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Edited to add: I just went outside. It's 37 degrees and smells like snow. Three days ago, it was too hot and humid to sleep. I told my roommate, and he said, "I told you summer would be on a weekend this year."



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As most of you have read by now, I will be moving back to my parents' for several months in the...
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I talked to my parents this morning. I'll be moving back up north in two weeks or so, and I'll be returning in time for fall semester.

I really hope that the reason I feel a tug to move up there for a bit is simply that I miss them and not that tug most people get when they don't realize they're about to say...
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Three nights of thunderstorms in a row... I'm a lucky girl. I LOOOOOOVE thunderstorms.

I'm feeling a bit better after roughly 36 hours on medication and the new inhaler. I still have a "smoker's cough", but at least I don't feel like I'm dying anymore.

I've said this a squillion times, but I am SO GLAD I never started smoking. Ugh.

As much as I...
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Oh my GOD. Olivia is just the coolest. I mean, you all know that, but DAMN. Check this out.

http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/17100/

She's right about the tea and hugs.

I'm still blushing. This made my day.

I finally broke down and went to the doctor. I don't have health insurance, so I went to the student health center. I was REALLY impressed. They have actual doctors and a full pharmacy.

The doctor asked me a TON of questions about my asthma, and I realized that every doctor in the past has just glossed over the fact that I have major trouble...
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Well, THIS is weird.

I noticed a mysterious red F-shaped mark on my shoulder after I took a shower. I haven't been with anybody all week because I'm sick, and I don't remember doing this to myself. Also, what would make an F shape?

It's not quite a bruise and not really an abrasion. It's hard to describe, so I took a picture.

Speculation is...
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Okay, guys... I need your help.

MrNiceGuyXxX is posing for yours truly so he can submit an SB set. In return, he'll be taking pictures of me for the BBW group and My Pics.

I have a few set ideas, but I want ideas from YOU. What kind of set do you want to see?

Currently, I'm doing a dancing gypsy set and then dressing...
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Not. A. Good. Morning.

I got email from my mum. It was the usual, "Hi... how are you?" stuff, and then she dropped the bomb.

She told me that she finally got her handicapped sticker.

Then, she made some light jokes about it, which means she's trying to cover up how sad she is so *I* don't get sad, which...duh... makes me MORE upset.

This...
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Okay... I lied... I uploaded two more pics.

I still feel like death.

I've been inspired to make (yet another) CD. My poor burner...

Q is trying to speak to me again, but I told him to shut the fuck up so I could work.

No pictures tonight. I cannot describe how hellish I look right now. My nose is red from Kleenex, my lips are chapped from breathing through my mouth, and I'm coughing every few seconds.

I may be taking SB pictures for a friend pretty soon....
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The NyQuil kicked in, and the Q started talking to me.

The Q spaketh, and it was good.

And the Q said, "Lo... go forth and posteth pictures of thyself in the Big Beautiful Women group. Do not hesitate. Thou will make witty titles, and all will worship."

"But Q," I replied. "I'm cute and cuddly, but they'll see my BODY!"

The Q spaketh again...
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I plan to submit a set to the Big Beautiful Women group as soon as the film is developed.

In the meantime, I've put a few more revealing pictures in My Pics. I know I'm heavy, but I also know I'm cute, so if you laugh I will smite you!