Okay, I need to get out more. Yesterday I found myself watching attack of the killer donuts, not a good movie by any far stretch, but not as awful as it could have been. The point is, if I had somewhere to go, or someone to talk to, I might not have watched that garbage.

Still dealing with the whole, "hurry up and wait" thing
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chef:
Awww.  Haha
libris:
Finding a job is such a pain, and waiting is the worst!  I hassled the hell out of the last place I interviewed, and got hired.  I don't know if it was because I was persistent, or if they were going to hire me anyway; but hassling them has always seemed to work for me.  If there's a job you see you really want, go for it!  Kitty paws are so cute!

Woo! Season 5 of Bojack Horseman is finally here! Anyone else watching this show? I admit, the first season was a little hard to get through for about the first half, but I'm glad I stuck with it. Gonna have to binge watch soon. Sadly, is not going to be quite the same for me this season. My best friend got me into the
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dariianity:
I tried, buy didn't really enjoy. But I don't usually watch series in general
felicity:
I like Bojack Horseman, but now I don't have free time to watch it 😓 Just waiting for summer vacation!

So, that last blog was interesting. I noticed that it got a lot more comments and likes than usual. And I noticed it wasn't from the usual people. Wondering what was going on, I was browsing the main page when I noticed my little blog sitting there. In all the years I've been on this site, that's never happened. Hell, I don...
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I don't know what happened. It was a normal day, nothing bad happened, nothing was bothering me, etc. But all of the damn sudden, I found myself getting very angry, and extremely easily agitated. The smallest things annoyed me to the point of fury and I have no idea why. Luckily, no one was around, and I wasn't talking or texting or anything...
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naami:
We all have our bad days! Especially women in a given monthly period hahahah The important thing is to have your conscience do nothing wrong! I'm sure when it was over, you felt much better 🤗💕
gadget:
Sometimes life really has to beat us over the head with this shit. Plus, that's what friends are for. <3

Yeah, my broke ass is behind on a lot of stuff. But hey, thank god for random playstation network sales. I picked up final fantasy xv on sale last weekend. So far, I'm really enjoying it. Plus, it really helps to fill my complete lack of social life. So there's that.

Someday I'll be able to afford new releases again. Someday...

Who...
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So, I had heard about this movie before, but never had a chance to watch it. But as luck would have it, it was on sale on Google play this weekend, so I picked it up for 5 bucks. When the movie first started, I slowly began to wonder if I had made a mistake. I mean, I had heard it was slow paced, but...
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Okay, I just got another batch of query letters sent thanks to my dad's work computer. And now I'm stressed out and feel like I'm going to puke. It happens every time, and I don't see it getting any better in the near future. But hey, at least I have another batch of rejections to look forward to. Now, if you...
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libris:
Fuck them, just keep trying!

So, a couple days ago, I posted a blog saying that I was going to try to send out more query letters to try to get representation for my novel. Because I decided that it wasn't time to give up on the dream of being published.

I have spent the last several days fighting with my laptop, which at around 13 years old, is...
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libris:
Could you use the computers at the library?
wolfwood1203:
@libris I'm sure I'll figure something out sooner or later. My dad might have a computer he uses for work that I can borrow. But that'll only be every once in a while.

So, I've been cooking for me and my dad since I got back. Today he told me that he's eating better than he has in 25 years. Not only is that one of the first times he's said he liked my cooking, but it's honestly one of the nicest things anyone's said about my cooking.

The bandana is necessary, I
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libris:
That does look good!

As a wise woman once said, "Can you speak up? It's hard to hear you with that pity dick in your mouth." -Blind Al

I've been wallowing in self pity and depression for a while now. And I caught myself thinking earlier that I used to have dreams and aspirations. Used to. Past tense. What the fuck happened to me? I don't...
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denvermaxx:
Always sad to hear about struggles, but I am happy to see that you are picking up something you enjoy to help combat those struggles. I hope it helps <3
wolfwood1203:
@_maxx_ Thank you, I appreciate that.

For various reasons, I've been kind of stuck at home these last couple of months. Not including the trip to Dallas where I was stuck in my brother's home for a week watching kids. Circumstances have made it so that, not only am I living at home again after a year in Virginia, but it's somehow just me and my dad. My...
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wolfwood1203:
@libris I'm glad I got it working too. Honestly, I thought I was going to brick it... It's definitely strange being in a big empty house after it used to be filled to the brim with people. There were 10 of us here at one point.
libris:
Wow, 10?!  That is a lot of people!

Meh

This depression is a strange thing to deal with. Most of my days, I don't feel like doing anything. Not even watching tv, or playing video games, things like that. But then there are weird days like today, where I feel something like motivation. It's not quite there, I'm not quite feeling the urge to be proactive, but it's... it's...
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hughjanus:
Hey man.  I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember and depression for the last 18 years (at least).  These videos (and more), have helped me deal with life: "We Are All One and Our Reality Is An Illusion" https://youtu.be/dmuEZKn47sA ; Alan Watts, "It's Just a Show" https://youtu.be/jldHW2xKBao ; "The Tao of Philosophy..." https://youtu.be/bE6mRYypmJY .
wolfwood1203:
@hughjanus Thanks, I'll check those out. I appreciate the thought, I really do.