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I started in with this website to have an outlet... That's what i tell myself. In reality, i started because my husband had an interest & i longed for his attention. A divorce & 2 hopeful acceptance emails later - i will admit i kept my blog because it gives me a sense of pride in my choices....as well as an outlet. Im not pink...
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eeyoreonprozac:
I had sex last in 1996. I feel re-virginated. It's my own fault, I let my body go, became a manic depressive and so on. I don't blame women for avoiding me.I have a rescue cat. She loves me. I hope things get better for you.
dansiego3:
That is alot going on in 2017 dear, i sure hope 2018 treats you better.   I joined the site for my wife actually, but i liked it more than she did.  I appreciate open minded people i guess.  Great place to share in my opinion, pretty much on anything.  Hang in there sweety.  Sex will come, but love is a bit harder to find, and for me, i cannot really have one without the other.

I'm back

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Had to take a break for a moment and just absorb reality for a bit....

"The devhill's lettuce" like marijuana madness w/o the BS...really tho...i think my grower said it was coconut :)

Took me 6 months, a blind eye and my mouth shut to issues I'm no stranger to.. but a year after I shed my corporate skin :) I'm a share holder in...
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franie:
I hope all is well with you
ocp:
if you need to talk please dont hesitate...  ive been there. you can pm me anytime.

Dark thoughts

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Had to upgrade my phone but with that came a better camera... Cooking with wood fire this week, just for fun. My longtime crush touched me this morning (I tried not to notice) like a pat on the back minus the slap & a grope of the waist, minus the grab & just for a long second.. So easy to get lost in that thought. Bla! Anyways! Still in Riverside...still looking for proper employment. still handling my end tho...got my bills paid and a new-to-me car with little to no moral/ethical recoil...the boyfriend thing is "meh"

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oregon49er:
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doctorwho124198069420:
Great butt

Company's Holiday Party

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I was 15 minutes late but it was a dinner show and hadn't started yet. The service sucked but the food was amazing. I was placed next to the owners son and participated in creative conversations,while I observed enlightening banter...it felt intimate, in a way :) watching everyone interact with each other was inspiring.

living for Saturday mornings

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most memorable moment of the weekend was when my crush handed me his phone, for some random reason, and told me to Not look at his nudie pics..."yeah, no I...uh...huh?" And then he laughed uncontrollably, at the expression that washed over my face like the tide...I'm guessing it was a blank mix of shock and serenity splashed with stupidity...i stumbled on my words as I...
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weirdest dreams have me restless in other languages

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woke up and felt around my bed for someone that I knew was never there.

seeing less and less of him every week has me thinking more and more of him every day.

I even tried to substitute his presence with like cheap knock offs and filler, that fooled no one - not even me.

I think he may be gone or going away for...
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I will be in Chula Vista Tomorrow!

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Love being in SD, regardless of the why.

I will be headed down there tomorrow morning for a meeting near Sweetwater.

then I'm gonna snap some pics and eat some food

I hope to meet up with someone new for lunch - hit me up if you will be in the area.

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missdevhill:
I am over by the city college now. meeting ended and I should head back to the I.E soon. I was hoping to meet with someone for lunch.( I even asked family lol) 
maxroman:
and no one accepted to meet? well that sucks. that's a drive I don't like doing lol 
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