always throw on a wig
sweetavenue:
i also kind of feel like things are turning upside down in a good way. i like change.
My date was super cool
We went to dinner at a nice upscale Italian place; the food was good, the wine was better, the conversation was good enough that after almost 3 hours in the restaurant, we realized we weren't going to make a movie. Oops.
We hit a couple bars and had a couple drinks, then came back to my place and watched Trainspotting,...
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We went to dinner at a nice upscale Italian place; the food was good, the wine was better, the conversation was good enough that after almost 3 hours in the restaurant, we realized we weren't going to make a movie. Oops.
We hit a couple bars and had a couple drinks, then came back to my place and watched Trainspotting,...
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nerdboy2345:
sweet, hope it works out well. trianspotting is always a good movie too
alexcuervo:
nice.
i fucking hate you.
i fucking hate you.
ho
ly
shit
the fuckin Riverboat Gamblers played tonight.
I went.
I didn't feel like going, but I knew I shouldn't miss the show, so I made myself go.
God damn .... that might be the best Texas band I've ever heard
And those aren't words said lightly
God damn
ly
shit
the fuckin Riverboat Gamblers played tonight.
I went.
I didn't feel like going, but I knew I shouldn't miss the show, so I made myself go.
God damn .... that might be the best Texas band I've ever heard
And those aren't words said lightly
God damn
navin:
i really want to see those cats... but last time they were supposed to come here, dude fucked up his mouth or whatever the night before when he was swinging his mic... rad musicians, need to work on the mic tossing though..
have a killer weekend, bro...
have a killer weekend, bro...
We were approaching the mouth of the alley, the sunlight almost straight overhead, when they came running back around the corner.
"Don't go out there yet! You don't wanna go out there!"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Something's going down, cops and shit, don't go out there."
Since Brian is short, I could see over him as a cop in black pants and...
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"Don't go out there yet! You don't wanna go out there!"
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Something's going down, cops and shit, don't go out there."
Since Brian is short, I could see over him as a cop in black pants and...
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nopantsdave:
That's some crazy shit....
I came across the pic I have up now a few years ago and every once in awhile I display it as a reminder to myself to stop being such a fuck up and start doing something worthwhile. I suppose I just need to kick myself in the ass every once in awhile, ya know.
I came across the pic I have up now a few years ago and every once in awhile I display it as a reminder to myself to stop being such a fuck up and start doing something worthwhile. I suppose I just need to kick myself in the ass every once in awhile, ya know.
nerdboy2345:
thats more excitement than i can handle
good luck on the date thing tomorrow. get an ideas on what you are doing?
good luck on the date thing tomorrow. get an ideas on what you are doing?
i raise my glass in honour of your friend