wolfwood1203

Once again, I'm sitting here in the dark, unable to sleep. Nothing new, except for the past week or so, I've been tormented by the ghost of a story idea that just won't take shape. And I can't really get started on it until I know what it's trying to become.

It's like, you know when you have part of a song stuck in your...
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I've sent out more query letters than I can count at this point, all of which have, of course, been rejected. I've received some extremely pompous, self important responses from agents, and I've received many standard, form letter rejections that leave you wondering if they even read the query. The worst of which was sent just fifteen minutes after I sent the query.

For the...
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Man, when did Halloween get so sad? My dad and I got a couple bags of candy, I was listening for the door all night, and not a single trick or treater. I remember when I was a kid there were always loads of us in costumes going around the neighborhood. Tonight, I went out for a smoke, no one had their lights on, no...
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Okay. So, I've always viewed this site as a community. I understand that hopefuls are trying to get their sets bought to become paid models. I get that. But, it's still a community.

It's really starting to piss me off seeing so many hopefuls who don't follow anyone, don't comment anywhere on the site, and basically have zero presence beyond a photo set.

I don't...
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Okay. Trying to be rational in hopes of calming the fuck down. No idea why, but I seem to be in the midst of a panic attack. After the initial freak out, I've got my breathing normal, but now I can't stop shaking. Which makes writing this on a fucking cell phone pretty difficult. If I had to guess, I think it was most likely...
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I think I'm tired of people. I mean, if nothing else, I'm tired of putting effort towards engaging with people and getting little to no response.

Prime example being, family and friends. These are people I've talked to in person. I know, without any room for doubt, that they have their goddamn phones on them at all times. And they're never too busy to immediately...
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Day three of no air-conditioner. I was greeted Monday morning with the smell of burning throughout the house before the air just died completely. The motor crapped out on us. It's still hitting the mid 90's here. Holy crap, this freaking sucks. Not sure if we can afford to fix it either, so I might be suffering until winter hits. Sadly, that means not until...
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So, my dad really likes those pretzels you get at the mall. He used to take my nephews and nieces on weekends to go get pretzels. And since I've been back, and the kids moved to Dallas, he talks about wanting to go get a pretzel a lot, but never goes. So, I decided to try to make us some instead.

Scratch made using a
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Okay, I need to get out more. Yesterday I found myself watching attack of the killer donuts, not a good movie by any far stretch, but not as awful as it could have been. The point is, if I had somewhere to go, or someone to talk to, I might not have watched that garbage.

Still dealing with the whole, "hurry up and wait" thing,
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Woo! Season 5 of Bojack Horseman is finally here! Anyone else watching this show? I admit, the first season was a little hard to get through for about the first half, but I'm glad I stuck with it. Gonna have to binge watch soon. Sadly, is not going to be quite the same for me this season. My best friend got me into the show,
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So, that last blog was interesting. I noticed that it got a lot more comments and likes than usual. And I noticed it wasn't from the usual people. Wondering what was going on, I was browsing the main page when I noticed my little blog sitting there. In all the years I've been on this site, that's never happened. Hell, I don't even know how...
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I don't know what happened. It was a normal day, nothing bad happened, nothing was bothering me, etc. But all of the damn sudden, I found myself getting very angry, and extremely easily agitated. The smallest things annoyed me to the point of fury and I have no idea why. Luckily, no one was around, and I wasn't talking or texting or anything at the...
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