nexttuesday

I have a lot of if onlys and what ifs....for now I'm just trying to fix myself. I want to see if I can ever love myself again.

I've really gotta stop eating avacado....geeeeez

Still getting used to this no plastic thing. Crazy stuff.

Today is Friday YAY! Tomorrow I see my therapist SUPER YAY! Then Ima go hang out with the boy and some frens somewhere in Illinios. Rockband party. Ima try not to be a chickenshit. My goal for the night is to sing. So silly that I worry about shit like this.

So I decided if I manage my money properly over the course of 1 month I get to splurge on one item I reeeeeally want as a reward I suppose. The first thing I'm aiming for is a set of crochet hooks cuz I currently only have one which is way boo.



I think Ima hafta stop and get a box of caffiene free tea today. My throat keeps gettin a tickle in it and I feel like I need to drink warm beverages not cold. Gotta listen to my body right?

I really got nothin else to say. Lack of topics lately.