Monday Jun 16, 2003

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yay work = money = happier me ! smile

and yay for my prom date who has finally succumbed to the powers of SG.

go say hi to her now.
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holly:
hey darling. yay for me being back in the SG circle. i was being lame and not getting around to looking at the ol' internet. i was totally sober for the set last night. i think everything went ok. at least i hope so. the pics look like they are going to be prett fucking hott.

anyhow let's hang out this week.
koleeta:
wait wait.....what OTHER wife? mad

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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yay

so I just talked to the nicest cutemer service rep ever at the electric company. he extended my deadline for some of the money till wednesday and then I have till the 30th to pay the rest of the balance.

basically this just means the power isn't geting cut off yet. smile


now lets go see about the cell phone problem....
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blueadara:
i know you work tomorrow silly... i want to know at what time... so i can maybe come bug ya.
__mimi:
I'd like my burger medium rare please.

dave, the boy referenced in #1 is also dave. apparantly HE doesn't think I'm neato. glad to hear you're not getting cut off from your vital utilities. it's hard to live without a phone cell phone in sfo, or so I'm told.

when people talk about writing in shorthand I always think about Anne Frank's diary and how her father had her learn shorthand to pass the time in hiding. very WWII. like nylons and chocolate. I just hope that having a paper journal won't curtail your entries here because I love peeking into your life online.

p.s. I think you're neat too.

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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I can't sleep.



its 420 am

I just took a couple of sleeping pills. I hate these things they make you feel like shit but I'm really concerned about a bunch of stuff and all these things keep running through my mind.

tons of relationship stuff and money stuff and work stuff and just other kinds of stuff.

I hate drama.

Tonight something happened that...
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r_dominique:
relax... it's just life.
miffy:
you can always call me smile

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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coming soon to an alternative porn online community near you ....

my oldest bestest friend in the whole wide world.

my prom date.

I'll let you know when she gets here.

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also: more sad news. my phone isn't working properly. this may or may not have to do with the fact that I haven't paid my bills since early april.

if you call, just...
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josh:
Yay for friends. biggrin

Can't wait for your visit, should be a rockin' time!
noelani:
Hi right back. I read your email, haven't had a chance to respond yet though. No worries, I'm not mad.
Yay for Karen!!!!! I'm so excited.
Phone problems huh?? I'm sure it'll work out though.

Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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feeling good. happy in fact. nice weather. and lets all go have brunch ok?!

ps

I really am happy today. I'm listening the fuckin most awesome record (hot hot heat) and eating bacon. its a beautiful day. I'm happy that I didn't go out. I'm happy that I'm going to go eat with my SGSF peeps.

where the hell is ratgirl? she needs to call....
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koleeta:
hello dahhhling.

how was the fixins? good i hope. I want som bacon now too....off to Denny's!
thepromdate:
hehe. you asked for it. here i am, baby! hehe

Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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yay for sunday brunch!

boo for missing a chance to meet another SG.
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demigauge:
pooppy....nice profile picture
coco:
I'm afraid to come to your journal.

Take the picture down, for the love of God!

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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good news!!

I'm getting a sore throat.

well not good news.

but it means I'm not really depressed--just sick.

smile

puke
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ratgirl:
that is an absolutely disgusting profile pic!!! eew!

yup, I can get you in nob hill... email me with your # and we'll arrange it.

are you sicky poo?
ratgirl:
hey, I'm going to bed now-- I'll check email in the mornng.
g'night!

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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blah nevermind

I think I'm just PMS'ing



whatever
noelani:
NOOOO!!!! Get that f'in picture off there, NOW!! Sorry i didnt' call alsst night. i didn't check my journal until just now. we went out and met Jagerfairy at her work and then hung out for a bit. I'm all pierced11 yowza. no, actualy it wasn't that bad. I'm at Jagerfairy's house right now. i'll talk to you soon. I'll be home in 2 days!!!
requiem:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGSF/journals/6524/

Build a dummy of youself and put it in palce at the restaurant before you head up here.

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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I worry too much.




If this is how I'm gonna feel every time ... [censored] ... then I should probably just back out of it right now.

Thats what everybody else thinks I should do anyways.

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prudence:
oh, dave...i worry about you...

i have no idea what this is about, but if people ARE telling you you should back out, and it makes you feel bad every time, then maybe you should listen. often friends can see a situation more objectively, and can notice a potentially bad situation when you can't.

i'm going to email you my phone number, if you ever feel like talking sometime...
estrada:
I now remember why I started exchangin messages with you, the photo you are using again in your profile picture.

I jokingly asked if you were the brother of Giant Baba, you asked who that was, and I answered and you said there was a similarity.

You know the answer to your problem, it may not be what you want, it will hurt, but it will heal. Torturing yourself is no good, and if you continue to do so, you cannot enjoy all the great things you have to offer.

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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ok new entry and this one not as depressing as the last two. feeling better.

I went without a nap and just played. I am late for work now and don't really care.

its a nice day and I'm gonna have fun tonight. hopefully I make some money or else I'll have to cancell all the fun.
koleeta:
how many journal entries did you make today?!!!! shit! anways YAY I found one that no one else did....well that no one else commented in anyways......


if you ever read this.....

the matrix has you!

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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blah.

still feeling shitty. maybe even worse than last night.


I didn't get much sleep last night at all....... tossing and turning the whole time.

I just spotted a 48 notice that the power company sent me in the mail. I made the payment last night and it should clear by monday. but what if it doesn't? I would feel really shitty if the power...
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koleeta:
awww frown

but really I'm biggrin

oh my god that's frightening and hilarious....(the picture)

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coco:
GAH! That picture is fucking disgusting. Make it go away!!

I'm going to walk around the Mission and thrift...so nice outside! About tonight--sounds good to me. smile

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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usually alcohal makes me have fun. but it is a depressant and tonight it just made me depressed.

I just wanna go to sleep. and I wish I didn't have to sleep alone.

in other news: I made a lot of money tonight. which is good. cus now I can pay my electricity bill. which is good cus if I didn't the power would be...
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pureblu12225:
*hug*
try to relax even though that may be hard
on a brighter note I might be comin up soon not exactly sure when but I know soon smile
prudence:
yes, it makes perfect sense.

and, the comment about how you thought i'd be bitchy really made me laugh!!! biggrin

you didn't have a profile pic of yourself up yet, and for some reason i pictured you as a big fat guywhatever

like i keep telling you, you're MUCH cuter than i thought you'd be!! kiss
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