akalucifer

more to come... but salliss and delaneyjae are here. it's nice!

Who is coming to see them this weekend???

as bad as my world is, its nothing compared to misskristin. Go and read her blog and see if you are a match.


Please

And then there was one. Maybe this says it best:

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break...
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My heart is shattered with your loss my little friend. Know we all were touched by your innocence, your light, your beautiful soul.

Andi my heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing such an angel with all of us.

Aaron Corvin Carpenter, may you rest in peace.

My past weekend was fantastic. Thank you to everyone who helped me clean out some house junk, move furniture to vegemite's place, and get the house ready for me to help some family out. This weekend I felt at peace. With myself. My lexapro has kicked back in, so its easier. I ordered new furniture! Put in new doors! installed some accessories... I feel...
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Two things to clear up:

1) I wish only the best for vegemite. She is a great person, and I have a great deal of love and respect for her. We have both moved on. She is dating a nice guy, and I expect her to have a loving a happy life, no matter who she is with.

2) As for Siren, I wanted...
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Lying. The worst thing you can do. I will never trust again.

divorce sucks.

Goodbye floppy bunny. I am sad that you suffered at all, but I appreciate the time you gave me.

I love you lil bunny.

one for each year.

been a long time journal...

ok 2 weeks ago - went to kenosha, WI to take care of a friend... got to hang out with some amazing people of SGchicago: apexxx, affy, sauda, lancelac, suburbia... all very sweet peeps!

Then back to CT, and working like a dog - got to watch my bookkeeper get married (nice!) and vegemite helping...
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A great week (in that no one passed away)... but also because it was just fun!

Friday night... slobberknocking! With the SGNY crowd! Drinks, and good times with some great friends... it was sorely needed...

Saturday night Addie came up and vegemite and I had yummy massages! Also got to save some baby bunnies (who are doing better hopefully still)... then last night...

Absinthe!...
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