blah.
still feeling shitty. maybe even worse than last night.
I didn't get much sleep last night at all....... tossing and turning the whole time.
I just spotted a 48 notice that the power company sent me in the mail. I made the payment last night and it should clear by monday. but what if it doesn't? I would feel really shitty if the power got cut off. The roommates don't know that stuff is this bad.
more than anything I just want to wrap my arms around someone special.
I need to get out of the house. I'm gonna go visit my freinds at the sandwhich shop.
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later:
still feeling in a funk but the sandwhich helped. I guess everyone gets this way every once in a while. I should feel blessed that I know that this is a only a temporary thing and that most of the time I'm a very happy person. anyways, writing about it is kinda therpeutic I think.
they say that I should channel this melencholy into my music. and its kinda true the only time I really felt better was when I was playing my new little kissing bandits song. Its such a simple little happy thing.
but then I broke a string. and its time for my nap. yes I take naps. I have to get ready for work soon and I like to have a nap, especially when I didn't get much sleep.
still feeling shitty. maybe even worse than last night.
I didn't get much sleep last night at all....... tossing and turning the whole time.
I just spotted a 48 notice that the power company sent me in the mail. I made the payment last night and it should clear by monday. but what if it doesn't? I would feel really shitty if the power got cut off. The roommates don't know that stuff is this bad.
more than anything I just want to wrap my arms around someone special.
I need to get out of the house. I'm gonna go visit my freinds at the sandwhich shop.
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later:
still feeling in a funk but the sandwhich helped. I guess everyone gets this way every once in a while. I should feel blessed that I know that this is a only a temporary thing and that most of the time I'm a very happy person. anyways, writing about it is kinda therpeutic I think.
they say that I should channel this melencholy into my music. and its kinda true the only time I really felt better was when I was playing my new little kissing bandits song. Its such a simple little happy thing.
but then I broke a string. and its time for my nap. yes I take naps. I have to get ready for work soon and I like to have a nap, especially when I didn't get much sleep.
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but really I'm
oh my god that's frightening and hilarious....(the picture)
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I'm going to walk around the Mission and thrift...so nice outside! About tonight--sounds good to me.