Why am I never satisfied with my work? I mean, it's one thing when it's my writing that I'm being hyper-critical of. That shit's never good enough for me. But now that attitude is bleeding into my cooking. There was a point in time when I was satisfied with just being able to successfully make something. Now it's never good...
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bookcouple:
Always looking to improve is not a failure

It's almost been a year already. Which sadly, means that I'm down to my last month here. Since I'm no closer to getting a job, I'm going to have to leave the site again. It's a shame that I've been so inactive these last couple months. But depression is a terrible thing. I've had a rough month. Came...
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felicity:
Oh dear, I'm really sorry. Hope you can be better soon, and can return with good news!
libris:
That's awful!I hope you're doing better!

The flu. I got the flu. Yay...

Think I'm on day 4 of running a fever, body aches, congestion, all that good stuff.

Hopefully your week has been better than mine.

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libris:
Are you able to get some tamiflu or is too late for that?  Gargle with salt water, the chloride binds with viruses essentially bleaching them out.  Hugs to you!
wolfwood1203:
@libris At this point it's probably too late, I'm just going to keep trying to ride it out. But I'm on day 7 with a fever, so who knows? Hugs back at you, thanks.

So, it's weird having nephews and nieces getting older. I was so used to seeing them as little kids, but the older two are almost people now. I mean, instead of just being kids, they're tiny adults in the making now. Freaking teenagers man. Of course, the oldest has a personality derived entirely from youtubers and memes, so he can get pretty obnoxious...
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Time just kind of sneaks up on you, doesn't it? I always forget, every year. Well, I'm not sure if I just forget, or if I try to forget. But little kids remember this stuff. Yesterday I heard my niece asking my dad when they were going to go buy Uncle Daniel's birthday cake. That's when I realized, oh crap, I...
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I feel like I'm just bashing my head against a wall here...

New year, still no work. I can throw out as many applications as I want, and I never hear anything back expect for the occasional rejection email.

I wasted so many years of my life getting my education, all it's gotten me is debt. And it feels like the same thing...
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naru_blu:
How do I understand you ...
bookcouple:
I feel you
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Haven't posted anything in over two weeks. Still alive, just haven't felt like doing anything more than lurking. Don't even really feel like writing this. I guess the depression has been getting to me again. As it is, I've been staring at the screen for a while, not wanting to post this.

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libris:
I like lurking. :)
wolfwood1203:
Thanks @bookcouple
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How the hell am I supposed to get to sleep after that? Laying down, playing a game on my phone before going to sleep, and I feel something on my forehead. 99.999 fucking percent of the time, it's just my damn hair. But I always pinch it in my fingers and check, just to be sure. This time, I find myself holding a...
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libris:
Fuuuuuuuuuck no.
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Been too lazy to blog. But then, I don't exactly live the most exciting of lives...

I'm slowly, emphasis on slowly, starting to get the new story started. I decided to try to flesh out my protagonist a bit before I start the story properly.

Anyway, just checking in, letting anyone who gives a crap know I'm still alive. It's been...
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libris:
I'm still breathing!  Library world has been crazy since we've been getting RFID ready, I'm not a fan of the brand they went with, plus we need general software updates.  It's kind of been a pain in the arse, but other than that things are good.  I'm glad to see you blogging a bit!  I'm behind as well.  xx
wolfwood1203:
@libris Glad to hear you're keeping busy. And definitely glad to see you're still coming around.
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Man... it's been too long since I've played a game like Red Dead 2. Due to rpgs and stupid phone games, I kind of suck at this game. But, I'll get the hang of it sooner or later. Let's just hope I didn't curse myself by naming my horse Bojack. Still, my own lack luster performance aside, it's a...
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So, through a series of lucky events, I managed to scrape together a bit of cash. And now... Red Dead Redemption 2 time! Woooo! First new game I've owned in years!

That's kind of sad to think about... But yay! New game!