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I'd never heard this term before. My 12 year old son labeled me yesterday. Since trump won the election, i've become on of these. I used to be apolitical. Now i rant stupidly like a motherfucker. Trying to understand. Get my head straight. Find my moral compass.

I've become judgmental. In the course of pointing it out in others. I cannot manage...
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Your will changes everyday

It's a road you've come upon
I can't help you if you want to
Down here nothing gets a chance
It's a threat that's real enough
We can burn this bridge or stay here
It's a breeze everlasting like time
Making so sure that
I can return just to see it from your side again...
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I feel really lucky today. For the great life i was given by my parents. As i've gotten older, and more into mindfulness, i start to appreciate little things. Like this. One of the best things about where i live, is how absolutely quiet my neigbborhood is. In the early morning, i live close enough to horse properties i can hear the horses neighing
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I am riding a great wave of stress this week. Started with a visit to my endocrinologist. I've been avoiding him. Type i diabetes for 38 years. Turns out this time i've gotten the best results i ever have on my blood sugars.

But another problem emerges. I'm on an anti-depressant, pristiq. I have a relatively new shrink. I had an appt
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felicia_:
But despite the financial expenses, you're fine. That's what matters!
dansiego3:
So true.  I do miss my super expensive pay up ppo from the corporate world.  I'm just a heavy user, one of these pre-existing condition people x 2.  Never had such problems in the past.  I just don't have great providers where i live, i do the best with what i've got.   Being able to afford therapy and psychiatrists all my life?  That is gold.  I'm lucky in many ways.  The hard part is i can't go to doc in the box, like a walgreens or cvs minute clinic.  Nobody wants the risk of treating a diabetic.

Titi and i have been together about 14 yrs now.

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dansiego3:
Thanks @mixi.  Titi was sort of a rescue in tijuana.  A friend gave her to us, when i was dating my wife.  Titi and i fell in love instantly.  She would sleep with us, burying herself in our covers.  So much energy, always jumping on the bed or the couch into our laps.  Now, she doesn't have the energy to jump up, is old and cranky.  Gets spoiled endlessly.  She whines and sings to john mayer songs.  Very vocal, always tells you exactly what she wants.
dansiego3:
Two years ago i spent 8k to have a parathyroid tumor removed on christmas eve.  Every day since then a blessing.  She will pass sometime in the next year i think.  Our love is neverending though.

I'm interested in opinions here. Since joining sg a year ago now, my eyes have been opened to how much beauty there is among young and more mature pinup type models such as sg. Brazil, chile, blow me away. I've never been to south or central america. Australia is of course incredible also. Europe of course insane, spanish and portuguese, french, italians. Russian...
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dansiego3:
@saga any time gorgeous. Thank you all for baring yourselves for us.  I've met a few of the older fellows here and there, and we all think of you as daughters.  Yes, daughters that we lust after.  But it's nice to meet some young women even if virtual.  Nieces and nephews aren't so geographically close to me, i love partying down whenever i'm with them.
dansiego3:
One young woman (not on this site thank goodness) called me dirty daddy for awhile.  Mireya my wife did not look kindly on this when she found out.

Where are you off to this summer (or winter down south)?

I took a mini vacation to this place, next stop is pismo beach in cali for a few days. I always had great summer vacations as a kid, it's hard to match for my son. Lot's of sex and love for my wifey too in the plans...