Hello New Year! Let's show our hairdos down there!

Ok that is completely random and porny. Perfect for SG, nay?

I've been away from SG for years... didn't feel interested. I had an addiction to battle, DID to understand, depression to suffer trough. There was a suicide attempt (and I woke up tied to the hospital bed and a male nurse grabbed
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iggy:
I was wondering how you were!! I hope you remember me. You look fantastic. I attempted suicide as well, and it makes me sick to my stomach that a male nurse harassed you like that. I hope you were able to report him to some higher authority and get him in trouble. 
scheisskopf:
Drug dealers, drones, Wodka...  sound like things could be worse.  You're certainly looking great.  Glad to hear you're hanging in there.. and glad you're still hanging around here, too.  It's been a long while for me too.  Happy New Year, my friend.
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So I write once per season.
I raid SG every now and then, post in all groups and then - silence of the, uh, lambs. My favorite movie. Of course along many others. Because Cronenberg is the best.

I started feeling old, so I picked up the habit of sexing myself up for photobooth. It's a thing young people do? I even earned some cash...
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mellon:
Thirty is very young. I am sorry about your tumorI hate feeling like that when I am sick with a stomach bug, but at least I know that when the bug goes away, the vomiting will stop for a long while. frown
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thanks SG staff for putting the previous blog on the frontsite! i repost it again, as i don't get too much traffic and this way i show up on the updated blogs:
REPOSTING from Committed's blog, please read, repost or link to her blog - this could save her from a life of a very, very, very disabled person and from lots of pain...
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tommprz:
Yeah!
forevershadow:
I have had the same thing for 18 months myself thanks to a on the job injury. I can tell you its not fun being in pain 24 hours a day and fighting doctors/insurance company to get treated. I feel for her big time. frown
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it's been nice here,
but now time to say ciao

many high 5's smile
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ron4164:
See ya Kikka.
Enjoy life all you can.
Love you! kiss kiss love
boxhamster:
Hate to see you go, but you must know what's best for you. Take care and all the best! love kiss
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hey i'm not photogenic.

sucks dick. a bit.

but everything else is cool as fonzie.
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erica:
Cooooome to the USA.
naty:
kikka!!! miss you!
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waikiki:
it should be working right now...is that the reason i havent received any gift yet? ahaha

love!
zerocool1985:
i <3 your art!
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under a minute
getting up from the wheel in the sinking sand was nearly impossible tho





the sea, the sea by iris murdoch, aye
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beautifak:
I love the wind! And the sea!
You are so beautiful.
boxhamster:
Thanks for the birthday wishes. The celebrations have been good and will hopefully get even better tomorrow...

I personally think I owe myself to live by the seaside at least for a little while. If I ever find out how or if it changes people, I will let you know!
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right next to the sea,
i made white russians first time in what, 6 years, watched twilight (sooooo good in a way?) and big lebowski, bought a scorpio and a worm and watched district 9 on a plane,tearz exed from the beautiful clouds and the verz dark skz above.

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frolleinsuzy:
Sounds like you had a good time.
revdrtom:
Say what you want about the tenets of national socialism, it *is* an ethos.
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beauty sleep (xanax) (at least) and off to plane in the fat morn'
flying over to the queen's island
to see mtrhead, on a shore
i will sleep with eyes on the big water
and
hopefully
come back refreshed and artistically nourished
by noise


mylastsin:
yay mtrhead! Have a good trip! =]
boxhamster:
Have a safe journey and enjoy England and the show of course!
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when is the best time to update ?
when you're crawling trough the hours of your adult day, read: nobody can do things INSTEAD of you
and you happen to have the worst period of your life. bad as in i am alone and i'm crying so i don't do it for the effect.
so good to have suicidegirls to post such stuff...
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revdrtom:
My pup and I are sending a virtual hug your way, Kikka. This too shall pass. Enjoy the new week!
naty:
here is a great place to vent about things in life, and Naty be here if you needwink

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eden:
yeeee i'm so happyyyy!!
how are you and your pretty baby?? miss u!!
mab:
smile