For some reason the speakers in my truck just magically stop working sometimes. Fabulous.
Also, I still have not received my last paycheck from assfucks r us, so I am sorely broke. Even better.
I finally ate tacos last night and popped some vicodin and today I have a feeling I will be turning into a vic head if this stress does not go away...
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Also, I still have not received my last paycheck from assfucks r us, so I am sorely broke. Even better.
I finally ate tacos last night and popped some vicodin and today I have a feeling I will be turning into a vic head if this stress does not go away...
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violently:
i dunno, i thought it went well. they said they'd call me tomorrow...crosses fingers..
eazy:
I am gonna call ya tomorrow. I dont work until 9pm. Hope ur free.
i cried, i barfed, i went looking for a psychic.
they were all closed, so tomorrow i go i guess. i need answers, and if i were religious i guess i'd read the bible, but i'm not so that's that.
i need a distraction. i feel like i am losing it.
they were all closed, so tomorrow i go i guess. i need answers, and if i were religious i guess i'd read the bible, but i'm not so that's that.
i need a distraction. i feel like i am losing it.
midian:
psychic hotlines are always open if your in desperate need
woke up in a strange bed with a strange friend. but fully clothed so it's ok right?
i don't care what you people say, del taco sucks, even when you're drunk.
i know cus i'm drunk and have del taco.
who wants to come over and hold my hair?
p.s. i owe my sister a pie wish
i don't care what you people say, del taco sucks, even when you're drunk.
i know cus i'm drunk and have del taco.
who wants to come over and hold my hair?
p.s. i owe my sister a pie wish
trebo:
you poor baby 
. are u ok?? what did u have?
never hve mexican stye food when u're drunk!
i have something over here called white castles. theyre bite size burgers loaded with chopped onions and grease. great going down when u're drunk but its a double whammy when u wake up
. still drunk and having something like acid reflux only u're tasting white castles all day 
.
anyway hope u feel better!
. are u ok?? what did u have?
never hve mexican stye food when u're drunk!
i have something over here called white castles. theyre bite size burgers loaded with chopped onions and grease. great going down when u're drunk but its a double whammy when u wake up
. still drunk and having something like acid reflux only u're tasting white castles all day .
anyway hope u feel better!
eazy:
New email sent. I woulda held ur hair but alas I was at work.
Went to go see him last night. Nothing was talked about, I just acted like I was visiting any one of my friends that I have no sexually emotional feelings for. For some reason he was being all cuddly and cute, and holding my hand and whatnot. Ended up passing out next to each other. Ok.
Then this morning I tried to put the moves...
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Then this morning I tried to put the moves...
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trebo:
hes not sure what he wants. violently personally i've been there and it sucks, but what i would do is say the hell with ya i dont have time for this shit. call me and let me know what u want out of this but i know what i want and how i want to be treated. if u dont see us together be a man about it and tell me.
anyway i had to say that same exact thing to one of me ex girlfriends ( except i said be a woman about it and finally make a decision are u in or out) of course she was out
u have to make a stand and dont back down its for YOUR PIECE OF MIND!
giving u a bearhug and a
anyway i had to say that same exact thing to one of me ex girlfriends ( except i said be a woman about it and finally make a decision are u in or out) of course she was out
u have to make a stand and dont back down its for YOUR PIECE OF MIND!
giving u a bearhug and a
eazy:
Trebo speaks the good word. Put it on the line better to know the answer now than sit in limbo. I hope u got my number via email. Let me know.
Deleted his phone number from my phone last night so I wouldn't call him. Which worked. I get 5 points for that.
Today I have to get out of the house and stay away from the internet and if he calls me lie and say I had a fabulous time last night and pretend like nothing is wrong. Oh who am I kidding, he's not...
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Today I have to get out of the house and stay away from the internet and if he calls me lie and say I had a fabulous time last night and pretend like nothing is wrong. Oh who am I kidding, he's not...
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eazy:
I think it is time for that talk I have been promising for a long time. Let me know if ur up for meeting some night.
violently:
sure
hey i'm drunk and i don't care
everyone saw my tattoo and they were like oh ok someone has issues
whatever
you know what? fuck off
in other news: jesus didn't cut the grass, he just got all melodramatic and martyriffic and just sat in it.
eat me.
everyone saw my tattoo and they were like oh ok someone has issues
whatever
you know what? fuck off
in other news: jesus didn't cut the grass, he just got all melodramatic and martyriffic and just sat in it.
eat me.
chestercopperpot:
what is the tatoo of? can i see it?
eazy:
What did u get? Let me know if I can do anything. We haven't met in person but anytime anywhere I will do whatever I can.
I can't fake the smile.
WHY? What did I do to deserve this? How can you tell me you love me and then all of a sudden change your mind and tell me you don't want a gf? Am I just some stupid distraction for you? Some broad you are sleeping with because it's convenient for you?
I swore to myself I would never fall...
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WHY? What did I do to deserve this? How can you tell me you love me and then all of a sudden change your mind and tell me you don't want a gf? Am I just some stupid distraction for you? Some broad you are sleeping with because it's convenient for you?
I swore to myself I would never fall...
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hyperboy:
just journal hopping and saw yours. Sucks someone is being a dick to you, hope things get resolved. If they don't rip off his balls and hang them around his throat.... then he will realize you are pissed ! Love sucks
trebo:
hey sweetie,
dont be so hard on yourself! hes the big idiot.
its not your punishment its his stupidity! you opened yourself up and took a chance on love. there is NOTHING wrong with that!
from my experience you have to find someone who is worthy of your love and believe me...thats is tough finding that person!
if u didnt hurt then u wouldnt be "normal".
do u want me to give u call tommorow so u have a shoulder to cry on? i'll be home around midnight my time. it'll be 9:00 your time. let me know.
*putting my arms around u* "speaking from experience you will be ok, it hurts, but dont let that stop u from u being u!"
dont be so hard on yourself! hes the big idiot.
its not your punishment its his stupidity! you opened yourself up and took a chance on love. there is NOTHING wrong with that!
from my experience you have to find someone who is worthy of your love and believe me...thats is tough finding that person!
if u didnt hurt then u wouldnt be "normal".
do u want me to give u call tommorow so u have a shoulder to cry on? i'll be home around midnight my time. it'll be 9:00 your time. let me know.
*putting my arms around u* "speaking from experience you will be ok, it hurts, but dont let that stop u from u being u!"
All I wanted to know was that he cared and I wasn't wasting my time. He is introducing me as his friend to people. I mean I don't need the label but I need to know that there is something more than a friendship going on. What I get back is that I'm freaking him out and pushing him away and he doesn't think he...
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trebo:
lots of *HUGS*
eazy:
So where ya gonna get drunk cause i need to make out 2! 
Being one myself, all I can say is men suck. I honestly dont get the whole commitment phobia. If i had a woman that looked like u I would put a label on that immediately. "This woman is mine u all better back up off it."
What is right will work out. I send big hugs from hollywood.
Being one myself, all I can say is men suck. I honestly dont get the whole commitment phobia. If i had a woman that looked like u I would put a label on that immediately. "This woman is mine u all better back up off it."
What is right will work out. I send big hugs from hollywood.
I hate that whenever I cry my eyes feel funny for the rest of the day and all I wanna do is lay around and hide under a blanket.
I hate that when I make a conscious effort to try to lose more weight I magically become hungry all of the time.
I hate that everything seems so hard right now.
I'm going to my...
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I hate that when I make a conscious effort to try to lose more weight I magically become hungry all of the time.
I hate that everything seems so hard right now.
I'm going to my...
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contradiction:
good luck. cheer up.
fuck the credit card co's.
fuck the credit card co's.
eazy:
Crossing the fingers...u'll get something good.
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hera:
1. Are you being incredibly sarcastic or do you really think you look like shit today???
2, Have you ever been/ are you in love?
3. What is your innermost fear?
2, Have you ever been/ are you in love?
3. What is your innermost fear?
violently:
1. not bein sarcastic, i am having a feel like/look like poo day
2. this is a tough question. i thought i was in love a long time ago with my ex, but i don't think i was in retrospect. as for the relationship i'm in now, i don't feel the same way as i did to the previous ex at ALL, so maybe this is what love is. i really don't know i guess when it boils down to it.
3. innermost fear: being vulnerable and having someone i love prey on it and tear me down out of spite.
2. this is a tough question. i thought i was in love a long time ago with my ex, but i don't think i was in retrospect. as for the relationship i'm in now, i don't feel the same way as i did to the previous ex at ALL, so maybe this is what love is. i really don't know i guess when it boils down to it.
3. innermost fear: being vulnerable and having someone i love prey on it and tear me down out of spite.
Thanks for all the well wishes and positive energy, my boy did not die and is feeling a lot better. He is also spending the weekend with his family so I be sleepin alone for the next 6 days. Hooray for him being alive, BOO HISS at 6 more days. No patience at all I tell you.
Also, today I applied for 6 different women's...
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My dude is laid up in bed because his pancreas is acting up. I guess a few years ago he had acute pancreatitis and almost died, and now sometimes it acts up if he drinks too much. I was at his house all day after applying at the gyms and he's a fucking mess. He can't eat, drink, or take anything for the pain because...
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trebo:
hey sweetie,
u need to tell him to go to the hospital and see if they can help him in improving his situation. if he has a major attack then he could be in more danger than necessary. urge him to go to the hospital!!
take a couple deep breaths and clear your mind and try to meditate on good things in your life.
u dont need all that stress. its not good for u.
i know youre going thru alot so i'm just an instant message away, ok.
hang in there
and
u need to tell him to go to the hospital and see if they can help him in improving his situation. if he has a major attack then he could be in more danger than necessary. urge him to go to the hospital!!
take a couple deep breaths and clear your mind and try to meditate on good things in your life.
u dont need all that stress. its not good for u.
i know youre going thru alot so i'm just an instant message away, ok.
hang in there
and 
rooraddict:
It sounds like alcohol poisoning it could be harmful if he dosen't take care of himself. Either get him to a hospital or get him to eat chicken broth ok ok drink it through a straw or something. oh oh that was my buddy Big Matt he's funny. Nice meeting you. Hope he feels better.