I'm beginning to love life more and more. It is such a gift. It is a gift I am giving myself all the time.
I see it more and more this way:
In the ultimate reality, all is One. But One cannot experience Itself unless there is something other than It. So It divides into many 'points of focus' to be able to 'look back'...
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I see it more and more this way:
In the ultimate reality, all is One. But One cannot experience Itself unless there is something other than It. So It divides into many 'points of focus' to be able to 'look back'...
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nattytattat:
It looks like I'm out for Saturday.....I'm still sick. It just keeps getting worse. Damn the desert....and stress 
I really don't want to go to work right now.
I really don't want to go to work right now.
luckybestwash:
Glad you're feeling better. And unfortunately I don't own the Ruff Ryders workout video. But having seen it once, its forever burned into my mind.
What up this Tuesday?
I'm up at 8 in the morn, not a usual thing for me! I feel the same as I do when I make myself get up at 9 or 10 or 11. Except that i know it's early and so then I think, hmm I've got time to sleep. Which, technically, I do, It's my last day off, and technically, I...
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I'm up at 8 in the morn, not a usual thing for me! I feel the same as I do when I make myself get up at 9 or 10 or 11. Except that i know it's early and so then I think, hmm I've got time to sleep. Which, technically, I do, It's my last day off, and technically, I...
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scheisskopf:
Yeah, you are up early-- must have got in some heavy sleep last night/yesterday. I woke up at 6:30a.m., went back to bed. Besides that I had an all nighter, which for me these days, means that I slept all night without having to get up and take a leak.
No shit-- that new girl, Suzy, is fuckin smokin! Whew!
No shit-- that new girl, Suzy, is fuckin smokin! Whew!
liquidtexture:
Alright then - 2010 it is. know of any cheap interplanetary airlines?
I'm pretty sure we can save big if we book 5 years in advance.
I'm pretty sure we can save big if we book 5 years in advance.
I cried myself to sleep last night. We're talking hysterical sobs like kids do.
I somehow got myself into this funk and felt really alone and insecure. I kept thinking Shawn didn't care about me anymore and why did I throw away what we had. I just kept thinking the breakup wasn't worth losing my best friend. Then I started on how I don't have...
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I somehow got myself into this funk and felt really alone and insecure. I kept thinking Shawn didn't care about me anymore and why did I throw away what we had. I just kept thinking the breakup wasn't worth losing my best friend. Then I started on how I don't have...
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odette:
yeah so i guess im not trying to impress anyone with my hotness when im at school. although James did suggest i alter the jacket to make it smaller. not a bad idea.
~i like the lizard tongue thingy too
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~i like the lizard tongue thingy too
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mrginger:
your profile pic reminds me of northern california. yoga goood.
So. Say you have a best friend. You've wanted her nuts as long as you've known her. A couple years ago you started foolin around. It was awesome. Then your boyfriend at the time got jealous so you had to quit cold turkey. Since then nothing. You've been fantasizing about picking up where you left off for how many months now? But she's too shy...
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rojo:
hey pretty girl. it was so rad to hang with you guys too. and i'd love to do it again - perhaps i won't be quite so inebriated, and i'll be capable of having an actual conversation.
i didn't realize until i saw your post that i've seen you online before. i hadn't seen your profile, but i've seen your posts in my alt. medicine group. natty and i are both very into the holistic lifestyle. (in addition to the party lifestyle).
regarding your crush quandary, i say go for it. or get drunk and then go for it. that is, of course, unless she's the married best friend. then it gets a bit more complicated, doesn't it? if he approves, it's all good. but if not, jeapordizing a marriage and 2 friendships definitely isn't worth it. not that i need to tell you that. good luck.
i didn't realize until i saw your post that i've seen you online before. i hadn't seen your profile, but i've seen your posts in my alt. medicine group. natty and i are both very into the holistic lifestyle. (in addition to the party lifestyle).
regarding your crush quandary, i say go for it. or get drunk and then go for it. that is, of course, unless she's the married best friend. then it gets a bit more complicated, doesn't it? if he approves, it's all good. but if not, jeapordizing a marriage and 2 friendships definitely isn't worth it. not that i need to tell you that. good luck.
likwid_todd:
slip her some ghb and stick it to her. 
i totally support you in your fantasy. i think it's a good one.
i totally support you in your fantasy. i think it's a good one.
Soo....the abortion went fine, I think. The cramps were manageable with Vicodin/Tramadol/Beer. The bleeding wasn't even that bad--like a normal period but I have to wear pads---EEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel fine this morning, so I hope it's over.
I went to bed at like eleven (passed out would be more like it). The boys went to a party and didn't come home. I'm so freakin curious...
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I went to bed at like eleven (passed out would be more like it). The boys went to a party and didn't come home. I'm so freakin curious...
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_catalyst_:
yay so i'm drunk, it's four am. and i had an awesome time with my plp even though the parties we went to sucked. it was awesome seeing her!
liquidtexture:
awesome - im glad im not alone having fun post 4am.
dont settle.
dont settle.
This weekend will be interesting. I hope it will be full of fun! I'm hoping for no pain and for some Vicodin just in case! Cheers.
liquidtexture:
It will be amazing - they always are.
going with the best of intentions and simply being in the now - im sure you'll have a great time.
I might just have to go out to the desert this weekend just to take some photographs.
going with the best of intentions and simply being in the now - im sure you'll have a great time.
I might just have to go out to the desert this weekend just to take some photographs.
Today is a mixed emotions day. I need to figure out my mixed emotions so I can make them all happy.
I'm stoked on my decision to get a new job. Every day at Whole Foods makes me realise more how lame the management is.
I'm not sure how many call ins and lates I have left before I'm on my last written. I wish...
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I'm stoked on my decision to get a new job. Every day at Whole Foods makes me realise more how lame the management is.
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nattytattat:
How do you "choose" to communicate with them?
nattytattat:
blocks of thought huh? That's awesome....some would say you are tapping into the collective unconscious...all the knowledge of the past, present and future that has always been there. Doesn't it feel great to be able to access that? Sometimes it's overwhelming though......
Thanks for the compliment....I'm not usually very photogenic. I really hope you can come to the party so I can meet you! I'll send you some more details, but the announcement is also on the SGSD group....
Thanks for the compliment....I'm not usually very photogenic. I really hope you can come to the party so I can meet you! I'll send you some more details, but the announcement is also on the SGSD group....
I want to get good and laid. Al's intro for her set today set me off.
I want a fly feisty female. Make that as many fly feisty females as possible.
Universe, make it happen. Snap Snap.
"BITCH! You know what I want!"
I want a fly feisty female. Make that as many fly feisty females as possible.
Universe, make it happen. Snap Snap.
"BITCH! You know what I want!"
m_bethany:
how can I help when you are in SD? at least you are on this side of the country...
oh well. wish I could help.
oh well. wish I could help.
Today I'm getting a new job.
I'm going to take the negatives that have been driving me nuts about this one and turn them around to the positives I will find in the next.
I feel a lot more secure now.
My best friend/ex has said he's going to take care of me whether I like it or not....
in the way of makin sure...
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I'm going to take the negatives that have been driving me nuts about this one and turn them around to the positives I will find in the next.
I feel a lot more secure now.
My best friend/ex has said he's going to take care of me whether I like it or not....
in the way of makin sure...
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nattytattat:
hey there, it's sounds like you and I have a lot in common (energetic healing, nutrition, the spiritual stuff...that's rad!) Have you ever read anything by Ken Wilbur? I find him fascinating. I've been listening to his Kosmic Consciousness cds.
I am also struggling to maintain a yoga routine...I need to just do it on my own, because the gym schedule isn't workin for me.
Anyway, it sounds like you know how to have fun too, so if you'd like to come to a big 'ole beach party on the 24th for my birthday, I'd love to meet ya! Check the SDSG group boards soon for the official announcement, or you can contact me if you want me to mail you an evite......
I am also struggling to maintain a yoga routine...I need to just do it on my own, because the gym schedule isn't workin for me.
Anyway, it sounds like you know how to have fun too, so if you'd like to come to a big 'ole beach party on the 24th for my birthday, I'd love to meet ya! Check the SDSG group boards soon for the official announcement, or you can contact me if you want me to mail you an evite......
nattytattat:
I would love to dance in the forest, however, I'm afraid I will be too busy preparing for the parteeee. (Hey, I didn't ask to be born on Earth Day!) If you find out any details about drumming circles, tho, I'm in!
Man.
I thought family would always be there for me. I love my family.
I can't be around three of them for awhile though...which means I won't be seeing the rest of them either...Doesn't matter though, they're all being brainwashed anyway and wouldn't want to see me.
What brought this on?
It started with my mom calling me at work. She said she had read...
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I thought family would always be there for me. I love my family.
I can't be around three of them for awhile though...which means I won't be seeing the rest of them either...Doesn't matter though, they're all being brainwashed anyway and wouldn't want to see me.
What brought this on?
It started with my mom calling me at work. She said she had read...
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keltdruid:
It sux when family lets their belifes over-ride their instincts of love and nurturing for thier children. my mother said that if i were christian, the things that happened to me would not have happened. i hung up on her. she has since apologized...but it was still said. take care. email if you want to talk.
ataxia:
be strong. truth is that which resonates as such within you. you know your truth. hold it close to you. they will either get it or they wont. it hurts to lose family members but living as less than what you are hurts more.