I found out who the person I was talking about in my last journal is. And all I have to say is:
Hahahahahahhaa. Ha. Please. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, I didn't do anything to you at all. But I know where it comes from.
I think all of my friends are uncomfortable with my sadness. They seem like it, and no...
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Hahahahahahhaa. Ha. Please. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, I didn't do anything to you at all. But I know where it comes from.
I think all of my friends are uncomfortable with my sadness. They seem like it, and no...
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Alright. Look.
Someone who I work with has been reading my journal and "keeping tabs" on me, then running to another supervisor at work and "telling" on me when they think things look bad. Fucking stop.
Yes, I called off work on Friday. Yes, I also had friends over to my place on Friday night. What you DON'T know is that I was incredibly sick...
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Someone who I work with has been reading my journal and "keeping tabs" on me, then running to another supervisor at work and "telling" on me when they think things look bad. Fucking stop.
Yes, I called off work on Friday. Yes, I also had friends over to my place on Friday night. What you DON'T know is that I was incredibly sick...
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macbastard:
Dear pathetic bastard tatelling on my beloved ROXY. Ninjas are on thier way over to your house to devower your soul.
Macshokatan
Macshokatan
kikka:
i'm so in.
Alright -- time for an update of what's been going on with me.
Let's see, Thursday night PyroeroticA shot a new set of me, with Adore and MrDiety helping. It was amazing and the setting was fantastic. But not a single shot turned out. Because PyroeroticA's camera has problems. Talk about bummed. But we're going to reshoot, and soon I hope.
Friday I hosted...
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Let's see, Thursday night PyroeroticA shot a new set of me, with Adore and MrDiety helping. It was amazing and the setting was fantastic. But not a single shot turned out. Because PyroeroticA's camera has problems. Talk about bummed. But we're going to reshoot, and soon I hope.
Friday I hosted...
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kara:
I had so much fun on Friday and Saturday. You guys were so sweet!!! Sorry I got there so late. I hope you feel better soon and it sounds like you had the same day as me!!! There is nothing like Staying home all day on a Sunday ( I don't know about you but I'm still in my P.J's).
trinityy:
non eventful til tonight (read journal entry to see why if you would like)
much love
trin
xoxo
much love
trin
xoxo
I think I'm done.
Fuck this shit.
PS -- And before anyone pretends to care, this isn't about me leaving the site.
Fuck this shit.
PS -- And before anyone pretends to care, this isn't about me leaving the site.
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muzencab:
Ok so I'll kiss Tony next time. I dont care to have strangers around for my first kiss. Or else I would've. 
enzo525:
I just wanted to say hi
"I jsut called
to say
I love you
And I meen it from the bottom of my heart"
I just had to throw that one out there. hahaha
How are things going?
"I jsut called
to say
I love you
And I meen it from the bottom of my heart"
I just had to throw that one out there. hahaha
How are things going?
So I'm updating my journal because I'm being threatened, hah!
I haven't updated because there's not much to say. Although today, I finally got to see the Probot video! It's soooo awesome! And I'm actually in it, three times, in the cage making out with Stormy
!! The experience was already incredible, and then to actually be in it is just awesome. Yay! 
And I...
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I haven't updated because there's not much to say. Although today, I finally got to see the Probot video! It's soooo awesome! And I'm actually in it, three times, in the cage making out with Stormy
!! The experience was already incredible, and then to actually be in it is just awesome. Yay!
And I...
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lostinage:
Your well for the comment, and you'll have to let me know when the CD comes out.
Oh and i've heard alot about you from her, shes so cute like that.
Oh and i've heard alot about you from her, shes so cute like that.
xtx:
So, I'm going back through my old journal entries again, and remembering how the more things change, the more they remain the same. Case in point, I have a habit of saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing at times. And though I am perhaps a distant memory that couldn't have the slightest impact in any way with anything I might say now, if I said something idiotic to you at some point in the past, I'm sorry; keep becoming.
Evolve,
x
Evolve,
x
The burlesque show ROCKED!
I was sooo nervous, but I had a blast! Once I got up there, and into the music, and knew all my friends were out there, I loved it! I had such a great time, and I can't wait till next month's show!! I hope to see you all there!
Thanks sooo much to all of my friends for coming out...
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I was sooo nervous, but I had a blast! Once I got up there, and into the music, and knew all my friends were out there, I loved it! I had such a great time, and I can't wait till next month's show!! I hope to see you all there!
Thanks sooo much to all of my friends for coming out...
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pyronautica:
You need to fucking update your fucking journal or else I'm going to fucking get pissed off and have to fucking do something about it.
lostinage:
Ok All week Brooke has not shut up aboutt his Video your in and i have at last seen it thanks to her.
She mainly was telling me oh look out for her shes so hot.. i watched the thing twice now and i have to say she was right, you are hot, but then again I knew that anyway, your marked as a favorite SG on my list. Oh and the video was fucking sweet, i so want that CD.
[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 10:20AM]
She mainly was telling me oh look out for her shes so hot.. i watched the thing twice now and i have to say she was right, you are hot, but then again I knew that anyway, your marked as a favorite SG on my list. Oh and the video was fucking sweet, i so want that CD.
[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 10:20AM]
First I want to thank everyone so very much for all of the great comments I got on my last journal entry. That's the most comments I've gotten in AGES! It was just awesome to hear everyone's stories, advice, and support. It made me smile. Really.
I emailed the girl I talked about in my last entry, and she emailed me back a very lengthy,...
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I emailed the girl I talked about in my last entry, and she emailed me back a very lengthy,...
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mrdeity:
You did an amazing job last night.
You looked great and danced very well!
You looked great and danced very well!
vikprez:
Awesome job last night
I'm sad. Give me some love.
My "best friend" has just tossed me out of her life like I mean nothing. Why is it that I can't make or keep female friends?? This always happens. And in LA, I hung out with so many amazing women, and came away with no friendships.
Why am I so socially retarded?
My "best friend" has just tossed me out of her life like I mean nothing. Why is it that I can't make or keep female friends?? This always happens. And in LA, I hung out with so many amazing women, and came away with no friendships.
Why am I so socially retarded?
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rskapcat74529:
Females are a difficult lot. I tend to hang out with more guys for that exact reason. I usually get along with the females who don't get along with other females. Whoa, that was a complicated sentence. Hopefully it makes sense.
adore:
Hey I was wondering if you could help me find a photographer over in the Seattle area area? One of my friends said that maybe you would know one? I would greatly appreciate the help.
I took the day off of work due to a killer headache. This is all I accomplished:
* Severely pissing off my boss, several times
* Surfing the internet for hours
* Dancing around to songs from the 50s and 60s in my underwear
* Smoking more than a pack of cigarettes
* Cleaning just a smidge of every room, so that overall, the apartment...
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* Severely pissing off my boss, several times
* Surfing the internet for hours
* Dancing around to songs from the 50s and 60s in my underwear
* Smoking more than a pack of cigarettes
* Cleaning just a smidge of every room, so that overall, the apartment...
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ophelia:
Look forward to seeing you, sweets
I felt incredibly sexy last night. All it took was a dye job, a razor, and the perfect skirt.
What has made you feel really sexy lately?
What has made you feel really sexy lately?
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welcome2thedawn:
my boyfriend jcup makes me feel like the sexiest girl in the whole world...fishnet tights and short skirts are always good as well.
rockette:
the way my skin smells toasty when i've been in the sun. and seamed stockings
I didn't sleep well last night at all. I did not have dreams. I had nightmares. The kind of nightmares that wake you up from a dead sleep. The kind that are still scary and creepy once you wake up. The kind where you have to turn on the TV and cuddle a kitty in order to get back to sleep.
And then eventually you're...
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mistersatan:
Yeah, the smokes and the lighter are mine. I'll get 'em next time I'm there.
I'm finally pretty much completely over my sickness. About damn time. And thanks for all the well wishes on my last journal, I was just having a terrible couple of days.
I've been so sick that I haven't done much in the social department. But I was finally able to get out of my apartment last night and have a great time. I so needed...
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I've been so sick that I haven't done much in the social department. But I was finally able to get out of my apartment last night and have a great time. I so needed...
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ryan:
dude, someday i'm gonna get my ass back up there.. you just watch...
how are things goin???
dude, someday i'm gonna get my ass back up there.. you just watch...
how are things goin???
thesixx:
Now if I said that I wanted to kidnap someone, I'd get arrested. lol
put on a spring breeze -
or get a drum set and bang it out