Monday morning.
Let's start another empty & pointless week.
Let's start another empty & pointless week.
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Un seul tre vous manque et le monde entier est dpeupl.
This is probably the most beautiful & accurate French proverb ever.
Here is a rough translation that doesn't do it justice... as it is quite hard to convey in another language the underlying poetry contained within the original words:
Missing one single person makes the whole world feel empty.
This is probably the most beautiful & accurate French proverb ever.
Here is a rough translation that doesn't do it justice... as it is quite hard to convey in another language the underlying poetry contained within the original words:
Missing one single person makes the whole world feel empty.
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merry:
I know what you mean about waiting a long ass time to see a band live. I've loved the Pixies for a good 10 years now, I got into them when I was still in high school, shortly before they broke up. Anyway, I'm finally getting to see them live this November... with this much anticipation built up, I may well die of a broken heart if they are anything less than mind-blowingly amazing. 
drexel:
ok. time off? check. tickets? check. passport? check. now i wait...
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ciel:
life isnt worth living if you havent got something to aim for or to look forward too 
life isnt worth living if you havent got something to aim for or to look forward too 
mulhollanddrive:
Thanks for the words of wisdom and support!
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drexel:
it sounds beautiful even in english!
juliana:
Yes, please call.
Main Entry: reify
Pronunciation: 'rA-&-"fI, 'rE-
Function: transitive verb
Inflected Form(s): reified; reifying
Etymology: Latin res thing --
: to regard (something abstract) as a material or concrete thing
Note to self:
In order to avoid harming the self, one should take constant care not to let emotions take over non-conceptual mental cognition. Most often than not, human beings suffer destructive emotions by subconsciously allowing...
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Pronunciation: 'rA-&-"fI, 'rE-
Function: transitive verb
Inflected Form(s): reified; reifying
Etymology: Latin res thing --
: to regard (something abstract) as a material or concrete thing
Note to self:
In order to avoid harming the self, one should take constant care not to let emotions take over non-conceptual mental cognition. Most often than not, human beings suffer destructive emotions by subconsciously allowing...
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juliana:
I knew you were still here.
Talk to you later.
Talk to you later.
logoff:
I used to have a tighter grip on my thoughts, words, and actions. I know how to get back on track .. but there is a part of me that doesn't want to. I know it's better, I know it leads to happiness. It's as though my psyche is comfortable hiding in some hypocrate's cloak.
Do you remember.
Do you remember how madly in love we once were
And all that was left unsaid
And words that were left unspoken
And all that was left undone.
How the word stood still
The one and only time you told me "I love you"
To which I replied "I love you too"
And it is as clear as this very second that...
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Do you remember how madly in love we once were
And all that was left unsaid
And words that were left unspoken
And all that was left undone.
How the word stood still
The one and only time you told me "I love you"
To which I replied "I love you too"
And it is as clear as this very second that...
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milky666:
phew....i'm thinking that this was an ex that let you love her and then broke your heart?
hope you're cool, k.
hope you're cool, k.
So this is Thursday already.
Random thoughts concerning current state of self:
- It would seem that everybodys on holiday right now. Well, Im not & thats actually the first time in probably at least 5 years... that Im not gone yet. When was the last time I spent the month of August in the UK? Probably 1997...
Whatever, I still have 4 weeks of...
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Random thoughts concerning current state of self:
- It would seem that everybodys on holiday right now. Well, Im not & thats actually the first time in probably at least 5 years... that Im not gone yet. When was the last time I spent the month of August in the UK? Probably 1997...
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missd:
thank you Mister..
adam73:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, and dont feel lonely, I havent been on holiday either 
Going home at the end of august which should be ok for about a day or two before my family will get on my nerves.
Going home at the end of august which should be ok for about a day or two before my family will get on my nerves. This weekend I have been:
- being reclusive
- buying a great book that has started to help me think differently about a lot of things
- listening to Jesse Malin. A lot.
- cutting my hair. It's awesome, I look like Mike Ness now
- not replying to all the people I wanted to reply to (especially _Minx & NoScar)
- sunbathing again...
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- being reclusive
- buying a great book that has started to help me think differently about a lot of things
- listening to Jesse Malin. A lot.
- cutting my hair. It's awesome, I look like Mike Ness now
- not replying to all the people I wanted to reply to (especially _Minx & NoScar)
- sunbathing again...
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crackheidi:
No hurry, may see you Friday anyway. Sounds like a good weekend, the invitation still stands
antenna:
VINCENT staggers around with his head cocked to one side, before flopping to the ground and twitching violently.
DAWN
No, no, no! You look like a fucking breakdancer! Get up and we'll do it again.
VINCENT gets up, gives a Gallic shrug of his shoulders, and prepares to do it all again.
(nearly there...).
How've you been?
DAWN
No, no, no! You look like a fucking breakdancer! Get up and we'll do it again.
VINCENT gets up, gives a Gallic shrug of his shoulders, and prepares to do it all again.
(nearly there...).
How've you been?
There's a girl smoking cigarettes
She looks like you, looks like you
There's a feeling I can't forget
Coming through
Baby blue
Well they tore another building down
It's nothing new
This town is through
There's a feeling I get when I talk to you mama
So we're going out west where the winds won't harm us now
And the car is in the lane...
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She looks like you, looks like you
There's a feeling I can't forget
Coming through
Baby blue
Well they tore another building down
It's nothing new
This town is through
There's a feeling I get when I talk to you mama
So we're going out west where the winds won't harm us now
And the car is in the lane...
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juliana:
For our first set, how 'bout you dress all goth-dance club, and I'll go super rock star.
We can fight over whose clothes look cooler.
Winner gets to dance a little jig.
We can fight over whose clothes look cooler.
Winner gets to dance a little jig.
drexel:
ok i'm coming to the uk for a week the end of october. i'll let you know when i have my flight booked. we have to hang out.
Its really hard to stay focused when youre dead-tired. Fucking sleep deprivation & fucked up sleep patterns are turning me into a psychotic creature
Its very difficult for me to control my emotions right now. Which had to happen someday I guess, for Ive spent most of my life trying not to show anybody around me how I was feeling... well, you cant hide forever...
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Its very difficult for me to control my emotions right now. Which had to happen someday I guess, for Ive spent most of my life trying not to show anybody around me how I was feeling... well, you cant hide forever...
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nickysonic:
Where are you thinking of going and to do what?
blasfemme:
to you.
to you.Way too much stress + major sleep deprivation + brain on emotional overload = Psychotic Kinto.
Forget previous entry. She's gone to the big nowhere as far as I'm concerned. Maybe I needed that.
Edited to add: I wouldn't mind staying on the phone all day, sometimes
Forget previous entry. She's gone to the big nowhere as far as I'm concerned. Maybe I needed that.
Edited to add: I wouldn't mind staying on the phone all day, sometimes
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nonchalance:
Hmm, if you are not sure, and it looks like there is a dearth of people able to come out this weekend then maybe we should leave i until next week??
cousindell:
thanks you so much sweety...hope i see you again soon
Some of you might remember that a few months ago I asked that same question in my journal: "Is it possible to find peace of mind without having to die first?"
It's not.
I've been to the Skinny Puppy gig in London tonight. It was absolutely amazing, and would stay in my mind as one of the best gig ever. It was mine. My memory....
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It's not.
I've been to the Skinny Puppy gig in London tonight. It was absolutely amazing, and would stay in my mind as one of the best gig ever. It was mine. My memory....
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juliana:
ooh. on second thought,
... what mariana said.
p.s. by "working" on my insomnia do you mean working to obliterate it, or working to facilitate it?
... what mariana said.
p.s. by "working" on my insomnia do you mean working to obliterate it, or working to facilitate it?
*dives in*