"When he moves I watch him from behind
He turns and laughter flickers in his eyes
Intent and direct when he speaks, I watch his lips
And when he drives I love to watch his hands
White and smooth almost feminine, almost American, I have to watch him.
In his face age descends on youth, exaggeration on the truth
He caught me looking then but...
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He turns and laughter flickers in his eyes
Intent and direct when he speaks, I watch his lips
And when he drives I love to watch his hands
White and smooth almost feminine, almost American, I have to watch him.
In his face age descends on youth, exaggeration on the truth
He caught me looking then but...
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flights of angels
carry you to your bed
may your spirits keep you
from living too long in your heavy head
Too much kneeling
and lying in cocaine and booze
sleeping it off, dear,
in everyone's bed
til there's nothing but pieces to you
Watch you run like a river
that'll wash you away
til you've nothing worth keeping
to lose
you lose
If I...
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carry you to your bed
may your spirits keep you
from living too long in your heavy head
Too much kneeling
and lying in cocaine and booze
sleeping it off, dear,
in everyone's bed
til there's nothing but pieces to you
Watch you run like a river
that'll wash you away
til you've nothing worth keeping
to lose
you lose
If I...
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azurite:
"Lunarian." That does fit well. Anagrams of my name are grammatically suspect if not puzzling:
gro grey: appropos, nonetheless.
grog rey: sorta like "king of the drunks." OK.
re gory g: well, I hope not.
gry ogre: well, the "ogre" part makes sense, at least.
grer goy: can any Hebraic scholars help figure this out?
ergo gry: it's no cogito ergo sum, that's for sure.
This is the therapy seed I've planted here and there: try not to think of yourself as a "good" or "bad" person at all; Rate your actions as good, bad, friendly, unkind, etc., instead.
[Edited on Jun 25, 2004 9:01PM]
gro grey: appropos, nonetheless.
grog rey: sorta like "king of the drunks." OK.
re gory g: well, I hope not.
gry ogre: well, the "ogre" part makes sense, at least.
grer goy: can any Hebraic scholars help figure this out?
ergo gry: it's no cogito ergo sum, that's for sure.
This is the therapy seed I've planted here and there: try not to think of yourself as a "good" or "bad" person at all; Rate your actions as good, bad, friendly, unkind, etc., instead.
[Edited on Jun 25, 2004 9:01PM]
grimjack:
well, after reading your journal, 'Wow' was the best thing that came to mind. Very cool material. Ill have to check out Tanyiss out in the near future.
The 'Wow' has a second meaning, though....a kudos to you, being a video game player. My last girlfriend didnt take so kindly to me wasting my time on the gaming front.
As for the Sisters....gots to love Andrew Eldritch. The man's a genius, if a little demented. Now Ill have 'Temple of Love' coursing through my brain the next hour or so.
The 'Wow' has a second meaning, though....a kudos to you, being a video game player. My last girlfriend didnt take so kindly to me wasting my time on the gaming front.
As for the Sisters....gots to love Andrew Eldritch. The man's a genius, if a little demented. Now Ill have 'Temple of Love' coursing through my brain the next hour or so.
"give it to me, don't give it away
don't think about what the others say
my skin's getting clear, my hair's so bright
all you do is fuck me every day and night
you're my secret beauty routine
na na na na, what my body has seen
i am looking good and i'm feeling nice
baby you're the best magazine advice
give me your hot...
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don't think about what the others say
my skin's getting clear, my hair's so bright
all you do is fuck me every day and night
you're my secret beauty routine
na na na na, what my body has seen
i am looking good and i'm feeling nice
baby you're the best magazine advice
give me your hot...
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sweetavenue:
i hope things are going well for you this week, sweetie.
adhamlyn:
ya know most of time i'm posting on this site wether it's your journal or what i'm nude. i'm a nudist at heart. i hate clothes they cost to much money they wear out. but your skin man that the ticket. it grows with you keeps your innards in. and your outards out. btw new list is up............and yes i'm naked. "now if you'll excuse me i'm gonna go home and sleep with my wife......."
"And in my darkest hour
When I can find no light
My goals are out of sight
And nothing warms the night.
I close my eyes
And with such sweet surprise
I can be anywhere
I can be anything
I can be anyone
I can be anyone."
-Anyone by Yazoo
Today was a drifty day. I slept an extra half an hour to loll about,...
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When I can find no light
My goals are out of sight
And nothing warms the night.
I close my eyes
And with such sweet surprise
I can be anywhere
I can be anything
I can be anyone
I can be anyone."
-Anyone by Yazoo
Today was a drifty day. I slept an extra half an hour to loll about,...
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kay:
Crocheted. I did a project last year of hats for a childrens hospital in New Zealand, and am really behind on doing it again this year.
Chew toy distractions.
N is wonderful, he really is. Not too sure how to handle that to be honest. He loves me in spite of my multi-faceted personality...and does not endeavor to change my quirks. If that is not the basis for something long term and wonderful, I am not too sure what is. He is all the good qualities in my second ex-husband without the jackass factor...and that lasted 9 years...so who is to tell?
~cheers
Chew toy distractions.
N is wonderful, he really is. Not too sure how to handle that to be honest. He loves me in spite of my multi-faceted personality...and does not endeavor to change my quirks. If that is not the basis for something long term and wonderful, I am not too sure what is. He is all the good qualities in my second ex-husband without the jackass factor...and that lasted 9 years...so who is to tell?
~cheers
adhamlyn:
you are most welcome. i was at work friday and realized i was doing exactly what you were talking about. autopilot.
was packing boxes, just staring into space. i had gotten into a groove, and my body just took over. and i remember thinking as i stood there. "Hmm I've read about just this sort of thing. oh yeah 730 wrote about it. she's cool."
anyway glad you liked the list. am working on the next on.
i am still trying to remember the top ten greatest kisses of all time for me. i guess my hand doesn't count. so i gotta try to stretch the list.
j/k anyway read my current crushes in my profile sometime.
oh and a friend of mine is trying to be accepted as an SG. don't think she has sent in pics yet. but she is working on it.
was packing boxes, just staring into space. i had gotten into a groove, and my body just took over. and i remember thinking as i stood there. "Hmm I've read about just this sort of thing. oh yeah 730 wrote about it. she's cool."
anyway glad you liked the list. am working on the next on.
i am still trying to remember the top ten greatest kisses of all time for me. i guess my hand doesn't count. so i gotta try to stretch the list.
j/k anyway read my current crushes in my profile sometime.
oh and a friend of mine is trying to be accepted as an SG. don't think she has sent in pics yet. but she is working on it.
"And what costume shall the poor girl wear
To all tomorrow's parties
Why silks and linens of yesterday's gowns
To all tomorrow's parties
And what will she do with Thursday's rags
When Monday comes around
She'll turn once more to Sunday's clown and cry behind the door
And what costume shall the poor girl wear
To all tomorrow's parties
For Thursday's child is Sunday's clown...
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To all tomorrow's parties
Why silks and linens of yesterday's gowns
To all tomorrow's parties
And what will she do with Thursday's rags
When Monday comes around
She'll turn once more to Sunday's clown and cry behind the door
And what costume shall the poor girl wear
To all tomorrow's parties
For Thursday's child is Sunday's clown...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
hey baby girl... do you ever write short entrys?!?!?! 
missing a few of you guys lately.. I've bee\n gone for tooooooo long
missing a few of you guys lately.. I've bee\n gone for tooooooo long 
xartificialnight:
Don't worry about it. Driving isn't everything. I still suck at it haha
"Little one
Hold on
All of the dreams are wasting"
-Little One by Beck
I've been thinking about one of my best friends who passed on. I'm dedicating this journal to my guinea pig friend Cow.
My dad had a guinea pig as a child and extolled their virtues as a pet friend. The day before my dad's last birthday, October 11th 1998, he said...
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Hold on
All of the dreams are wasting"
-Little One by Beck
I've been thinking about one of my best friends who passed on. I'm dedicating this journal to my guinea pig friend Cow.
My dad had a guinea pig as a child and extolled their virtues as a pet friend. The day before my dad's last birthday, October 11th 1998, he said...
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akirali:
hahaha! "Danger Pay" For a cleaning ninja? Any offer of hazard pay would insult our honor 
aikaterine:
Have you been more productive as of late?
"...I'm like a mirror baby. I refract light back at you.
So silent, so thin, so tricky now.
We do the things that lovers do.
I'm not at liberty to say how a
Secret message came for you today.
It holds the secrets of my heart and my mind.
It tells of vast expanses
Stretching backwards over time.
Two objects at equal distance, acting as...
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So silent, so thin, so tricky now.
We do the things that lovers do.
I'm not at liberty to say how a
Secret message came for you today.
It holds the secrets of my heart and my mind.
It tells of vast expanses
Stretching backwards over time.
Two objects at equal distance, acting as...
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akirali:
ah, you simple must see all of the Die Hard flicks, great action movies. And oh yes indeed a visit is occurring 
jibaili:
hehe.. pants load is a great saying..
yeah snow season is great, i'm a fan of the cold.. australia isnt well known for its snow, its pretty shitty.. our surf is much better, however i've already got 11 days booked up at the snow..
yeah snow season is great, i'm a fan of the cold.. australia isnt well known for its snow, its pretty shitty.. our surf is much better, however i've already got 11 days booked up at the snow..
"I dreamed you were standing
On the edge of the world
And I thought I heard you call out
With one foot on the rock
And one a cloud
Was it just the wind that I heard
Close your eyes
This world won't stop spinning you know
Close your eyes
Why don't you just let go
Thousands of people searchin' out there
Most of em...
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On the edge of the world
And I thought I heard you call out
With one foot on the rock
And one a cloud
Was it just the wind that I heard
Close your eyes
This world won't stop spinning you know
Close your eyes
Why don't you just let go
Thousands of people searchin' out there
Most of em...
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delusion:
upon rereading your last comment in my journal i just have to ask....would you mind terribly if i developed a humungous crush on you & lurked your journal on a daily basis???
user02840824:
Thanks for the kind words. I was checking out the TYPOFETSIH thread, and was thinking about giving it a shot, but guess I need a topic....can you help me out with that, sweetie?
Thanks so much,
Lacey420
Thanks so much,
Lacey420
"So you quote love unquote me
Well, stranger things have come to be
But let's agree to disagree
Cause I don't believe you
I don't believe you"
-I Don't Believe You by The Magnetic Fields
louys and I decided to try a little contest tonight. A Pr0n0ff if you will. We got Lina to give us a random topic, in this case Roleplaying.
Then we...
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Well, stranger things have come to be
But let's agree to disagree
Cause I don't believe you
I don't believe you"
-I Don't Believe You by The Magnetic Fields
louys and I decided to try a little contest tonight. A Pr0n0ff if you will. We got Lina to give us a random topic, in this case Roleplaying.
Then we...
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tattooed311:
that was hot...I wish that would happen to me..*sigh*
abracapocus:
...close....but not quite 
Nothing was ever as traumatic as watching The Blob. I think I saw that for the first time when I was six, and I was traumatized for years! I would stare at the air vent in my room for hours, coveres pulled up halfway over my face.Hardly moving until I passed out from exhaustion.
I never doubted that someday it was going to come through the vent, travel across my floor and devour me as I lay in my bed.
Celery?
...close....but not quite
Nothing was ever as traumatic as watching The Blob. I think I saw that for the first time when I was six, and I was traumatized for years! I would stare at the air vent in my room for hours, coveres pulled up halfway over my face.Hardly moving until I passed out from exhaustion.
I never doubted that someday it was going to come through the vent, travel across my floor and devour me as I lay in my bed.
Celery?
"The long song with words of all kinds
the song sung it sparkles and shines
you paint the pools that lie on their backs
skip a stone and spit past the cracks
the loose song sung loose at my knees
the wind sing
for horseflies and bees
well who knows?
explain
the see song for sights your eyes find
your eyes knowed(gnomed) of colors and...
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the song sung it sparkles and shines
you paint the pools that lie on their backs
skip a stone and spit past the cracks
the loose song sung loose at my knees
the wind sing
for horseflies and bees
well who knows?
explain
the see song for sights your eyes find
your eyes knowed(gnomed) of colors and...
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abracapocus:
IM? AOL instant messanger? can you stream audio through it? I know so little about the IM software out there, it truly amazes me
IM? AOL instant messanger? can you stream audio through it? I know so little about the IM software out there, it truly amazes me
cellosoul:
"Chimera," eh? When did my "favorite word habit" wither away? Why can't I bring it back to life!
(note to self!)
s
p.s. trixeltrix, I'm enjoying your word sprinkling.
(note to self!)
s
p.s. trixeltrix, I'm enjoying your word sprinkling.
"You were the sudden summer of god
The jangling belldeath and the rain rains
I wished you would fall on me like a tender judging
Oh yes
Oh no
And still I do, my dear"
-Into the Bloody Hole I Go by Current 93
Just as I was close to giving up on magic, the universe envelopes me in it.
I had an experience tonight...
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The jangling belldeath and the rain rains
I wished you would fall on me like a tender judging
Oh yes
Oh no
And still I do, my dear"
-Into the Bloody Hole I Go by Current 93
Just as I was close to giving up on magic, the universe envelopes me in it.
I had an experience tonight...
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wurly:
wooo, how did you manage that?
devon_hills:
lol of course it would be small and shortlived...But just think about it...Standing outside when all of the sudden theres a few seconds where everything just stops and moisture is getting sucked streight up and its all quiet and theres no storm no rain.. just you standing there..
Thats the feeling i was looking for. but who knows. oh well didn't happen. talk to ya soon
Thats the feeling i was looking for. but who knows. oh well didn't happen. talk to ya soon
"Silver moon crescent below the nail
Red ruby inverted pyramid
White-winged globe defines the forehead
White-winged globe defines the forehead
Between the eyes, between the eyes
Black over back occupying the throat
Black egg within the throat
And red rose filling the skull
Red rose filling the skull
Heaviness, heaviness"
-Magnetic North by Coil
I'm off work sick today. I had a terrible stomach ache...
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Red ruby inverted pyramid
White-winged globe defines the forehead
White-winged globe defines the forehead
Between the eyes, between the eyes
Black over back occupying the throat
Black egg within the throat
And red rose filling the skull
Red rose filling the skull
Heaviness, heaviness"
-Magnetic North by Coil
I'm off work sick today. I had a terrible stomach ache...
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abracapocus:
Cool. Sounds good., I'd be happy to send them along. and yeah, that girl's gonna own his ass
abracapocus:
Haha! Night!
Night!
odi omnes