usually alcohal makes me have fun. but it is a depressant and tonight it just made me depressed.
I just wanna go to sleep. and I wish I didn't have to sleep alone.
in other news: I made a lot of money tonight. which is good. cus now I can pay my electricity bill. which is good cus if I didn't the power would be shut off on monday.
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ugh. and I'm fighting off a really ugly feeling right now. I don't get this way often. I hate this feeling. I don't want to talk about it. I just need to go to sleep. it'll be better in the morning.
I just wanna go to sleep. and I wish I didn't have to sleep alone.
in other news: I made a lot of money tonight. which is good. cus now I can pay my electricity bill. which is good cus if I didn't the power would be shut off on monday.
-------------------------------later.............
ugh. and I'm fighting off a really ugly feeling right now. I don't get this way often. I hate this feeling. I don't want to talk about it. I just need to go to sleep. it'll be better in the morning.
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try to relax even though that may be hard
on a brighter note I might be comin up soon not exactly sure when but I know soon
and, the comment about how you thought i'd be bitchy really made me laugh!!!
you didn't have a profile pic of yourself up yet, and for some reason i pictured you as a big fat guy
like i keep telling you, you're MUCH cuter than i thought you'd be!!