Had to upgrade my phone but with that came a better camera... Cooking with wood fire this week, just for fun. My longtime crush touched me this morning (I tried not to notice) like a pat on the back minus the slap & a grope of the waist, minus the grab & just for a long second.. So easy to get lost in that thought. Bla! Anyways! Still in Riverside...still looking for proper employment. still handling my end tho...got my bills paid and a new-to-me car with little to no moral/ethical recoil...the boyfriend thing is "meh"

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missdevhill:
Thank you! Family donated a it haCamry and it has gotten me to a few interviews
oregon49er:
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I was 15 minutes late but it was a dinner show and hadn't started yet. The service sucked but the food was amazing. I was placed next to the owners son and participated in creative conversations,while I observed enlightening banter...it felt intimate, in a way :) watching everyone interact with each other was inspiring.

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most memorable moment of the weekend was when my crush handed me his phone, for some random reason, and told me to Not look at his nudie pics..."yeah, no I...uh...huh?" And then he laughed uncontrollably, at the expression that washed over my face like the tide...I'm guessing it was a blank mix of shock and serenity splashed with stupidity...i...
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woke up and felt around my bed for someone that I knew was never there.

seeing less and less of him every week has me thinking more and more of him every day.

I even tried to substitute his presence with like cheap knock offs and filler, that fooled no one - not even me.

I think he may be gone or going away for a...
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Love being in SD, regardless of the why.

I will be headed down there tomorrow morning for a meeting near Sweetwater.

then I'm gonna snap some pics and eat some food

I hope to meet up with someone new for lunch - hit me up if you will be in the area.

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missdevhill:
I am over by the city college now. meeting ended and I should head back to the I.E soon. I was hoping to meet with someone for lunch.( I even asked family lol) 
maxroman:
and no one accepted to meet? well that sucks. that's a drive I don't like doing lol 
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so in the wake of the extinguished crush, that raged through of my sanity like a wild fire .... I have come to the conclusion that i may now have a "type" :/ i have been living with a wet flint stone of a metaphorical heart for a while & I have been ok, shoving any new sparks of affection into that friends or family memory bin...
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missdevhill:
I like to read.. and hike/ walk my dog, mingle…I would like to get into guns or artistic expression but, IDK. I do other stuff though, like concrete jungle exploring and public beaching but usually I don't have the time. not a fan of camping unless  there is room service involved but I will go with my family and have fun. I mostly work though. and I enjoy it :) I get to go out for my bosses and mingle with city officials and act like awesome. I enjoy cooking too but I do not have a proper stove at this time.    
maxroman:
guns are always fun. have you ever gone to the shooting range? you definitely don't sound boring to me. If we're ever in the same area we should hang out and explore places. I rather do bonfires than beaching it in the day