Today I'm getting a new job.
I'm going to take the negatives that have been driving me nuts about this one and turn them around to the positives I will find in the next.
I feel a lot more secure now.
My best friend/ex has said he's going to take care of me whether I like it or not....
in the way of makin sure I don't starve or kill someone from the rage at lack of thc...and being wonderful to cuddle with every night....and letting me grow at his new pad(no firm affirmation on this one yet but I'm sure it'll happen-it's hard to get a firm affirmation from him about anything)...and not kicking me out of this house...and cheering me up and getting me drunk when I'm sad...
I still <heart> him. I'm still stoked we broke up.
So with a month of not paying bills (I told him as long as this house is in my name I get to stay here for free) next month I'll be able to definitely get my grow on and take care of my baby(car) and start paying off some debt. Shit maybe with this new job I'll be making a lot more right away and it'll start happening sooner than that..Yeah I'm staying with that hope...
And with that, it's time to tear myself away to work on my resume.
I'm going to take the negatives that have been driving me nuts about this one and turn them around to the positives I will find in the next.
I feel a lot more secure now.
My best friend/ex has said he's going to take care of me whether I like it or not....
in the way of makin sure I don't starve or kill someone from the rage at lack of thc...and being wonderful to cuddle with every night....and letting me grow at his new pad(no firm affirmation on this one yet but I'm sure it'll happen-it's hard to get a firm affirmation from him about anything)...and not kicking me out of this house...and cheering me up and getting me drunk when I'm sad...
I still <heart> him. I'm still stoked we broke up.
So with a month of not paying bills (I told him as long as this house is in my name I get to stay here for free) next month I'll be able to definitely get my grow on and take care of my baby(car) and start paying off some debt. Shit maybe with this new job I'll be making a lot more right away and it'll start happening sooner than that..Yeah I'm staying with that hope...
And with that, it's time to tear myself away to work on my resume.
I am also struggling to maintain a yoga routine...I need to just do it on my own, because the gym schedule isn't workin for me.
Anyway, it sounds like you know how to have fun too, so if you'd like to come to a big 'ole beach party on the 24th for my birthday, I'd love to meet ya! Check the SDSG group boards soon for the official announcement, or you can contact me if you want me to mail you an evite......