Shedding selves

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Reading my old journals feels like opening a window into a storm I once called home. The words tremble with a version of me I barely recognize, yet ache to reach. I want to step back through time, to gather her into my arms, to press something steady and warm into her shaking hands and whisper, stay—just stay. You make it through this. You live.
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jozsef:
I must add, that picture is truly captivating.
lily:
@cpmower831, Thank you. Me too. , @Wizardo Thank you so much. @kingofcool Thank you so much, as well. @chazstrummer it’s good to be back! you’ve been so supportive of my blogs for so long. I truly appreciate you. @jozsef Thank you. I’m planning to submit a set soon.

sending love /Follow me on Twitter @Sarahshutterson <3

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Hello lovelies, I've been so busy writing and publishing but wanted to come up for air to say hello to you all. writing like air is has always been necessary for my survival in this world so that the darkness doesn't suffocate me completely. Please check out a few of my projects: I have been published in two literary anthologies by the red umbrella project,...
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littlejohn22:
just started to follow you
edcodcs97:
Gorgeous

It's been a while.

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A recent photo that I adore ^ ...So many things. I gave birth to a beautiful little girl. Things with me and her father did not work out but I feel lucky to have this little force of life in my life regardless. I got published! You can purchase one of the anthologies I'm currently published in here :Prose and Lore , There's other
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lavender_:
Also, "not all those who wander are lost" (by Tolkien, of course) is my favorite quote.
kevin82:
Sexy and Very Beautiful...

Sunday Apr 05, 2009

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Last night I bled for the future. Incapacitated by my love for you. This is the kind of theater of life where art and reality blend. I created something out of nothing, sweat and skin and bruised kisses transformed into a little beating heart.
It's insane what love can do to us. In the elevator that morning the women were comparing black eyes from their...
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wan:
ALL ABOARD! IT'S THE TRAIN TO 2015
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ronly74:
That was brilliant. 

Saturday Mar 14, 2009

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There are so many portals in this city.
I raised her and loved her and lost her.
I visited her friday night and the lights in this city couldn't have drowned me back to life after.
But when she spoke she shattered everything that could have been.
She had deep violet bruises under her eyes, working the night shift at the massage parlour,
black eyed...
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anarchie:
I love the determination you have for your child.
sadieblackeyes:
little heartbeats are sometimes the strongest smile i am sure with your soul to nourish it, it will be as strong as your own

Wednesday Feb 11, 2009

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You don't know life's tattered edges cutting you beneath your feet. 6 am my time hallucinating talking to a lost friend that stole all your secrets and left them on the answering machine. she breathes heavy stomping on her floors, hair is crazy like medusa, we both see snakes everywhere when i open little white letters, typed in small dark letters he says he saw...
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sokuto1974:
Great pics, what an amazing body! x
binnz:
Grrrl-gets-a:10 miao!!

Monday Jan 19, 2009

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SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Missy has asked me to reconsider leaving, so for the moment i'm here still, although sometimes birds just up and fly away again unexpectedly....but mostly i'm here for you guys. my electric wire friends that somehow find beauty in my insanity. I really do love you all.



P.S. and which ones of the members sent me packages of beautiful books and...
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elusive:
I'm so glad you're still here, even if it's fleeting......
alexisk:
Hope ya liked the book Lily. You're a truly beautiful soul smile

Tuesday Jan 13, 2009

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I was a baby when I joined Suicidegirls. I was never a member beforehand. My first set that I sent in was accepted in early 2003.

I loved the supportive community for a long time. I made some great friends like Debrajean, Kyle, Apathy, Fatality, Voltaire, Benni and Bob . I also got to hang out with awesome girls like Nicolletta, Brandy, Hunter, and Amina....
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ladie:
I have a very similar journal entry right now posted about a month ago...
coleen:
You speak beautiful words.

Thursday Dec 18, 2008

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nicolletta:
and what happened with that idea of coming back all nude and dancing??? im gonna miss you, sista. see you in some months! love u from the Heart.
lauralily:
I'll miss you round here, but best of luck to you pretty lady kiss

Saturday Nov 01, 2008

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To dispell rumours, Lily is very much alive and breathing.
Like a cat with too many lives, I had a close call though,
a collision with the underworld that put my girl love in seizures
and put my best interest in her maniacal hands trying to ward off
the soulless with fucked up metaphors. Yes, she was behind the mysterious rumours and I can only...
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scarlett:
How have you been angel? smile
sockpuppet:
OK, I want to change my answer.

I think I'd steal an election...

Tuesday Aug 12, 2008

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I wish that was it for now but I need to drop some words for my girl, Christine Peterson, who followed the clouds a little too soon! R.I.P.

-I spin restlessly in a circular motion, trying to get this emotion perfected.
Too often I feel like just another tortured Lolita with too many stories to tell.
Trying to make jokes about that rigor mortis smell....
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elusive:
Thinking good thoughts for you...
brooklyn:
*hug*
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