Yesterday was work all day along with saturday. After work yesterday I went with a friend of mine. She has two jobs, one is at JCPenney. She thought she was going to be getting on top of her 20% off another 20% so she was going to buy me a couple of things for my mom. Turns out the deal was that her friends and...
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I'm tired, grumpy and aching all over.
A nice warm bath ought to do, too bad I won't end up taking one. Grrr.. I'm bitter. Jesus christ I hate this. I want to play with my niece. hmm.. how are you all doing?
A nice warm bath ought to do, too bad I won't end up taking one. Grrr.. I'm bitter. Jesus christ I hate this. I want to play with my niece. hmm.. how are you all doing?
justmee:
I'm doing pretty good, for being a person who's soooooo on her last nerve. 
I need a nice, long, hot bath too. Or maybe a three hour jacuzzi session. THAT would be nice!
I need a nice, long, hot bath too. Or maybe a three hour jacuzzi session. THAT would be nice!
hotpockets:
So, when I get my dream house, it'll have one of those bathrooms where there are a bunch of baths all in a row, so people can all take baths together and talk. And we'll have people to come bring us wine or sandwiches and stuff. I'm sure that it'd just end up being the boyfriends of all the girls who bring the stuff, but... it's a role worth filling.
Yesterday was genuinely good. After I posted the last entry I went home. Cried to my mom about these awful dreams I've been having and she told me that it sounds like I'm stressed over my job. Which makes perfect sense, I'm so new at checking I can't get everything down yet, I end up calling people all the time and take too long in...
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venice:
Oh boots! I am jealous. Although, I will probably be getting new boots soon, too, so I shouldn't let it get to me.
Just use the contact button in my profile to send me an email.
Just use the contact button in my profile to send me an email.
bridgetwnpeddler:
yeah just having a little trouble letting go of the last one, I think it will be better when the holiday's are over. We spent so much time talking about all the things we were going to share at this time...
so as each one passes it is like a little reminder and makes me sad and/or angry.
Let's just survive this month and we shall see.
Thanks love
so as each one passes it is like a little reminder and makes me sad and/or angry.
Let's just survive this month and we shall see.
Thanks love
As of late all my dreams I have are nightmares. Can I just say that I'm tired of it?
I wake up in the morning scared and alone. Calvin usually leaves for school well before I awake anymore. This is getting to me and making me feel something. I can't even describe it. Seemingly empty, but I know he's still there. Just not most...
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I wake up in the morning scared and alone. Calvin usually leaves for school well before I awake anymore. This is getting to me and making me feel something. I can't even describe it. Seemingly empty, but I know he's still there. Just not most...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Thank god for you, if it was not for you nobody would ever post in my journal.
thank you...
you ever find out what happened to KJ? She came back, but she never posts in my journal so I don't know what happened. Probably just let things lapse for a bit.
thank you...
you ever find out what happened to KJ? She came back, but she never posts in my journal so I don't know what happened. Probably just let things lapse for a bit.
justmee:
I'm feeling empty too. It's the time of year I think.
Don't buy them presents. Spend a couple hours in the kitchen and make them little cookie ornaments like me. It's SUPER cheap. And if you make them NAKED little people ornaments, your gifts will be all that they'll talk about. You can't beat that. Less then a $1.00 gift that they'll beg for every year.
Don't buy them presents. Spend a couple hours in the kitchen and make them little cookie ornaments like me. It's SUPER cheap. And if you make them NAKED little people ornaments, your gifts will be all that they'll talk about. You can't beat that. Less then a $1.00 gift that they'll beg for every year.
Hello everyone. How did you all like my disappearing act. And then coming back dramatically saying "choking sucks". Honestly though, last night I did choke. I ate a piece of turkey too fast and my throat closed up. The scene was disgusting. I tried helping myself with taking a sip of orange juice but that didn't work, in fact I think it made it worse....
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justmee:
As soon as I got that call, I actually thought of you. Thanks for caring. I'm heading off to work now, but I'll be sure to read your long assed enty later. Thanks again. So much. 
rin:
seriously, thank you so much for sharing that with me! it makes me feel less like a dirty perv
choking isn't cool. 
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thumbs101:
choking does suck...
justmee:
It all depends...what have you been choking on? 
I just read through your journal for the first time in a million days, and it made me smile. Like this: Not many things have done that lately, so thanks!
I can't believe Calvin's car got stolen too... you guys have really bad luck. At least he knows it's fast though!
I just read through your journal for the first time in a million days, and it made me smile. Like this:
Not many things have done that lately, so thanks!
I can't believe Calvin's car got stolen too... you guys have really bad luck. At least he knows it's fast though!
apparently i'm not the only one in this relationship with bad luck.
sunday night calvin and his bro were sitting in his room playing halo2
while i slept and around 1:30am his dad came in the room with the phone
it was for calvin regarding his car.
a couple of guys stole calvin's car (which is also a camry)
right from calvin's house
it was...
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sunday night calvin and his bro were sitting in his room playing halo2
while i slept and around 1:30am his dad came in the room with the phone
it was for calvin regarding his car.
a couple of guys stole calvin's car (which is also a camry)
right from calvin's house
it was...
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welcome2thedawn:
happy thanksgiving!!!
bridgetwnpeddler:
not used to you not being around so much. Hope you had a good Thanksgiving and no more thefts around your place or your family/friends!!
drinking is so much fun.
i wonder why i don't do it more often.
portland was interesting this afternoon.
went to 23rd and dinked around for a bit.
had escape from new york pizza.
not too bad, i liked it.
it's hard to fuck up pepperoni pizza.
after that walked down to buffalo exchange.
that was pretty boring.
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i wonder why i don't do it more often.
portland was interesting this afternoon.
went to 23rd and dinked around for a bit.
had escape from new york pizza.
not too bad, i liked it.
it's hard to fuck up pepperoni pizza.
after that walked down to buffalo exchange.
that was pretty boring.
then went to the diesel store and...
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erica:
I think I need a sign from cupid. Or reality? Reality sounds nice.
Alcohol sucks. :/
Alcohol sucks. :/
barbiq:
THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bows and seams are still hurting me pretty bad
they are trying to heal and walking doesn't help.
yesterday i entered portland three times.
first in the early morning around a quarter to eight.
calvin had a hair appointment at urbaca.
that was awesome, our hair stylist is the best.
and then we came home.
calvin's brother is in town (portland)
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they are trying to heal and walking doesn't help.
yesterday i entered portland three times.
first in the early morning around a quarter to eight.
calvin had a hair appointment at urbaca.
that was awesome, our hair stylist is the best.
and then we came home.
calvin's brother is in town (portland)
him and his...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
you were at PF Changs.... and today on 23rd. Right in my neighborhood. Maybe I will just keep my eye out for a super hottie walking a little akward from the healing of her new bows..
rin:
you got bows and seams??:o can't wait to see them!!
i haven't felt so elated in i don't know how long.
yesterday nothing ruined my day.
and if something tried a second later it was fine.
i can't believe how much better i feel about myself.
i'm a checker now, sure it's not that exhilarating.
but it's something and not just a bag bitch.
today was good.
went around trying to find dickies.
i have...
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yesterday nothing ruined my day.
and if something tried a second later it was fine.
i can't believe how much better i feel about myself.
i'm a checker now, sure it's not that exhilarating.
but it's something and not just a bag bitch.
today was good.
went around trying to find dickies.
i have...
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selfcontaining:
i want to go
back
to
the
begining...
back
to
the
begining...
trajan:
Yes, thank you for asking. It took me about 8 or 9 phone calls and a couple trips to the bank, but I forced a solution out.
as of today i am officially a checker at safeway in Orchards. For those of you who don't know where that is, it's a place in the Vancouver area. Come visit me and buy things from my store so I can "check you out"! hahahahhaha I passed my produce test with 94% and the POS test with a 100%. Granted I messed up quite a...
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arcanite:
Yeah, I'm happy again.
Yep, I called the family, and told them Aradia and I were going to have our first Thanksgiving together. A lie, of course. but better then saying I'm going to play with whips and chains all day....
Yep, I called the family, and told them Aradia and I were going to have our first Thanksgiving together. A lie, of course. but better then saying I'm going to play with whips and chains all day....
charley:
Congratulations on the job petal
my toes are cold.
checker training went well today.
i did excellent on every course.
tomorrow is more and then pre-testing on wednesday
final test on thursday.
if i pass, i get to check for two hours and then i'm off.
i think i'll visit calvin for lunch afterwards.
gives me just enough time to get down there
i'm stoked!
i feel so confident. what...
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checker training went well today.
i did excellent on every course.
tomorrow is more and then pre-testing on wednesday
final test on thursday.
if i pass, i get to check for two hours and then i'm off.
i think i'll visit calvin for lunch afterwards.
gives me just enough time to get down there
i'm stoked!
i feel so confident. what...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
it is how many days since I have had contact with H. The longer the better... I don't want to be pulled back into the cycle of drama again but I am weak. So I just need time and distance.
So I just need time and distance.
empress_chandler:
yay!
write some more.
write some more.
If it makes you feel any better, I haven't had any of my students show up for tutoring in a while, so there goes all my independently-earned income.
How about we just go out for lunch, that'll be a present in itself