koleeta

everyday that passes i think "today. it could be today that he gives up. it could be today that i drop out of his mind forever." and as the days pass the chances of this happening become greater and greater.

i've never been so afraid to call him. i am so scared. so much so that i have been putting it off day after day....
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finals are next week. get ready to fail. the great thing about failing classes is that there is no effort involved. it's great!

the unfortunate thing is that i just found out there are some things that i could have done before now which would have saved me from having to take these classes over again. although, i am pledging to learn the material next...
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you can have my love *shake*
take my bo-dy *shake, shake it*
you can have anything you want if you shake that ass for me

UPDATE: MAY 16th - 3:48A.M.
first time meetings this weekend:
NatasKaput
brocklee
obsidity
jonnytrrrash7
auralpleasure
Twinkie
Panda
earplug
sunburntkamel
Ophelia - unofficially
Juliana
Sempi
KaliDoom
Judas
jeremyscareme
Voltaire
datsun
louie_the_Zebra
piracy
tsuyu
Lotus
Volkov
UnnecessaryZ
Frenchy
Iconoclastplay
freyja
EmilyRocks...
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I cried to the smell of formaldehyde as I walked home from the bus stop tonight. It triggered the memory of dissecting earthworms in my Bio Honors class. I got an A. Most people cut too hard through the epidermis with the scalpel and end up cutting into the brain. I didn't. After I pinned the skin back I located the various internal organs without...
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For those who didn't catch it...I was grey for a several hours this morning but thanks to the lovely liger I'm not anymore.

Someone's going to be getting a BIG FRUIT BASKET if you know what I mean.

every month i find that i have a new set of songs that i listen to repeatedly untill something happens in my life that causes these songs...
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finally went to my yoga class today.

um, ow.




she wanted me to do crazy shit. i did it, but i was hurting. downward facing dog is easy when you don't have to do it for two whole minutes after doing the plank position and uh...crocodile? yeah usually, i have no problem with downward dog but when your arms and shoulders are tired and then...
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okay what the fuck? maybe eating too many sweets from my care package made me have really weird fucked up dreams last night.

I'm in my parent's bedroom back home in LA on my laptop surfing SG. All of a sudden my "guy friend" comes in and pretty much implies that he wants to do me...now.

So we start with the kissing and groping shit...
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i just saw team america here at school. the funniest part was the vomit... but most of it was pretty "meh". i wouldn't go around quoting it. the music was pretty good though. the song about montages was amusing and I think I was the only person laughing at the lyrics rather than what was happening during the montage.

i think i spent two hours...
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