UGH and people wonder why I have social anxiety and agoraphobia.

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Go ahead and rub it in that you have something I don't and can't afford right now because my husband lost his job before the holidays. That's an awesome way to get women! [obvious sarcasm, if you didn't catch that]

Right now we're struggling to find a way to afford my $900 pain management medication because we don't have insurance, and even getting insured through...
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almost_missed:
Sadly I cant send multiple hearts on the set but i liked it a way back already :D
wizard0:
I truly wish I could like your set more.  It's amazing.

When do you think it's time to call a set dead and not getting bought?

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No, I'm seriously wondering, I mean, sets that have gone up after mine are now being picked up left and right. I mean, what is wrong with me, with my modeling, or am I just too old? I just don't know what to do, short of getting plastic surgery, anymore.

I was really hoping that this would be my comeback set, but I guess
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sid:
@ericwine I've been turned down by lawyers to help me get my disability too.  I've tried to work with a few.  Most won't work with you to fill out the initial paperwork, and even fewer care to work with difficult cases on appeal, and mine is complicated.
zen:
Please know there is nothing "wrong with you" You must know as an SG for a very long time that this market is very over-saturated. There are THOUSANDS of gorgeous girls here NOT getting recognition. As a model (of any kind) you must have confidence and be proud of your beauty and your talent. And as this is a business SG wants you to be a spitting image of what they represent- a confident, bad ass alternative chick. (Which you are) I understand and sympathize with the pains you're going through both physically and emotionally during this rough time, but to get stronger you have to stay positive. Sharing positivity will attract positivity. That's not to say it's not safe or not okay for you to share your hardships, we all need to be there to support one another and we all go through hard times, but every post doesn't have to be filled with sorrow. You're a beautiful woman with what sounds like an amazing husband who you've found through this bad ass community. There are so many things to stil be grateful for. Don't give up on what makes you happy. If this site is making you feel less about yourself, then take a break. Find a new outlet, maybe starting a Patreon and Etsy, ect. And let yourself create some stuff you can truly be happy about and not just trying to make SG happy. Your happiness matters, love. I am very sorry you're going through a hard time, I have faith you'll pull through this, just keep trying and use the resources you have. You have an amazing following, who loves and supports you. Don't forget that. And as hard as it may be sometimes, just try to find a little bit of positivity. Remember you are a representation of this community and this bussiness. You are loved. Sending you my love and well wishes during this rough time. Maybe we can work together in the future if that's in the cards. ❤️❤️ Xoxo, Ashley

Are you a Marvel dork too?

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Are you signed up for Marvel Insider? You get points just by reading, watching videos, and learning about your favorite characters that can be redeemed for actual goodies! Best of all, it's free! If you use my link, you'll get extra points too! Happy holidays! I got you (Marvel fans) a free thing (if you didn't already have it, of course)!

My super special Marvel...
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legman:
I've pretty much lost interest in modern Marvel/DC, but I still enjoy older stuff & some current Dark Horse & Image books!
legman:
great set!!!

Thank You & Some Blog Homework

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Hello SG!

First of all, I wanted to thank each and every one of you who has commented on my new set in Member Review "Pastel Stars". If you haven't left me any love on the set yet, I'd appreciate if you would, and if you won't do it for me, at least do it for @milloux because, seriously, all the credit goes...
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sid:
@shinyarmour90 Sorry I didn't see your comment earlier.  That's not Gene Simmons, It's Tommy Wiseau.  He wrote, directed, and starred in one of the worst movies ever: "The Room".  If you've never seen it, or like have, but hated it, you should see the version from rifftrax.com (the guys from that old show, Mystery Science Theater 3000 make fun of it while watching it, and the live version is so worth it)!  Like, it's so bad that I can't even describe it, and the funniest thing about meeting him was that he was hitting on me with my husband (who is in the picture) right there!  Dude has no shame, and he seriously couldn't figure out why there were all these people in costumes (he actually asked me that question) at Stan Lee's Los Angeles Comic Con, which is literally what the event was called!  He doesn't realize he's a joke, but at least the people he hired to work at the booth realized it.
legman:
" one hopeful photographer show up to where we were picking her up high on something"  geez!  "I've been denied disability over 5 times now"  Ridiculous!  Have you tried to use a lawyer to fight that?  One helped me.

Inner Thoughts Coming Out

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(photo below taken of @kiley and me at Bar Sinister's Halloween party in Hollywood, CA)

It's 5:00 AM here in what my watch is telling me is 28° outside my window in this not-so-sleepy Colorado city. Tomorrow will mark the one year anniversary that a crazed zealot went to our local Planned Parenthood and killed 3 people, wounding several others in the process. That man
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kevinmk:
A  very important message. @littlejohn22 I feel the same way
almost_missed:
A very good read and many pointers I think people should be more aware of. Love the way your mind thinks and also it's difficult but thank you for opening up to us as well ^^ you are awesome :D

I can't wait, can you?

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Although, it seems I was pushed back a day (boo), but hopefully you'll love it just as much as I do!

x0x0,

💀-Sid-💀

imperialjr:
So excited!
666vicodin69:
Oh yes!  Something to look forward to. <3 <3 <3
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