Here is the next Chapter...enjoy. I'll update on the life and the past few days later.
CHAPTER FIVE
Enslavement
I opened my eyes slowly. It felt like consciousness was fighting a battle with me, and I was losing. The room was fuzzy, out of focus, but I could feel a soft, cool hand on my cheek.
Wake up, sleeping beauty, a melodic voice called to...
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CHAPTER FIVE
Enslavement
I opened my eyes slowly. It felt like consciousness was fighting a battle with me, and I was losing. The room was fuzzy, out of focus, but I could feel a soft, cool hand on my cheek.
Wake up, sleeping beauty, a melodic voice called to...
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I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today's Rant
Holidays make the lonesome feel lonely. I hate holidays. I hate that I have nothing better to do than sit on my couch and watch the same boring movies that I've watched a thousand times. I hate that everything is close, and that I have no car to drive around in to get anywhere even if they weren't closed. I...
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5lave:
How could you be mad at a guy like that? He's obviously a sad sad individual, confused about why he goes to see dancers in the first place.
It's always disappointing to me to see someone so creatively talented use their body as their primary source of income. I can only give you advice that's worked for me. If you have a passion and any talent for what you do someone will pay you what it's worth, but you have to work at it. From the absolute bottom rung. If you love to write, work at a book store. If you love to paint volunteer at the art gallery. You get the idea.
"Aim low, you never miss."
It's always disappointing to me to see someone so creatively talented use their body as their primary source of income. I can only give you advice that's worked for me. If you have a passion and any talent for what you do someone will pay you what it's worth, but you have to work at it. From the absolute bottom rung. If you love to write, work at a book store. If you love to paint volunteer at the art gallery. You get the idea.
"Aim low, you never miss."
r0nin47:
LILLITHVAIN Said: [ Thanks so much for the nice comment you left on my set!!! kiss kiss ]
You're very welcome
It's girls like you who are the reason I love this site 
You're very welcome
It's girls like you who are the reason I love this site !Well, I was going to post lots of really cool pictures of me with all of the bands that I've met and hung out with, but when my apartment flooded for the second time, the pictures all got wet and stuck together. There was no saving them. It sucks too because now I don't remember what all concerts I've seen and stuff...But, here a...
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redkelpie:
Merry Christmas Gorgeous ...to Zilah as well ...Ill send you a shot of Billy , also the most wonderful dog in the world...hope your luck improves this coming year otherwise Im going to have to kidnap you and bring you Downunder...xxx
misfit762:
Merry Christmas
Good Morning Everyone!
Music of the Day: Sisters of Mercy: Floodlands
Mood of the Day: Awake, slighting irritated that I continually have these very strange dreams that I love!
Book of the Day: Sex and the Single Vampire (and, thank you for sending me this book! I have nearly read the entire thing last night. It is a fantastic book! I would post your name...
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Music of the Day: Sisters of Mercy: Floodlands
Mood of the Day: Awake, slighting irritated that I continually have these very strange dreams that I love!
Book of the Day: Sex and the Single Vampire (and, thank you for sending me this book! I have nearly read the entire thing last night. It is a fantastic book! I would post your name...
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drunkpandainc:
Happy holidays!! Was that you that wrote that. it kinda reminds me of a naughty ann rice. but no matter. hope your hoidays are great and filled with plenty of cheer. and a great new years to ya too. laters
midnite_agent:
Wow you write alot! So, makin cookies huh? When can I get a taste of YOUR cookies?
[Edited on Dec 30, 2004 12:23PM]
[Edited on Dec 30, 2004 12:23PM]
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redkelpie:
and also...when i get to meet you...I'm going to 'touch' those tats I can tell ya !!!
thekillinme:
i've seen you at the castle. i think ?
I need a massage! I hurt everywhere!
Working sucks, and it's Sunday. I'm thinking of trying to do some x-mas shopping today but I don't think that anything will be open. I really have no idea what the hell to get my mother or my step dad. It's so confusing trying to make everyone happy. I'm not very good at it.
And, I want to...
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Working sucks, and it's Sunday. I'm thinking of trying to do some x-mas shopping today but I don't think that anything will be open. I really have no idea what the hell to get my mother or my step dad. It's so confusing trying to make everyone happy. I'm not very good at it.
And, I want to...
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shayne:
I would love to give you a massage. hope you're feeling better by now. xoxo
silveronthetree:
HAVE A MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
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smellslikescifi:
[sigh] texas and florida have never before been so far apart.
smellslikescifi:
[sigh] texas and florida have never before been so far apart.
Drink of the Day: Chai Tea
Music of the Day:Wolfshiem
Book of the Day The Last Unicorn
Thought for Today Why is it no matter how hard I try to block the light from coming in my window, it still finds a crack somewhere?
So, I've been away for a couple of days. Moving. I finally moved out of my gross moldy apartment that...
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Music of the Day:Wolfshiem
Book of the Day The Last Unicorn
Thought for Today Why is it no matter how hard I try to block the light from coming in my window, it still finds a crack somewhere?
So, I've been away for a couple of days. Moving. I finally moved out of my gross moldy apartment that...
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drunkpandainc:
Hiya!! in a reply to your post....i havent been on in a bit. i try to stay away from my mums house...I have been staying her for the last 5 months since i got kicked out of my last apartment cause i dumped my ex and she couldnt stand to have me around if she couldnt have me....what a stupid reason. well i still paid rent so she and her son could live comfortablyl...but i moved in to my mums...grrr. its ok in about a month or 2 the nice 2 bedroom that i want will be available..i am too damn picky. good to hear you got a new place. suck that it was flooded. i had a problem with that once. me and 4 other women moved into an apartment together and one had herpes...we were kinda paranoid about it so we kept some lysol and paper towels around the bathroom...but someone kept putting the paper towles in the toilet..not good. it flooded and then the water went to the 2 floors below...i felt bad for everyone at that time....i shared a room with my freind dude nasty(jen) and our roomate anji and ours wwas the only room that wasnt flooded. sorry for the rambling post. your journal makes for intersting reading. nice pictures too. good artists. anyway keep in touch. laters
metaleric:
Thanks for the good karma. I had a much better day at work today.
My feet hurt! 
Today I have to spend all day long packing up my belongings and moving my ass across the back yard to the apartment there. A water pipe burst in my place about 2 months ago, and they've been trying to fix the damn thing ever since then. Finally, they've given up and given me a new apartment. The only sucky thing is...
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Today I have to spend all day long packing up my belongings and moving my ass across the back yard to the apartment there. A water pipe burst in my place about 2 months ago, and they've been trying to fix the damn thing ever since then. Finally, they've given up and given me a new apartment. The only sucky thing is...
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corvinus:
Hello Lillith,
Hope you are doing well; enduring well the bruises and scratches that life inflicts on one.
I liked your previous journal entry where you gave an example of your artistic writing skill.
I thought is was very good, and all the time I was reading it I could hear a bass guitar and the slow beat of the drums behind it.
There was also a flute or a clarinet in there too...maybe some piano, not keyboards, piano.
Well, hope your feet feel better. As I am not there to massage them all I can do is this:
Take care Lillith
Hope you are doing well; enduring well the bruises and scratches that life inflicts on one.
I liked your previous journal entry where you gave an example of your artistic writing skill.
I thought is was very good, and all the time I was reading it I could hear a bass guitar and the slow beat of the drums behind it.
There was also a flute or a clarinet in there too...maybe some piano, not keyboards, piano.
Well, hope your feet feel better. As I am not there to massage them all I can do is this:
Take care Lillith
screamqueenpinup:
Hope you're moving is done by now - and w/out killing your back!
That is seriously one sexy sketch - I heart girls with guns.
Sorry I haven't stopped by in a bit - my life is insane at times... I'm trying desperately to get it back though.
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( . *hearts sqp*
That is seriously one sexy sketch - I heart girls with guns.
Sorry I haven't stopped by in a bit - my life is insane at times... I'm trying desperately to get it back though.
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. .)
( . *hearts sqp*
Today,
What would the winds say about today? They would whisper their song, sung high and proud that treason was blowing on the breeze! The song of a liar is the song of today. What gentle words a lost soul can mutter on harsh ears. Tools of the liars trade, cascading the defenses of the hardened soul with such resonant kind words! How dare the...
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What would the winds say about today? They would whisper their song, sung high and proud that treason was blowing on the breeze! The song of a liar is the song of today. What gentle words a lost soul can mutter on harsh ears. Tools of the liars trade, cascading the defenses of the hardened soul with such resonant kind words! How dare the...
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aviwino:
nice drawing. feeling "crucified" ?
they did crucify people naked. how are you doing? i keep asking cuz we've all been through this before, so if you need someone to talk to or whatever, we're not that far away from you. take care.
they did crucify people naked. how are you doing? i keep asking cuz we've all been through this before, so if you need someone to talk to or whatever, we're not that far away from you. take care.
nightmares:
Damn I'm hungry for the weekend 
! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....
~Nightmares~
! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....
~Nightmares~
I get a call early this morning. It's my friend Clint's dad. I haven't heard from Clint since my birthday a few weeks ago. I wonder what his dad could want. He tells me... Clint passed away on the 11th. That's one day after my birthday. They found him laying on the couch dead. They think he had AIDS. Wretched horrible disease! He had internal...
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corsair:
I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. One of my best old friends was found dead in his apartment, back in November. My friend had been an alchoholic and a heavy smoker . . . eventually, his body just gave up . . . his organs failed, and he got lung cancer. Its hard to lose friends. All you can do, is remember the good things, and keep them in you heart for always. My thoughts are with you.
metaleric:
Hi.
wow youre a real story teller, havent seen such a long journal entry before!!!