stomach has felt like I've been drinking battery acid all day, so haven't eaten anything (yet) today
...but, went home early (even though I still clocked at over 40 for the week) and have every intent on attempting soup to quell the ravenousness and get some rest since I have the li'l beasties this weekend.
I find it saddening but funny that even in my sexually-oriented dreams I'm denied and/or it never gets to "that point." *smirks/sighs* ...
...it's true. summer is over, we've arrived at the Autumnal Equinox, the Great Feast/Harvest, Mabon, Fall, Cat-Free Day (in Europe & Montral), etc. etc.
for some damned reason I woke up really needing... Read More
Of the unfortunately-quite-a-few friends I've lost in the past couple years, one in particular is a hard one to forget :
She was (born) deaf, intelligent, witty, and hot as hell (looked a lot like JLH!!)... not to mention not the least bit PC or ashamed of her sexuality *smirks*.
In the past couple years alone she'd, at... Read More
why have so many conversations/posts (and, yes, rants) of late become discussions/arguments on either politics or religions...?! seriously, it's gettin' scary!
what happened to the conversations/posts that led to sexiness or silliness or silly sexiness or monkey-bacon references... oh, wait. that last one DID happen recently.
Sorry.
angels with vicious wings
laughing to gently at my pain
taunted me with the bitter truth
of those that still remain
I wanted so to believe
someday I wouldn't be alone
but like a recluse in his cave
so little I have known
it's true I've never dreamed
of a future that I crave
and I know like blood... Read More
Almost forgot...
BTW... I don't think I mentioned it, but at work Friday (as I was doing on project(s) in the warehouse), the Warehouse Lead/Chief/(whateverhistitleis) asked if I would join their warehouse meeting ... figured "no worries," since I've been doing a lot of work in the warehouse of late
surprise, surprise - he had a reason for it (damn tricky SOBs!) and I ended... Read More
When You've "Got It"...
*smirks* even I admit, when I've "got it," I've GOT it... if only those kind of moods came more often/more easily
not sure if they're new neighbors or not (first time I met them, anyways), but I caught a couple in the hallway and gave a hello...
[woman] "Who are you?"
((me)) "I am the end of all that is man... Read More
Insurance Inundation, Free Hide-A-Bed!, And More!
mmmm-kay, then... when I checked the mail I was quite literally inundated with mail from insurance companies!
not a single one of which was affordable (no surprise), but it had me pondering...
I haven't heard from MinnesotaCare yet, though it's only been a month and I only did so because they required me to ... but it appears they... Read More
I was doing laundry (the new sheets/pillowcases for the girls' new beds arriving tomorrow) and, when headin' t'move my laundry from washer to dryer, an african lady and her son were in front of... Read More
The Difference / Course Of The Weekend
if you don't know the difference between angels, angles, and Angeles then I sure as hell can't help ya - but I'm sure as hell gonna mock ya! just so ya know
moving on, over the course of this past weekend, I...
...was told the reason I have long hair is that I can't afford a Porsche.
...had... Read More
Sometimes, I admit, it's nearly surreal thinking that it's been months and a decade ago since my sister's been gone.
She was - and oftimes still is - one of the most important parts of my life...
admittedly, when a kid and early teens we didn't get along in the least - but knowing who I was then, I'm... Read More
