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I'm leaving for Ontario in a bit, and then I'm going to my parents' for three weeks. I'm not sure how much access I'll have, so leave fun messages for me to read when I return.

Love,

~S~
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superfly4343:
Well, if you came as far as T.O., you should throw out a hello.
mistressmissy:
have fun dear! get some
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It's 6:03 AM. I just finished packing, and my room is almost clean. I have to get up in time to get dressed, eat, dismantle the computer, load the car, go to the post office to ship packages, and get to the Canadian border before afternoon rush hour.

Ugh. surreal
vim:
enjoy!!biggrin
osoesoteric:
awww.. i'm sorry.. i went to bed early last night because of the nyquil in hopes that i would be semi healthy today.. (which i kinda am)

Good luck on the drive and talk to you soon. smile
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Things have gone from "fuck" to a simple "hmmph".

surreal
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Fuck THIS.

Long story.

Feh.

FEH.

FEH FEH FEH FEH.

mad frown mad frown
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azrael:
wow that was fast
lol i didnt expect an answer that quick
thank you though
did you request get approved?
is the group active now?
freakpirate:
frown *hugs*
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Okay... Lipstick + alcohol + crushes = silly Sorcha.

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/25345/28/6498.jpg (diem, trilo, and Amina)

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/25345/28/6499.jpg (best Sorcha smile ever)
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osoesoteric:
ahh.. i see now.. i was freaking out.. i thought you were gone.. wheeew.. load off my mind.
osoesoteric:
I know.. but it would just be wierd not having you post in my journal.. it always brightens my day biggrin
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Ten Random Sorcha Bits:

1) I'm ambidextrous. This is because I started out left-handed, but my mother switched me to my right hand before I started Catholic school. She was wise. The moment Sister Mary Andrea caught me picking up a crayon with my left hand, she smacked me with the pointer. I have an itty bitty scar on my left middle knuckle because of...
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trilobyte:
1 - I was born a lefty too, then had my hand tied behind my back so I would learn to write with my right... FUCKERS! I think it was a conspiracy led by the left handed scissors users who wanted to keep the ratio of lefties to lefty scissors nice & low.

2 - I don't play piano. I have played bass, as well as sang. While I own a guitar, I never learned to play it (I got it during a bad period in my life, and never ended up connecting the goddamn dots).

3 - That's a legitimate thing, actually, the not being able to have your back against the door. I know that it was also a tradition of gunslingers in the old west to sit with their backs towards the wall, and have the door in their field of vision. Me, I don't mind surprises.

4 - I fidget too. Perhaps nerves, perhaps energy, perhaps both. Perhaps.

5 - I know exactly how you feel. Music is my crack.

6 - That's interesting. I can sleep with or without background noise. I can also, if genuinely tired, fall asleep in even the noisiest situations. I prefer to have music on at a really really low volume as I drift off to sleep...

7 - Interesting, I bet it's related to the sitting thing.

8 - While I'm not phobic, I certainly don't like them. Hate em in fact. Not a fan of the insect world.

9 - I'm not in any way afraid of heights. And I want to jump from a perfectly good airplane too.

10 - I don't have that problem. Though I usually only lay on my back when meditating or doing the self-hypnosis thing. For both, I need to feel a sense of physical balance (though strange enough I feel all floaty once I get into it).

Even more of them were about being awake. Funny that...

skull trilo skull

trilobyte:
thanks... Yours is also cool, though I must say I had no idea what was going on when I clicked on the camera thing lol... then I figured it out hahaha...

Yeah, I try to take some time to stretch out and relax. If I don't, then I end up with much crazier dreams, and find myself waking up in the most twisted positions lol... man, that sounded bad hahahaha...

skull trilo skull
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Bleh. Never have important conversations when you're over-tired and somewhat groggy. frown Everything turned out okay, but just thinking about myself makes me cringe.

Today's projects are: cleaning, laundry, packing for the trip, and making long overdue CDs. The person who's been occupying most of my time lately is going to Prom (yes, Prom... it was a favor), so I won't be tempted to sit in...
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osoesoteric:
ThanX.. right now i am pissed off.. i just took my temp and its 99.7 which is extremly high for me.. my normal is around 96.3

1. Journey into the Darkness
2. Once a day if time permits
3. Nope.. none
4. I have a couple.. don't really ever use them
osoesoteric:
Its coming down now.. fairly steadily.. its now down to 98.3.. which is better.. not by much.. but enough to make me not want to be in bed
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I put my suicide story in a Lifestyle thread. I was tired of my journal being 800 pages long. tongue

I'm rockin' the long entries lately. I don't know what's up with me.

Saturday Six:

1) What is your favourite ice cream?

Ben and Jerry's SNAFU, but I can't find it anywhere. frown

2) Do you speak any languages?

Conversational Spanish, some French, a bit of Latin,...
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lusipherjames:
1. Cookies n Cream, oh and mint and chip, oh, fuck it I llove it all
2. Jibberish and a bit of Spanish
3. Boxers
4. 6th grade-Danielle Hawthorne- Bryan Adams "Everything I Do"
5. Jenny Steel- 11th Grade- We were Riding in the back of my friend Todd's car, we had all just gone out for dinner, she leaned over and said "Are you ever going to ask me out/" I said " Do you you want to go out with me?" She replied by putting her tounge in my mouth, it was fantastic.
6. I am a Taurus, but I, like you do not go well with the money aspect because I am terrible with it. I am stubborn though, and I am usually a very logical thinker, so I pretty much match my sign.
lelio:
1 something with peanut butter in it.

2 only bits and pieces of spanish,hebrew,french,japanese

3 boxer-briefs, and a wife beater, always.

4 this may be never... i didnt go to any dances at school or anything... but ive danced with girlfriends before just goofin around without any music.

5 8th grade, Radhika hersey, we were at crisss cirilos's house and everyone was stoned except me. I had just started "going out" with her and she made the fist move. I still talk to her.

6 im a sag, I cant find a description of one that i agree with any more than i would the other signs.
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Okay... story at 7:30 PM instead. smile

Like I said, I came this close to killing myself today (last year). I remembered the day when I noticed I'd put on the same outfit I'd worn that day a year ago, and I haven't worn it since. Weird.

I was working some god-awful temp job that involved a ton of boring data entry. This gave me nothing...
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elisabeth:
Thanks for sharing this, it's very cathartic, no?

I'm glad that you're still here biggrin

It does pass, funny how that works, and then you realize that maybe the person that broke up with you did you a big favor. That's how I try to see it, anyway.
rickroyal:
Wow. That's just, geeze. I'm not really sure how to respond to that. I'm glad that you pulled through, obviously. I've just never been in a similar situation; even at my lowest point I had many things to enjoy in my life (which probably means I wasn't very low). You seem so strong and capable that it makes me sad to think that you were ever in a postion like that.

Also very sorry to hear about your medical results and hope that everything can be taken care of easily. It sounds frightening to me.

Thank you for the kind thoughts on my hand. At first I was afraid that there might be nerve damage (my first fear whenever I injure myself), but thankfully nothing very serious. On the path to recovery as we speak.
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I came this close to killing myself a year ago today.

So much has happened since then...

Story at eleven.
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I'm off to see the mouth-breathers in financial aid again. My friend told me that the processing time can be shortened to a week (from six weeks) if you appeal in person, so I'm about to get dressed up.

I plan to show up in my "client presentation" outfit that includes my glasses and then show them the kickass letter of appeal I wrote. My...
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bean:
you win the big kiss kiss but then you have an unfair advantage being a lit major. oh well, advantage or none, you win.