One of the most humbling things you can do is admit to someone what you have been doing, invite them to your secrets, your demons, your vulnerability. I had to do that twice today, once with Sonya and then with Brian. I had been lying to both really, about what I was truly doing, how I was feeling.
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I am all sorts of fucked up! Everytime I take two steps forward I feel like I am taking another three steps back. It doesn't help that my last visit with Sonya was literally physically painful. I don't know if we just weren't vibing or she was pushing me past my comfortable zone. That is why I tried to go with it....cause I know I...
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nc_guy:
Yeah, I get that whole "along for the ride" thing sometimes. Sometimes it's in my personal life, and other times it's in my professional life. My professional life is where it's happening for the brief moment. 
On a lighter note, your pics are absolutely great!!!
On a lighter note, your pics are absolutely great!!!
ckdexterhaven:
Yeah, I agree that for the most part TV sucks. The only thing I can really stand to watch is either the news, a few comedy shows, or documentaries, like the ones you mentioned. TCM rules. I loathe reality tv, so that cuts me out of 90% of what's on the major networks. 
I am all sorts of fucked up! Everytime I take two steps forward I feel like I am taking another three steps back. It doesn't help that my last visit with Sonya was literally physically painful. I don't know if we just weren't vibing or she was pushing me past my comfortable zone. That is why I tried to go with it....cause I know I...
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blasphemour:
thanks
wish i had a better picture of it, but it isnt easy to take a picture of my arm by myself...ill prolly wait til it heals to take a better one tho.
wish i had a better picture of it, but it isnt easy to take a picture of my arm by myself...ill prolly wait til it heals to take a better one tho.
gangstaswan:
Oh that's terribly cute. 
I feel like my life is always spiraling out of control, but only financially. In true taurus fashion I panic about money. It's really quite terrible!
It will get better hon.
Where are you in relation to Long Island? The boy is moving to Central Islip (Sp?). His sister and I were giving him endless amounts of crap for the city's name simply because we could.
I feel like my life is always spiraling out of control, but only financially. In true taurus fashion I panic about money. It's really quite terrible!
It will get better hon.
Where are you in relation to Long Island? The boy is moving to Central Islip (Sp?). His sister and I were giving him endless amounts of crap for the city's name simply because we could.
I got plenty slobberknockered at the Open SGNY Slobberknocking event............................I am sure I made somewhat of an ass out of myself, but hopefully not to much of one.
I learned that Nascar pinball sucks, and I can very easily be beat at the Sopranos pinball. I also learned I am not very good at playing pool while flirting.....note to self! I met some amazing people,...
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I learned that Nascar pinball sucks, and I can very easily be beat at the Sopranos pinball. I also learned I am not very good at playing pool while flirting.....note to self! I met some amazing people,...
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the_deacon:
nice pics...you are so cute! I love pinball games...I am such a dork.
onewithall:
i love them lacey
mwah!!!
mwah!!!
I am slowly losing my sub stature and becoming more of a domme. I don't know if I will enjoy being a domme. It all began with the foot fetish stuff......I think I would be great at being a domme - I have enough dislike and anger towards men, but I hate the control. It is kinda nice being in charge of these men though...
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nc_guy:
Yes, Misstress LaceyK. 
waxangel:
Hey, it was great (finally) meeting you last night. Wish I could have hung out longer. You're even cuter in person. 
Whew, just poured my heart out in a paper journal, so I don't know how much I will have for you here.
Sorry to have used all the good material - I am still coming to grips with certain things. ....certain decisions....how I wish Dark Rabbit were still on here. I miss him very much.
But I am still bothered, still trying to figure out...
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Sorry to have used all the good material - I am still coming to grips with certain things. ....certain decisions....how I wish Dark Rabbit were still on here. I miss him very much.
But I am still bothered, still trying to figure out...
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tilpacer:
Don't worry about being perfect, just worry about being you.
It is our flaws that make each one of us perfect!
*hugs*
Have a great day!
It is our flaws that make each one of us perfect!
*hugs*
Have a great day!
rearadmiral:
Rather than worry if someone will be there to take care of you when you're old, think about what all those tatoos will be like when you're 80. Job #1: start loving yourself. Don't be a victim. Get off your butt and be what you want to be. You get a set-back, shrug it off. Enough with all the melodrama!!
I can tell that I have changed alot since November.....I just can't tell if it is for the better or not.
I have definitely gotten stronger, but I feel I have also gotten bitchier. That part I don't like. I feel like I am not as tempermental as before. Although the other part I wonder is this actually a good thing? Meaning does this mean...
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I have definitely gotten stronger, but I feel I have also gotten bitchier. That part I don't like. I feel like I am not as tempermental as before. Although the other part I wonder is this actually a good thing? Meaning does this mean...
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ckdexterhaven:
I have the same deal with dating. I'm not sure exactly what kind of person I want, cause I'm not quite sure what I'm gonna make of my life. That, and the fact that i'm attracted to older women makes for a fun dating experience.
endquire:
I really really do not like the who use of the word bitch. I have been reading your stories and analyzing your past. Their is a lot going on with you in your life now, and your past. You are trying to figure out your future. It has been a very complicated journey of a wounded girl. Their is not old you or new you. You have never been you. Now you are figuring out what the real you is. I am so immensely deeply proud of you. you make me more proud all the time. Once you figure out who you really are then everything else will fall into place and make sense. trust me. anyone who has truly been so painfully brutally honest with themselves and peeled away all the illusions can tell you. It can be a painful process. When a butterfly emerges from its chrysalis it is weak and vulnerable, Then its wings spread, its body sets and it might get hit by a car or eaten by something. You will not though. You are figuring out who you really are inside. trying out piecese to see what fits and works. when you get all of your pieces together then you will be complete, strong and happy standing tall on your own two feet and people wil look at you wishing they were you,
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endquire:
You know you have my infinite love and support. So long as you desire it, all I can give you is yours.
pinkwhiskey:
lust is good...i'll cuddle with you...and bridal showers are fun if they involve a lot of rum in the punch and not to many in the 50+ crowd
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elvgrenink:
very cute. You know I want to take many more. Yay trampling
pinkwhiskey:
those are hot...and yes i got to see him, check out my update if you really wanna know
Somewhat weird thought come about by a stream of consciousness. But I would much rather die by my own hand then someone elses. I would rather determine when I will die, and with what level of pain and suffering. And I fear dying by the hand of someone else.
I have thought of how I would want to be were someone to kill me, and...
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suffering:
i was thinking about this same thing earlyer.
i saw this movie called dream with the fishes...awsome you should watch it.
but it was about this guy who wanted to die and a guy who was going to die on their last weeks....very interesting.
but yeah killing yourself seems so sad.. having someone else do it seems like it has more class....i know that kinds sounds morbid.
i saw this movie called dream with the fishes...awsome you should watch it.
but it was about this guy who wanted to die and a guy who was going to die on their last weeks....very interesting.
but yeah killing yourself seems so sad.. having someone else do it seems like it has more class....i know that kinds sounds morbid.
vegemite:
I think you might change your mind in 10 years... besides who says you can't be old and active and in good health? I would rather not know, and want to live a very long time, I have so much yet to do!
I went shopping today, which was a very, very bad thing for me to do, but noticed one very interesting thing.
American sizes have changed. I used to be an 6/8. Now I have been working out, admittedly, but that would bring to a just plain 6. I was trying on 2's.
The reason why I bring this is up is it seems to be...
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American sizes have changed. I used to be an 6/8. Now I have been working out, admittedly, but that would bring to a just plain 6. I was trying on 2's.
The reason why I bring this is up is it seems to be...
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suspect86:
We finished up 2 fabulous sets last night and I can't wait to see what you think.
Also. I spoke to the other partners about you proposal and it looks like it might be a go!
Gimme another week or 2 to come up with a solid answer. Until then try to come up with some ideas you might have for your shoot/shoots for us.
Later
Also. I spoke to the other partners about you proposal and it looks like it might be a go!
Gimme another week or 2 to come up with a solid answer. Until then try to come up with some ideas you might have for your shoot/shoots for us.
Later
akalucifer:
You are absolutely right... it is truly frightening how comfortable this country is about obesity... but it is starting to be seen in Europe too... I recently watched an article about it in France due to fast food...
Too bad you were sick! If you are around Sunday, we can go if you want...
Too bad you were sick! If you are around Sunday, we can go if you want...
Some more of Duff's pics below. No worries fair friends, we plan on taking some real pictures with hair and makeup - instead of these impromptu, caught in the rain pictures!
Random thing - Curious as to whether many others on here have sexual dreams about their parents. I hate it, but I have sexual dreams about my dad like maybe once every 4 months....
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Random thing - Curious as to whether many others on here have sexual dreams about their parents. I hate it, but I have sexual dreams about my dad like maybe once every 4 months....
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tilpacer:
Good to see you are realizing things that can hurt you and moving on. That is very brave and progresive of you.
Yeah.... I am not going to touch the dad in sex dream thing...
Have a great day!
Yeah.... I am not going to touch the dad in sex dream thing...
Have a great day!
new sets up on my page.