The cute little bastard climbed up onto my lap earlier, I had to grab a couple pics.

Not my decorations, and my god, you can tell how little I've slept these past few days. At least my little old man seems happy.


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Okay, so this last year my parents have split up and my mom filed for divorce. In all honesty, it seems like she's become a little mentally unbalanced. But, that's not the point, it's just a little back story.

Lately, my dad has started using online dating. Tonight he had a date, his third since he started, and usually he comes home...
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libris:
It's so strange to have your parents divorce an an adult.  My mom's divorce is nearly final from my stepdad, and it's been heinous.  I'm glad your dad is doing well!  I'm sorry to hear about your mom though... I know I don't have to worry about my mom dating.  This was her second marriage, and my stepdad turned out to be a sex addict who denies any wrongdoing besides other unsavory tendencies.  She has zero interest in cultivating a relationship with anyone besides me.  How is your mom doing?
wolfwood1203:
Unfortunately, I don't really know. She's pushed the whole family away. So, she doesn't talk to us anymore. I think she's doing okay, but it's hard to say at this point. She's staying with her father now. Yeah, it's definitely weird dealing with this as an adult. But at least it's not as devastating as it could have been when we were kids, though my sister is still taking it that hard. Sounds like your mom had it rough. It's good she has you there for her.

Gonna be 7 in the damn morning, and I still haven't slept. So, with nothing particular in mind, I decide to see what kind of nonsense fell out of my weird brain. But I gotta tell you, nothing is coming to mind.

Who reads this junk anyway? I mean, seriously, who are you? I'd actually be interested to know.

Me, I'm a...
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libris:
You know I read your blog!
wolfwood1203:
@libris Of course, but you're a wonderful exception. 😄

I was thinking about some experiences that I had in the past. For years I had been experiencing some pretty severe supernatural occurrences. I think I've talked about them here before, but the basic, bare bones of it is that for maybe 15 years, I had a what a priest said sounded like a demon after me.

It's been quiet for years now...
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libris:
What you need are some little house spirits to connect with.
wolfwood1203:
@libris Sounds interesting, but I'd be hesitant to reach out to anything like that on my own. You never know what you'd open yourself up to not knowing what you're doing.

What? You do? Well, shit. I don't have one, I didn't expect you to click on this...

But I do have antibiotic related insomnia. Which, combined with my usual insomnia, has me pretty well fucked. Also, my mouth is still recovering from getting that damned wisdom tooth (Holy shit, cat just walked on my chest, that hurt more than it should have) pulled...
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libris:
I hope you recover quickly, and good luck with the job!  Looking for a job is such a pain in the arse.

So, I went to the dentist today to see about that wisdom tooth finally. It was just supposed to be the one pulled, but the dentist informed me that the molar next to it had decay from the wisdom tooth growing into it. Now I'm sitting here with bloody gauze in my mouth where my molar and that shitty wisdom tooth used to be...
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Okay, this is for @felicity She tagged me in hers a couple days ago.

1. Do you like bleu cheese ? I don't think I've ever actually tried it.

2. Coke or Pepsi ? Pepsi

3. Do you own a gun ? No, but I enjoy shooting, so I wouldn't be opposed to the idea.

4. What flavor Kool-Aid ? Cherry

5. What do you think...
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felicity:
😉
kittyqueen:
Awww BoB!! I love Bob’s Burger too !! Too funny 😍❤️❤️❤️❤️

Just figured that after that last blog, it would probably be good to periodically drop in to let you know I'm still alive.

Although trying to sleep in 100° weather with a busted air-conditioner kind of makes me wish I wasn't...

I don't know how to approach this topic without seeming like I'm trying to get attention. But the fact is, sometimes I use this blog as a way to vent. Even if it's just shouting in the dark, it feels better to do so than to just bottle it all up. Right. So...

Anyone who doesn't know me, doesn't know...
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felicity:
I'm sorry for it... it makes me sad read this words. Why you don't try therapy, medications? Maybe it could help you a little bit...
wolfwood1203:
@felicity I did try medication. My experience with it was that it made things worse. Increased risk of suicide is a side effect of some anti-depressants. The closest I've come to doing it was when I was on one of these medications.

Title says it all really. Stuck at home, friend are all busy with families and such. No one to talk to. Bored out of my freaking skull.

Today, after about a month of waiting, 8 out of 9 of my boxes finally showed up. Thankfully, the one with my pillows and bedsheets and whatnot was one of the ones that made it. So, I finally have a comfortable place to sleep again. What can I say? I like my pillows. Having just one that I bought here wasn't cutting it. I...
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Finally had a chance to meet up with a couple old friends today. When I left about a year ago they told me they were pregnant. So, today I met their daughter. Very cute kid, very smiley. But seeing these people that I've known since high school with a baby was a trip. They're the second couple I know to start a family...
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libris:
I understand that!  I know you know everyone's life is different and you sure as hell can't compare your life to someone else's.  You should try to enjoy the life you currently have, since it's the only one you've got.  I understand that's difficult to do in some circumstances, but sometimes it's the small things that make life interesting.