So there's this numb spot on my thigh about the size of a fist. Just spontaneously went numb last night. This happened to my hip on the same leg awhile back and lasted about 2 weeks before it went away. It feels weird when I walk.
I've decided I want one of those tempurpedic type mattresses. I watched a movie on one last night and...
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I've decided I want one of those tempurpedic type mattresses. I watched a movie on one last night and...
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I'm feeling a bit short tempered today. I thinks it's a combination of the weather and the fact that sleeping on a couch for the last 5 months is really getting to me. Anyone feel like buying me a bed? Please? Hah.
I did have some delicious stuffed red bell pepper soup for breakfast though. That's my perk for the day.
So in effort to...
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I did have some delicious stuffed red bell pepper soup for breakfast though. That's my perk for the day.
So in effort to...
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goatsgotohell:
More money is good, always.
Maybe pretend you didn't get that 35 cents, and at the end of the week put the extra in a jar for getting yourself a real bed? Same strategy when you want to buy smokes, don't buy them, but put that money aside for something positive.
Maybe pretend you didn't get that 35 cents, and at the end of the week put the extra in a jar for getting yourself a real bed? Same strategy when you want to buy smokes, don't buy them, but put that money aside for something positive.
deltaecho:
I have seen a shrink a couple of times. Half way through the third session we had yet another argument and I disproved two of her long standing theories on the origins of self destructive mentalities. She declared me "insane in a gifted sense" as a joke and told the person who forced me to go what I had been saying all along, there was no need for me to be there.
I actually went for a fourth time just for a chat with her since it was paid for already anyway. We discussed the merits and flaws of the Bruins last season.
It's too hard to start going out here though. I reckon I'll just wallow for the next 3 years then skip the country in search of a better place.
Woo for the 35c raise! What kind of Ferrari are you gonna get with your new wealth?
I actually went for a fourth time just for a chat with her since it was paid for already anyway. We discussed the merits and flaws of the Bruins last season.
It's too hard to start going out here though. I reckon I'll just wallow for the next 3 years then skip the country in search of a better place.
Woo for the 35c raise! What kind of Ferrari are you gonna get with your new wealth?
Made some dairy free, sodium free bread...yummy yum yum
Learned a new relaxation/energization technique at my therapists on Saturday
Decided I am making progress in all aspects of my life
Discovered watching Rockband for 3 hours can be tiring
Got kissed and cuddled and loved it
Decided I take too much responsibility for what I cannot control and too little for what I can
Picked...
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Learned a new relaxation/energization technique at my therapists on Saturday
Decided I am making progress in all aspects of my life
Discovered watching Rockband for 3 hours can be tiring
Got kissed and cuddled and loved it
Decided I take too much responsibility for what I cannot control and too little for what I can
Picked...
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figmentation:
sometimes it is hard to relearn...
pmonkeyesquire:
me like bread.
I have a lot of if onlys and what ifs....for now I'm just trying to fix myself. I want to see if I can ever love myself again.
I've really gotta stop eating avacado....geeeeez
Still getting used to this no plastic thing. Crazy stuff.
Today is Friday YAY! Tomorrow I see my therapist SUPER YAY! Then Ima go hang out with the boy and some...
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I've really gotta stop eating avacado....geeeeez
Still getting used to this no plastic thing. Crazy stuff.
Today is Friday YAY! Tomorrow I see my therapist SUPER YAY! Then Ima go hang out with the boy and some...
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renna:
If you like lemon, lemon tea with a bit of lemon is awesome for tickley-could-be-getting-sick throats.
Have fun playin' rockband!
Have fun playin' rockband!
So I went to use my debit card like 12 times after I cut it up yesterday
So far I am paying more attention to what I am buying. Yes I know it's only been a day but hopefully I will keep it up. I didn't stop to get drinkeage this morning go me!
I did buy a bread machine this morning though. Originally $116...
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I did buy a bread machine this morning though. Originally $116...
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oxy:
mmm coffee cake...i`ll be right over.
sex toy party...YEAHHHHHHHHHH...always worth going to
sex toy party...YEAHHHHHHHHHH...always worth going to
cyureus:
you still thinking about getting back into the business?
I did something this morning that I never thought I'd have enough will power to do. I cut my debit card into tiny unuseable pieces. I have proven that I have a hard time controlling my spending when its so easy to swipe that plastic. So I cannot have one right now. I'm going cash only. Or checks, but I really hate writing checks so...
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goatsgotohell:
I'm proud of you, I've done the same for two months now, just less to the extreme.
I have my cards put away. I only have my check card, which is the same as using what cash I have, and I've been good only using it for groceries or gasoline.
It's a great feeling to see no new charges on a card, and the balance you owe dropping, despite crazy financing fees.
And as I said to you yesterday, I'm really proud of your exercise habits and you turning some of that veal into muscle.
I have my cards put away. I only have my check card, which is the same as using what cash I have, and I've been good only using it for groceries or gasoline.
It's a great feeling to see no new charges on a card, and the balance you owe dropping, despite crazy financing fees.
And as I said to you yesterday, I'm really proud of your exercise habits and you turning some of that veal into muscle.
greggster:
wow...i dont think i could live using only cash but being broke has forced me to be very frugal, i hope it continues when i am less broke.
love you babe!!
love you babe!!
I need ideas on things to sell craft-wise. Anyone got any input?
My current ideas:
My Mini Creatures - crocheted ninjas, zombies, pirates, vampires, etc
Mosaics - probably small stuff like mirrors, coasters, small wall hangings
Pictures - of my naked butt.....Sike!
Purses - from coin purses up to totes
I wish I could sell my baked goods on there...you would all go crazy for...
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My current ideas:
My Mini Creatures - crocheted ninjas, zombies, pirates, vampires, etc
Mosaics - probably small stuff like mirrors, coasters, small wall hangings
Pictures - of my naked butt.....Sike!
Purses - from coin purses up to totes
I wish I could sell my baked goods on there...you would all go crazy for...
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omeganightmare:
I got it.....mittens.......knitt mittens......that look bloody like yah just killed someone.
Winner yah?
Winner yah?
cyureus:

was just too perfect

was just too perfect
It's hard to fight off a cold when your menopausal coworker insists the window must be open when it's a frigid 50 degrees outside. Not happy about this. Last time I tried to say something she freaked out on me. Don't feel like dealing with that again. I am becoming increasingly unhappy about this morning job. I only need $100 a week to replace it....
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bepps:
I wish you could be out here, tooz. It's super warm.
When the chick insists on keeping the window open, just tell her that everyone else likes the temperature to be in the 70s and those who want it in the 50s do so because they're really fat and have weak hearts that will fail at any minute and that she should be out jogging instead of complaining that it's too hot..
Welfare is $650 a month. If you went under the table (meaning that you just tell your work that you have your own tax person and you'll pay your taxes yourself (that's how everyone who owns their own company does it)) you'd be making about 1/3 more than you are now (although you're going to have to pay it back eventually, but it'd give you a few more years to pay off a smaller amount than you owe now), plus you'd be able to collect welfare. Just have a doctor write something saying why you couldn't hold a job.
Welfare is $650 a month. If you went under the table (meaning that you just tell your work that you have your own tax person and you'll pay your taxes yourself (that's how everyone who owns their own company does it)) you'd be making about 1/3 more than you are now (although you're going to have to pay it back eventually, but it'd give you a few more years to pay off a smaller amount than you owe now), plus you'd be able to collect welfare. Just have a doctor write something saying why you couldn't hold a job.
mydogfarted:
I got a $100 a week job for you... in mah pants!
Three words for the HR person - hostile work environment.
To kind of go along with yesterdays journal about being creative and earning more money without killing myself, I have decided to build a website. I will sell my crafts and random stuff I dont want anymore. Since I don't have any stuff made up yet I can obviously take my time building said website. I really don't have a clue where to begin but...
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greggster:
this journal makes me happy. i love you and i hope you can beat the cold.
you are amazing...i just thought YOU should know

you are amazing...i just thought YOU should know
goatsgotohell:
Good moods ftw! Keep your Zinc and Vitamin C levels up and kick that colds ass!
Work is insanely slow and boring.
My appointment is tomorrow and I'm scared.
Today is a day I wish my brain would settle down.
The building is surrounded by a dense fog. I like fog a lot actually so this makes me smile. I wish I could spend the day wondering around in it instead of going to job#2.
I didn't go to the gym...
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My appointment is tomorrow and I'm scared.
Today is a day I wish my brain would settle down.
The building is surrounded by a dense fog. I like fog a lot actually so this makes me smile. I wish I could spend the day wondering around in it instead of going to job#2.
I didn't go to the gym...
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oxy:
dont be worried about the appointment...it will all be coolio.
<3
<3
lilcali:
My sweet Tues, I hope you find the peace you are looking for. You are too sweet to have so much trouble on your mind. I hope the appointment helps you to see how awesome you really are.
Take care!!
Take care!!
Let's change the subject, I need different thoughts in my head right now.
Top 10 Things I Want in a Man
1. Someone of faith.
2. Someone that likes to be outdoors.
3. Romance.
4. Fitness.
5. Health.
6. No Drinking.
7. No Drugs.
8. Good with children.
9. Financially stable.
10. Honesty.
I wrote that when I was a freshman? Funny how things change....
Top 10 Things I Want in a Man
1. Someone of faith.
2. Someone that likes to be outdoors.
3. Romance.
4. Fitness.
5. Health.
6. No Drinking.
7. No Drugs.
8. Good with children.
9. Financially stable.
10. Honesty.
I wrote that when I was a freshman? Funny how things change....
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sanguine:
if i promise to kiss well. can i apply pleezzzzzzzzzzzzzz
figmentation:
Delaney's right.
and good on you for figuring out what you want in this world.
and good on you for figuring out what you want in this world.
UPDATE
Lappy's still brokeded. I'm not planning on fixing it either. At least not this year. Could I afford to fix it at some point? Yeah...but I kinda like not frantically checking in here every opportunity I get.
I picked up the guitar again. I play until my fingers are about to bleed....which really only takes about 15 minutes with my girly hands. But I...
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Lappy's still brokeded. I'm not planning on fixing it either. At least not this year. Could I afford to fix it at some point? Yeah...but I kinda like not frantically checking in here every opportunity I get.
I picked up the guitar again. I play until my fingers are about to bleed....which really only takes about 15 minutes with my girly hands. But I...
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nevynii:
wow, you play guitar and write, I never knew that.
btyjugs:
I miss you ........can i touch your hand after you play your guitar..hehe!!!!!
peanut butter chocolate fudge cookies
I might actually have to take a flight to the land of the free to eat those on you...