I'm (still) tryin' to wrap my brain around unexpected relative-based news from Mon night - they're all excited, but I'm... not in the least. bad me?
having just recently quelled the "relative rumourmill," I don't want nor need to get another one started simply due to my... adverse reaction?
thankfully? I've been sick the past few days, so I've gotten few calls...
the ex agrees with my reservations, but also agrees that I should, by no means at this point, say or do anything negative that relatives may hear/see/be aware of.
*sighs*
of course being sick(ish) completely sucks balls ... after the busy day of work today I felt like I've been pulling a demned truck behind me...
hoped to come home and be able to just... crash. No such luck. I feel like the 7 hells warmed over... but can't sleep!!!!
reverting for a moment:
thankfully! there are ways to post my reservations, places and methods, that relativity can't read - such as this.
of course, this is in the fullest hopes that no one would be cruel enough to copy/paste it and/or make it visible to the relativity!
seriously... those who can read this - don't. please. for the love of all that is unholy. it took a year to kill the "rumourmill" this time!
BUT...
in a mere week'n'a-day I'll be in Vegas seein' old/new friends - I can have fun without having to think one iota about it or other things.
and enjoy the hell out of it I shall, the best I'm f'n able to, demn it!
and my new position is still upcoming, too ... done zero training thus far, but was told it's set in stone and WILL happen - s'just a matter of when.
ANYways... I'm going to try and sleep... again.
can barely move, went through a whole demn box of tissues, and I NEED it!
- thom / Wolfox
having just recently quelled the "relative rumourmill," I don't want nor need to get another one started simply due to my... adverse reaction?
thankfully? I've been sick the past few days, so I've gotten few calls...
the ex agrees with my reservations, but also agrees that I should, by no means at this point, say or do anything negative that relatives may hear/see/be aware of.
*sighs*
of course being sick(ish) completely sucks balls ... after the busy day of work today I felt like I've been pulling a demned truck behind me...
hoped to come home and be able to just... crash. No such luck. I feel like the 7 hells warmed over... but can't sleep!!!!
reverting for a moment:
thankfully! there are ways to post my reservations, places and methods, that relativity can't read - such as this.
of course, this is in the fullest hopes that no one would be cruel enough to copy/paste it and/or make it visible to the relativity!
seriously... those who can read this - don't. please. for the love of all that is unholy. it took a year to kill the "rumourmill" this time!
BUT...
in a mere week'n'a-day I'll be in Vegas seein' old/new friends - I can have fun without having to think one iota about it or other things.
and enjoy the hell out of it I shall, the best I'm f'n able to, demn it!
and my new position is still upcoming, too ... done zero training thus far, but was told it's set in stone and WILL happen - s'just a matter of when.
ANYways... I'm going to try and sleep... again.
can barely move, went through a whole demn box of tissues, and I NEED it!
- thom / Wolfox
rachelle:
Have fun in Vegas! 