Work is insanely slow and boring.
My appointment is tomorrow and I'm scared.
Today is a day I wish my brain would settle down.
The building is surrounded by a dense fog. I like fog a lot actually so this makes me smile. I wish I could spend the day wondering around in it instead of going to job#2.
I didn't go to the gym yesterday. I regret it cuz the rest of my day dragged. I was super sleepy and then got super sad. I think my tiredness and my sadness are closely linked.
Im excited cuz I have sketti squash for lunch today YAY! Though if I had it my way, I would totally be eating macaroni n chreese with tuna mixed in....never had it but it sounds so fuckin good I could die.
I hope the day goes by fast. I really just wanna get to this appointment and get this over with! I'm dwelling on it way too much, seriously.
I think Im online more now that my laptop is broken. I decided I will save up for a new laptop. In the meantime my IT guys at job#2 will be fixing my old one when they can get to it. Last time I did that I think it took about 6 months. Oh well, it will be free and I appreciate it.
I have decided that once my bills are payed up and I have a couple thousand saved up in the bank, I am going to get my very own apartment. I want to see if I can succeed at living by myself. I have never done this before. Even when I was homeless people stayed with me to watch over me. I dont want to be watched over anymore. I may be a slight bit mental but I am capable of taking care of myself dammit. Maybe I just have to learn how. I don't want to rely on someone anymore.
I am hungry.
My appointment is tomorrow and I'm scared.
Today is a day I wish my brain would settle down.
The building is surrounded by a dense fog. I like fog a lot actually so this makes me smile. I wish I could spend the day wondering around in it instead of going to job#2.
I didn't go to the gym yesterday. I regret it cuz the rest of my day dragged. I was super sleepy and then got super sad. I think my tiredness and my sadness are closely linked.
Im excited cuz I have sketti squash for lunch today YAY! Though if I had it my way, I would totally be eating macaroni n chreese with tuna mixed in....never had it but it sounds so fuckin good I could die.
I hope the day goes by fast. I really just wanna get to this appointment and get this over with! I'm dwelling on it way too much, seriously.
I think Im online more now that my laptop is broken. I decided I will save up for a new laptop. In the meantime my IT guys at job#2 will be fixing my old one when they can get to it. Last time I did that I think it took about 6 months. Oh well, it will be free and I appreciate it.
I have decided that once my bills are payed up and I have a couple thousand saved up in the bank, I am going to get my very own apartment. I want to see if I can succeed at living by myself. I have never done this before. Even when I was homeless people stayed with me to watch over me. I dont want to be watched over anymore. I may be a slight bit mental but I am capable of taking care of myself dammit. Maybe I just have to learn how. I don't want to rely on someone anymore.
I am hungry.
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